Chapter 40 Self-abuse
Chu Yan stared at his face, almost making him feel numb. She smiled and asked again: "Then when your mother married your father, no one in the Gu family objected?"
"Yes." Shen Xing said: "My grandparents don't have any objections, but my uncle and those Gu family members from the side branch also wanted my mother to marry her business partner for marriage, but my mother acted quickly. One day I took my dad to meet with my parents, and the next day I went to get the certificate.”
Chu Yan admired: "Wow, what a decisive action!"
"Of course." Shen Xing was quite proud, pinched her face, and said triumphantly: "If my parents didn't act quickly, then I would be gone. If I were gone, you would lose the man you kissed." Friends."
Perhaps heredity is a magical thing. Shen Xing's parents are action-oriented, and Shen Xing is also an action-oriented person. Many times, before thinking about gains and losses, he has already taken action.
If it weren't for this, he wouldn't stay by Chu Yan's side now in the name of his fiancé.
Shen Xing thought of something, got close to her face, and said softly: "Tomorrow my uncle and aunt will come too. They both have their eyes set on their heads. My aunt may be a little bit tongue-tied. You don't need to pay attention to them, and you don't need to be afraid of them. "
Shen Xing held her face and gently rubbed her skin with his fingertips. He raised the corners of his lips and said with a smile: "If you are bullied, you can fight back however you want. If you don't know how to do it, you and I said, you can also tell my mother, we will protect you."
"Yanyan, you are mine."
"You don't have to look at the Gu family's face."
Chu Yan was in a daze, and her strange feelings were difficult to describe in suitable words, but the reassuring feeling Shen Xing gave her made her feel very satisfied.
She nodded, with a smile in her eyes, "Yes, I understand."
Chu Yan leaned into his arms, her eyes sparkling, and she grabbed the corner of his clothes without letting go. Recently, she began to enjoy this sticky feeling. There was no need to say anything, and there was no purpose. I just want to cling to him and act coquettishly.
Shen Xing could never stand how well-behaved she looked, as if she were a little animal in his arms, waiting for him to rub her belly.
So, he couldn't control his desire.
"It's still early, I'll take you to take a nap."
Chu Yan heard the interest hidden in his words, and she happened to not be disgusted. She held the flower in one hand and held the other hand with him, and followed him back to the bedroom on the second floor obediently.
Song Xueyuan followed Gu Chuan back from the back mountain. The atmosphere between the two was still as dull as ever. She had thought about saying something to ease the relationship between the two of them. No matter what she said, Gu Chuan would indeed answer. , will not deal with her with silence and leave her alone and embarrassed.
But this kind of polite response is obviously not what Song Xueyuan wants. What she wants is for Gu Chuan to have more emotional changes towards her, even if it is anger and anger, this at least proves that she can cause Gu Chuan's mood swings. existence.
She couldn't tell what was going on, but when Song Xueyuan received the message from Lin Chenan, she deliberately showed it to Gu Chuan, "Lin Chenan said that when he gets well and can be discharged from the hospital, he wants to treat me to a meal."
Gu Chuan just looked at it briefly and said "hmm".
Song Xueyuan bit her lip, "Don't you have anything to say?"
"He knows that you have helped a lot, so it is only natural for him to treat you to dinner."
This was not what Song Xueyuan wanted to hear. She couldn't help but ask: "Don't you feel unhappy? I am your fiancée, but he only invited me to dinner."
"As you said before, you are good friends. It's just a meal between friends. Why should I be unhappy?"
Something is wrong.
This is very wrong. Song Xuewong had a relationship with Lin Chenan in the past. When she went to the hospital to take care of Lin Chenan, Gu Chuan was mature and steady. Although he would not be fussy, he would still be dissatisfied. Song Xuewong was careful to fear that Gu Chuan would misunderstand her, but at the same time she felt faintly happy. , such a beautiful man as Gu Chuan was actually jealous of her.
But now, no matter how she mentioned Lin Chenan, Gu Chuan's reaction was dull. This dullness made Song Xueyuan feel as if she had become an insignificant person.
Song Xueyuan looked at the man's familiar figure, but now he was unfamiliar. She seemed to know what went wrong, but she didn't know when it went wrong.
"My foot is twisted, Gu Chuan, please carry me."
Gu Chuan stopped and turned to look at her.
Song Xueyuan was holding on to a tree with a painful look on her face.
He turned his back and bent down, "Come up."
Song Xueyuan suppressed the raised corners of her lips and lay on the young man's generous back. She stared at the flowers and plants on the roadside and said, "Do you still remember? I just joined the company and my ankle sprained trying to catch the bus to work. , but the bus still left, and when I didn’t know what to do, it was you who saw me passing by, stopped the bus, and took me to the hospital.”
"That night you worked overtime again very late, and I was also sorting out information. We finally finished our work, and bumped into each other again when we got off work. Unexpectedly, the elevator was under maintenance, so we could only take the stairs. At that time, you were the same way. Carrying me on my back makes me feel so at ease.”
Gu Chuan said nothing. The weight on his back was so light that he felt incredible.
But when he was eighteen years old, he felt that the girl on his back was very heavy. She was very thin, but of course not heavy. It was just because of the heartbeat that he tried hard to cover up that it magnified everything. Every time he went down a step, he landed on the floor. The steps on the road carry the cautious excitement of his youth.
"Monitor." The girl on top of him said, "If I hadn't broken my leg while riding my bicycle, I wouldn't have bothered you. I'm sorry."
The young man only dared to use an indifferent tone to cover up his panic at being in close contact with her, "I am the monitor, this is what I should do."
Song Xueyuan tried to recall the past to arouse Gu Chuan's resonance, but she was disappointed. Gu Chuan always looked ahead, seeming to have forgotten the past she mentioned.
After answering, Gu Chuan put Song Xueyuan on the sofa in the house and said, "I'm going to get the medicine."
He was always meticulous in his work, and there was a medical kit in the room. He went up to the second floor and reached the door of the room. After seeing the closed door next door, he seemed to be out of control and walked step by step to the door next door.
There seemed to be movement inside, but there seemed to be no movement at all, but the image of a man and a woman entangled inexplicably appeared in front of his eyes, and her voice also inexplicably appeared in his ears.
How would she hold him?
Will he kiss her?
It will definitely happen.
She is so lovable that men will definitely want to vent all their desires on her.
Then what?
How would she look at him and say "I like you" in his ear?
Her face, her voice, her body... all of these should have been branded with his name.
Gu Chuan leaned against the wall and stared at the door quietly. He did not dare to open the door, but he was unwilling to turn around and leave. He stood here as if he was masochistic, with thoughts of him constantly popping up in his mind. The ridiculous scene with her, or her with him, and then, his self-disgust reached its peak.
When did he become the person he hated the most?