Chapter 375 When you were a child, how did you behave like a normal child
Xiao Wu's helpless but relieved attitude deeply hurt Tang San's heart, causing waves of cramping and despair to rise in his heart.
He would rather Xiao Wu hate him than see Xiao Wu looking like she has completely given up on him.
"No, it's not what you think."
"Xiao Wu, please listen to my explanation. At that time, I really didn't know my father's true identity. At that time, I really didn't know that you were a 100,000-year-old transformed soul beast."
"Believe me, I really didn't lie to you."
"I don't even know the identity of your soul beast, so how could I possibly think of plotting against your soul ring and soul bones."
"Even if you don't believe what I said, I was only a few years old at the time, so how could I conspire with my father to obtain your soul ring and soul bones?"
"Even if I really have that idea, do you think a child of several years old can act so impeccably in front of you that you won't notice it at all?"
Tang San's body couldn't stop trembling, his eyes flashed with tears, he wanted to tear his heart out, so that Xiao Wu could believe that everything he said was true.
Xiao Wu shook her head gently: "Even now, you are still lying to me. Tell yourself, when you were a child, how did you behave like a normal child?"
"Oh, that doesn't seem to be very accurate."
Xiao Wu paused for a moment, frowned and thought for a while, then said: "Looking back now, you made people feel awkward and uncomfortable."
"Let's just say you are a child. You usually behave like a middle-aged man in his thirties or forties. You are lifeless and have no vitality that children and teenagers should have."
"I would say you are mature and steady, but many times you seem so childish that it is hard to understand."
When Tang San heard this, his body suddenly trembled, and a panicked and unnatural look flashed in his eyes.
He is a time traveler and an adult.
How could an adult behave like a child if he traveled through time?
But what does Xiao Wu mean by childish?
Tang San always felt that he was mature and steady. Deep in his heart, he always felt that he was playing with a child.
An adult soul has lived in this world for so many years, and in his heart, he still feels that he is very mature and charming.
But now he was being called naive, coming from the girl he liked. How could he accept it?
Xiao Wu ignored Tang San's ugly expression and continued to talk to herself: "Although I am a hundred thousand year old soul beast, I was ignorant before, and I have never been in contact with your human society. , my cognition after transformation is actually not much different from that of your human children.”
"That's why I didn't notice anything abnormal about you at that time."
"As I have lived in your human society for longer and longer, now when I look back and think about you back then, your behavior really makes me feel uncomfortable."
"I remember I told you before that you look just like those old men in the academy."
"This sentence is actually my truest feeling at the time. I just felt that you didn't behave like a teenager."
"It feels like there is an old man's soul living in your body."
"If you had always behaved very maturely, I wouldn't think there was anything wrong with you."
"But do you still remember that you once suddenly and inexplicably asked me to be your sister, and you said it with red eyes."
"The reason is also very confusing to me now that I am sensible. You really hope to have one more relative." "After I called you brother, you actually cried."
"I was new to the world at that time and was no different from you human children. I didn't understand why you cried, and I didn't understand your wish to have another family member. Why did it become the reason for you to cry and ask me to be your sister? It’s not like you don’t have any relatives.”
"You wanted to have more relatives, and you hoped that I could be your sister, but now that I think about it, you didn't treat me like a family member."
"I was ignorant at the time, but you have always behaved very maturely. There is no reason not to know that your attitude towards me has gone beyond the boundaries of a relative and a sister."
"You act mature like an old man, and you cry for an ignorant little girl to be your sister. You also say that you want to have more relatives."
"Others promised you, but your performance went beyond the boundaries of your loved ones."
"Do you still remember, after I called you brother that time, I said to you, 'Can I not call you brother?'"
"The reason I gave you is that I am the eldest son of Notting College, and suddenly there is an extra brother. How can others look at me?"
"What else do you think I could say at that time other than using this almost childish excuse."
"Tell yourself whether your behavior makes people feel awkward."
Once upon a time, Xiao Wu had just entered human society and was as ignorant as a child about some human emotions and behaviors.
At that time, she felt that Tang San was very kind to her and had a good relationship with her, so she was also kind to Tang San and didn't think there was anything bad about Tang San.
But so many years have passed, and as she grows older and works as a teacher at Shrek Academy, she has come into contact with more and more humans, and her understanding of them has become deeper and deeper.
Looking back now, putting aside the emotional filter between each other, and looking at Tang San back then, I always feel that Tang San's behavior becomes more and more awkward the more I look at it.
Then think of what Li Ling told her, saying that the soul occupying Tang San's body was a middle-aged man in his thirties or forties.
When she thought of a middle-aged man in his thirties or forties, looking like a child, with tears in his eyes, asking a little girl to be his sister, Xiao Wu felt that all the hairs on his body stood up.
If it were her back then, even if she put aside the emotional filter she grew up with, she would definitely not have the awkward scalp numbness she feels now.
Let alone a middle-aged soul in his thirties or forties, crying in the face of a child asking her to be his sister.
Even if an old man came crying and asked her to be his sister, with her limited understanding of human beings at that time, she didn't think there was anything wrong.
Now, when she looked at Tang San with the mentality of an adult human, she always felt uncomfortable no matter how Tang San looked at him.
Tang San's face turned blue and purple. Being commented like this by the woman he loved really made him feel ashamed and wanted to find a crack in the ground to crawl in.
But no matter what Xiao Wu said about him, he couldn't hate her or get angry.
Just like Xiao Wu said, he gives people a very awkward feeling.
He is an adult soul and can cry for a little girl to be his sister. The reason is that he really wants to have one more relative that makes people confused.
This inexplicable behavior, let alone an adult, would probably feel awkward and incomprehensible to a slightly more mature child.
(End of chapter)