Chapter 158 Self-denial
"Are you familiar with Hu Ningwei?" In the passenger seat of a nanny car, Ke Xinying opened her long down jacket. The down jacket was a bit big and didn't fit very well.
The reason why it doesn't fit is because this down jacket belongs to Xu Xiyu.
At night in Beijing in November, the temperature was already very low.
Ke Xinying, who had just been wearing a short skirt, shivered as soon as she came out of the venue.
When Xu Xiyu saw this, he gave her his down jacket. Her assistant actually also had one, but Ke Xinying had to wear his.
"This is the second time we meet today. Do you think we are familiar with each other?" Xu Xiyu, who was driving, did not answer directly.
This car belongs to Ke Xinying, and the two staff members were sent back by the two of them, so now they are the only ones in the car.
"It doesn't look like the person we met for the second time." Ke Xinying looked at the traffic lane ahead.
"Where are your stockings?" Xu Xiyu still did not reply directly, but changed the topic again.
"I accidentally tore it. I took it off and lost it." Ke Xinying lied.
Then he brought the topic back to Hu Ningwei and said: "You and her... what were you talking about just now? She looked very happy."
"Tsk...hahahahahahaha." Hearing this, Xu Xiyu was immediately amused by her.
"What are you laughing at?"
"Hey, do you know what self-knowledge is?"
As soon as these words came out, Ke Xinying was stunned for a moment, then turned her head to look at the car window, and an indescribable sadness suddenly swept through her body.
She took a deep breath and then gritted her teeth and said, "Yes, I'm not qualified to ask you. It's true that I don't know myself."
Quiet.
The car became quiet as Ke Xinying spoke.
This kind of silence made Ke Xinying's uncomfortable feeling even more intense. Just when she was about to say something more, she suddenly felt a tap on the back of her head.
Immediately afterwards, Xu Xiyu's voice was heard from behind: "Do you have a brain problem? The words 'self-knowledge' I am talking about myself."
Ke Xinying did not answer when she heard this, but quietly waited for his next words.
"I am actually just a large ordinary person who is a little bit stronger than ordinary people. There is nothing special about me. You know Hu Ningwei's origins better than I do.
How many assets does she have personally? How many assets can her family command? A behemoth like Hui Wentou is just a company owned by someone else.
Don't you think I'm a little too far away from her? Maybe, and I mean maybe, I could put all my effort into trying to woo her.
She is still young now, and if I start licking her hard, maybe I will really catch her as soon as I get on top of her. Then what? What am I going to face?
Hu Ningtian's revenge?
The disdain and supercilious looks from their family members?
Maybe there will be an ending where Hu Ningwei has had enough fun in a few months, and then kicks me away like trash?
Why bother?
I feel that I am living a happy life now. People must have self-awareness and more importantly, know how to be content and happy. Why do you have to chase something and become like a slave?
Hu Ningwei likes to play with me now, so I will play with her. If she doesn't want to come one day, she won't come. Isn't it just asking for trouble if you always think about unrealistic things? Don't you think so? ”
Ke Xinying did not answer Xu Xiyu "Yes".
Just stared out the window blankly.
She felt that she was the person who "chased something and turned herself into a slave" as Xu Xiyu said.
She didn't know how long she stayed there, but she suddenly laughed at herself: "Yes, Hu Ningwei is indeed a bit unattainable, unlike me..."
"Same for you." Xu Xiyu interrupted directly.
"What?"
"Whether it's Hu Ningwei or you, it's all the same to me. Tell me, if it weren't for Hu Ningtian, would you still be sitting next to me now? We probably don't even know each other now."
"..." Ke Xinying.
"Will you consider what I think?"
"I..."
"You don't know how. What you are thinking about is how to climb up. I am the step that can help you climb up."
"That's not the case." Ke Xinying immediately retorted.
"It doesn't matter if it's true or not. I don't expect you to be sincere to me, let alone fall in love with me. As for you, there's no need to worry, there's no need to think that I won't care about you if I climb onto Hu Ningwei's high branches.
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I said that I am a trustworthy person and I will do what I promised you. "After Xu Xiyu said these words, he turned to Ke Xinying and showed a bright smile.
But this brilliant smile made Ke Xinying feel like a knife was inserted directly into her heart.
It was so painful that her breathing stopped.
She was in so much pain that her expression became frightened.
She felt like she was lying in a coffin now. After being completely denied, she was hammered in without any explanation.
wrong.
I'm not as mean as you say.
I'm really not as despicable as you say!
"Stop."
"What?"
“Stop!!”
When Xu Xiyu heard this, he turned the steering wheel and stopped on the side of the road. Then he saw Ke Xinying opened the door and got out.
Seeing this, Xu Xiyu hurriedly followed, saying: "What's wrong with you?"
