Chapter 84 After all, it’s not her who’s afraid in the end
Xiao Li forgot why she came into Xiao Xuanyang's body. At first, she thought she was having a nightmare.
It must have been a few days after the original body was defiled. She was in a very wrong mood. She always took a bath and bathed, rubbed her body desperately, and wouldn't stop until her body was scratched and bled.
She probably understood something. She felt that the original person should not have abused her like this. How could the innocence of bullshit be as important as her own?
But she couldn't speak, and the original body couldn't feel her.
On the contrary, she can feel the original's emotions and even physical pain.
As time went by, she couldn't deceive herself that this was just a nightmare, maybe she had encountered a supernatural event that she couldn't control.
At first, she just looked at everything indifferently. Although she sympathized with the original person, she really disliked the original person's behavior.
Her original mood was really cold, and the pain that she could not resist made her suffer from an emotional disorder. She had never loved anyone, she loved no one except herself, and she had never hated anyone.
She didn't hate the Xiao family either. She could just watch Mrs. Xiao die tragically without any hatred and didn't feel much pleasure.
Even if she suddenly came to a strange place and was trapped in someone else's body, she was more curious than afraid.
But it happened that she could feel the feelings from her original body that were not hers.
Disgust, panic, disgust, fear, pain, all the emotions rushed towards her overwhelmingly.
Her emotional barriers seemed to be broken down at this moment,
At first she could still rely on her willpower to resist, but it felt like it was attached to her soul and she couldn't pull it out at all. As time went by, everything went to the point of no return.
She began to be as painful, uncomfortable, and desperate as her original self, and finally went crazy together.
Obviously she couldn't control her body, but she couldn't tell whether the despair and pain belonged to her original body or to herself.
Finally, they went completely crazy and died.
She thought she was freed, but she didn't expect that everything would start over again, and she would actually get a glimpse of a corner of the world. This turned out to be the plot of the story.
She finally gained control of her body and wanted to leave this world.
She used all her scheming to kill the protagonist at all costs.
When the protagonist dies, the plot should disappear and she should be able to leave.
She didn't know why she was going through all this, why she was brought to this place.
She is not a good person, but even if she has to suffer retribution, it won't be her turn.
She didn't know what force brought her to this strange place, but she was sure it must be a force that neither financial resources nor weapons could match.
If you can't leave even if you kill Lu Yanzhi and Liu Xueyin, who else should you kill? King Chen? Or the emperor? Or do we have to kill everyone in the world?
Xiao Li felt that he was almost becoming a murderer.
Is this her way to leave this world, or does it have to drive her crazy and become a devil?
She no longer wanted to be a pawn on someone else's chessboard, so she stopped playing.
If I am destined to be manipulated by others in my life, I would rather die!
She doesn’t want to play anymore
It doesn't matter if you die, if you can go back after you die, that would be the best.
If she dies and is trapped back in her original body, there is nothing she can do about it, or she will go crazy, and eventually become a complete lunatic.
A madman who can't die by committing suicide and is still capable of killing everyone, after all, the one he fears in the end is not her.
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"Princess, be careful."
Hongyue hurriedly stepped forward to hold the princess, with worry on her face and extremely melancholy in her heart.
A month ago, the princess suddenly divorced and killed her consort with an imperial edict, and fell into a coma when she came back.
After being in coma for a full month, the imperial doctors were at a loss what to do, and Cen An, the successor of the miracle doctor, was also at a loss.
I thought the princess had some strange illness, but she didn't expect that she woke up again three days ago.
Although it seems that there is nothing wrong with my body, my mind is always distracted.
Everyone said that the princess was stimulated by the death of her husband-in-law. They said that she fell in love with him but was betrayed by him. Although she killed him cruelly, she still loved him in the end. Hongyue felt that this statement was not very reliable. After all, she really didn't feel that the princess had any love for the prince-in-law, but she couldn't explain the reason, so she could only control the servants not to talk nonsense, while she and Lanyue He followed the princess closely, fearing that she would fall accidentally.
"Emperor Sister."
A young man's voice came, and Hongyue turned around: "His Royal Highness, King Wei."
Xiao Jingyi came to Xiao Li, observed her first, and then asked Hongyue: "Is she in a daze again?"
Hongyue nodded.
Xiao Jingyi: "Has the imperial doctor come today?"
Hongyue: "Here we come, and a new prescription is prescribed, but the princess won't drink it."
Xiao Jingyi frowned: "How can we do without taking medicine?"
Xiao Li came to his senses: "I said, can you please stop discussing it in front of me?"
The two of them looked over in surprise: "Princess (Emperor Sister), are you awake?"
Xiao Li: "." She was just in a trance, not asleep.
Glancing at Jamel Xiao: "What are you doing here?"
Xiao Jingyi: "I just wanted to come and see you. Brother Huang asked you just now."
Xiao Li caught the fish food and threw it into the pond next to him. A group of fat fish swam over to grab the food.
"Then you've finished reading now."
Xiao Jingyi didn't realize that he was being chased away, and he sat down next to her: "I'm free now. Sister Huang, do you want to go out and have some fun? Hunting, mountain climbing or watching a movie, you can do it."
Xiao Li was not interested. Everything in this world was left over from her playing.
Seeing that Xiao Li was not interested in this topic, Xiao Jingyi immediately changed it.
"Gao Lan is dead."
As expected, the emperor became dizzy and showed his benevolence as a king to the Lu family, and only sentenced the Lu family to exile.
Except for Lu Cang who died from serious injuries and Lu Yanzhi who died at the hands of Xiao Li, everyone else left alive.
Although Gao Lan received treatment from doctors, he was exiled and his injuries worsened, and he ultimately failed to survive.
But what does this have to do with her?
"If you're talking nonsense, you can get out."
Does she care about Gao Lan's life and death? What does it have to do with her who dies in the Lu family?
Xiao Jingyi was helpless, he was going to be chatted to death by the imperial sister that day.
Not mentioning the Lu family, not caring about the palace, not wanting to go out for a walk, just being in a daze, what's going on?
Where is the shrewd, calculating and energetic imperial sister from before? Did he disappear with Lu Yanzhi's death?
Do you really love Lu Yanzhi that much?
Of course, he didn't dare to ask this question. His intuition told him that if he asked, it would be futile.
"Princess."
A thin figure approached with a medicine bowl and bowed his head respectfully: "It's time for the princess to drink medicine."
The voice was indistinguishable from male to female, and it sounded particularly pleasant. Xiao Jingyi couldn't help but look over, and was surprised when he recognized the person.
"Are you still keeping him?"
This is clearly the former actor Shuang Han, who is now dressing up as an actor and seems to be working as a maid.
Xiao Li didn't even raise his eyes, and Hongyue had no choice but to chase her away: "Princess, if you don't want to drink, take it."
Xiao Jingyi wanted to persuade him, but in the end he wisely chose to shut up. Well, he couldn't persuade her at all.