Chapter 923 The Lost Person
Ying Ji did not respond to his question.
For a time, the heaven and earth were filled with the sound of empty and quiet wind, and the stars in the surrounding fields seemed to gradually dim.
After a while, Ying Ji laughed softly: "Bailiyu, where do you get such resentment?"
Bailiyu frowned and said: "Where did you get the resentment? I I just want to know who he was back then..."
"Bailiyu." Ying Ji interrupted unceremoniously: "Do you feel that everyone in this world should revolve around you?
Except for your dignity, The dignity of others is worthless, can you let you doubt and trample on it?"
Bai Liyu didn't know why she had such a big reaction, and said in a daze: "I didn't mean that. Thinking..."
Ying Ji sneered and said: "I know why you are so aggressive today and want to destroy the underground city without any reason, even at the expense of a country's innocent people.
I don’t know who told you this, but I know that when you heard this ridiculous and damning news, you felt more angry and embarrassed than guilty and regretful.
You are angry that the eldest princess Zhao Wenjun has deceived you, and you are ashamed that you have been fooled.
So you begin to doubt her, thinking that if she has not lost her spiritual roots, why has she shown herself weak for so many years?
Relying on that false life-saving grace, I defrauded you of all your pity and care. At first you could still hold your nerve and warn yourself not to think wildly, but this human heart has never been able to withstand the test of time.
Six hundred years ago, you had suspicions that the eldest princess was secretly colluding with the gray forces. It was not until later that she lost her spiritual roots and became a mortal with no cultivation that your suspicions were completely dispelled.
It's been two hundred years, but someone told you that it was all fake.
Bailiyu, if you say you don't have any resentment in your heart, I'm afraid you won't believe it, right?
On the one hand, you are suspicious of her, but on the other hand, you hope that all this is fake and a conspiracy by the demons to deceive you and alienate you.
You have long been accustomed to feeling guilty for her, and you dare not personally break the young childhood sweetheart in your heart who cherishes your heart and pursues your dreams together.
So you don’t dare to ask her personally, if that spiritual root really comes from her body, how will you face her in the future?
Bai Liyu, you have been around two women throughout your life, one is your closest relative and the other is your true love.
In addition to blaming her, you also blame me. Why should I hide something from you and make you less like yourself and feel guilty for a middle-aged man? "
Bailiyu suddenly interrupted loudly: "I'm not feeling guilty about you! "
Ying Ji almost stopped laughing: "If it's not guilt, then is it because you feel pity for losing my son and want to take me back "home" and show your compassion and kindness? "
Bailiyu said: "Why do you always look at the world with the darkest side? ! "
"Bailiyu, do you know how long we have been separated? Not one month, not one year or two, but more than two hundred years! This is enough for a mortal to go through several reincarnations. Don't you think... it's too late for you to say this now? ”
"Although you and I have not officially divorced, from the day I left Baituo Mountain, in my heart, you have been divorced by me!"
"As for the spirit in your body Gen, ha, although I occasionally acted stupidly back then, I was not so boring. Such stupid things are more suitable for a woman like Zhao Wenjun and have nothing to do with me."
Bai Liyu was first struck by her words. Choking until his face turned pale , when he heard the next sentence, his expression became more complicated and profound: "Seriously...it's not you?"
Ying Ji looked cold and her eyes were sarcastic: "If it were me, do you think I can still live well? Are you standing here talking to you? Did the blow just now not hurt you enough, or do you think the wind here didn’t make you cold enough?”
After the conversation, Bailiyu also felt that it was him. Heartbroken.
He and Ying Ji's spiritual root attributes are incompatible with each other.
If she really lost her spiritual roots, how could she leave the shelter of Zhongyou Houtu at will?
If she really gave up her spiritual roots to save him, how could the Taiyin Emperor be so calm?
Bai Liyu calmed down and said: "Ying Ji, no matter what, I still want to take you home. It has nothing to do with spiritual roots, nothing to do with the common people, and nothing to do with Zhao Wenjun. In the past three years, I have thought about a lot of things clearly. Maybe in your mind, I am stubborn and rigid, and I don’t know how to adapt and stick to the bottom line.
For the sake of justice for the common people, I can even sacrifice the lives of the people closest to me.
But one thing I know clearly is that I have no personal affection for Zhao Wenjun. For so many years, there is no one else in my heart, but you everywhere. "
His eyes were sincere as never before, even to the point of being cautious, "Are you willing to give me another chance? ”
If Bailiyu could say such touching and tender words to her in the past, she must be very happy, happy and touched.
But today...
Greed, anger, and crazy love, right and wrong, I have already let go of everything.
Ying Ji smiled, even an ordinary and mediocre mask could not hide the bright meaning between her eyebrows.
“I have walked with you for several of the thousands of miles. Why should you let me accompany you in the wind, moon and sunny days in the future?
Most marriages in the world are like this. It is easy to fall in love at first sight, but it is difficult to stay together for a long time.
Women's hearts are fickle. Now I don't want to stay with you forever? Yes.”
Although the spring breeze wants to return, the fallen flowers no longer appear on the branches.
After all, all this is... too late.
Ignoring the lost Bailiyu, Ying Ji took Baili'an straight down to the top of the mountain, leaving Bailiyu alone.
Ying Ji thought that after saying this, she would feel extremely heavy.
But in the end, I found that I cherish all the unexpected encounters and look down on all the hatred between two people.
Without the strong sustenance of emotion, I could see through the dream in an instant, and even the moonlight seemed to be brighter.
Bailiyu was left alone, standing there in a daze, as if he had become a corner of the scenery abandoned by the world.
In every line of her words, she forgets both the person and me, and is relatively speechless.
We never cherish the quiet time, and when the prosperity fades, there will always be plum blossoms.
At this moment, Bailiyu finally realized something in a trance.
He probably really lost her...
I don't know when, he had already become accustomed to letting her wait, and this waiting made him feel natural.
Gradually, out of sight of him, the little expectation she had in her heart disappeared.
And he finally exhausted all her passion for him that year under the sea of flowers.
He began to subconsciously blame her again, blaming her for her drastic change in temperament, which was no longer what it used to be.
But when he realized that she had changed beyond recognition, he couldn't help but recall the past and how he treated her...
I really can't stand it any longer. I will continue to make up for it tomorrow.
(End of this chapter)