Ke Xinying did not answer, but walked forward on her own. However, after taking a few steps, she suddenly turned around and looked at Xu Xiyu and said: "I'm not."
"What's not?"
"I'm not the kind of person you said." "I didn't say what kind of person you are." Xu Xiyu looked around. It was quite late now and it was very cold outside, so there were no pedestrians at the moment, only cars. Speeding down the road.
"If you have anything to do, let's talk about it in the car." He walked up the first few steps.
But when he took a few steps forward, Ke Xinying took a few steps back. She didn't move back well and even stumbled. Xu Xiyu wanted to help her quickly, but she took a few steps back and stretched out her hand to stop her: "Don't come here!"
Seeing Xu Xiyu stop, she stood still and continued: "You look down on me."
"I didn't."
"You hate me, and everyone around you who knows the details of my relationship with you also hate me!"
"No."
"You do, Xu Xiyu, you really do. I kissed you, but you disliked it. Also, when I hugged you on the red carpet today, you resisted with all your body."
"Get in the car and say okay, you'll catch a cold later."
"Not good." Ke Xinying shook her head and squatted down, and then she started muttering "not good" continuously.
She is now in a state of "self-denial" collapse.
Xu Xiyu actually understood Ke Xinying's mood. She was utilitarian, but not thorough enough. If it were Li Fangyuan, she would never have such emotions.
Thinking of this, he let out a breath, stepped forward in two big steps, bent down, put one hand around her armpits and hugged her back, and the other hand went into the crook of her leg.
He directly picked her up like a princess.
We can't let her stay here any longer.
It will be funny when passers-by come over.
Ke Xinying obviously did not expect Xu Xiyu to have such a hand. She looked blankly at Xu Xiyu who was holding her, and she didn't know how to react for a moment.
"I just said you have a brain problem, and you still don't admit it." Xu Xiyu lowered his head and complained to her, and then walked quickly to the car.
Ke Xinying came back to her senses by these words.
However, she still didn't speak. Instead, she lay in Xu Xiyu's arms, staring blankly at the face so close to her.
Until Xu Xiyu put her whole body on the passenger seat, her eyes still stayed on Xu Xiyu's face.
With a "bang", the passenger door was closed.
Then, through the windshield, she saw Xu Xiyu trotting around the front of the car and into the driver's seat.
There was another "bang", followed by Xu Xiyu's voice: "I'll take you back."
"My mother is at home." Ke Xinying replied blankly.
"I know."
"So, don't go to my house."
"Oh, I understand. Then I'll take a taxi back. Can you drive yourself?"
"Go to your house."
"Huh?"
"Go to your house."
As soon as these words came out, Xu Xiyu was startled. Before he could speak, he heard Ke Xinying's mechanical voice saying: "I know what you want to say. You don't have any extra quilts at home, and you don't even have makeup remover to remove my makeup, right?"
"..." Xu Xiyu didn't know what to say.
"Actually, those stockings were not scratched. I tore them off myself out of jealousy. I originally planned to throw them away, but I felt that this was the first time I wore them just for you.
It was a bit of a memory, so I didn’t want to throw it away and asked my assistant to put it in my bag. "Ke Xinying suddenly changed the topic.
"Jealous?" Xu Xiyu suddenly laughed when he heard this.
"Yes, jealous." Ke Xinying also laughed.
Smiling and laughing, Douda's tears began to fall continuously.
She felt that she was so ridiculous.
To admit that he is jealous is to admit that he likes Xu Xiyu.
So many people like themselves, but they don’t want to, and they have to like someone who dislikes them.
It was as if he had to live a good life and become a "slave" to Hu Ningtian.
It was when she cried that she was ridiculous.
Xu Xiyu next to her took out her mobile phone and said: "What brand of makeup remover do you commonly use? I'll see if Watsons has any takeout. If you don't have it, I'll just use one tonight. I'll buy some online for you later."
Hearing this, Ke Xinying turned her head with tears in her eyes. She was already crying, but now she couldn't stop her tears. While shedding tears, she deliberately asked: "Why are you preparing makeup remover?"
"Just for you, do you want some pajamas?"
"Yes." Ke Xinying nodded immediately, and then added herself, "I also want slippers specially for me to wear."
"Okay, are there any more?"
"Toothbrush, cup, etc.?
"Needless to say, daily necessities, I will prepare them."
"Buy an eye mask. I can't see any light when sleeping. Forget it, I'll bring it myself."
"Is there anything else you need me to buy?" Xu Xiyu put down her phone, shifted gears, and lightly stepped on the accelerator to start the vehicle.
"I can't remember it for the moment."
"Don't be in a hurry, think about it slowly." Xu Xiyu turned the steering wheel and the car drove slowly towards his home.
(End of chapter)