I feel like I'm going to die, and I have a low fever that won't go away.

I feel like I'm going to die, and I have a low fever that won't go away.

I had another hard night last night. I fell asleep after typing, but then I suddenly felt dizzy in the middle of the night. I woke up and kept vomiting. My bones were cold. I slept hard all night. My whole mind was filled with wild and chaotic scenes. Why? I can't even fall asleep. I have had insomnia all night and am only half asleep in the morning. I half-awake and slept for a while. I felt cold and hot all day today. My body has been going back and forth since the last time I had a fever. I haven’t been able to go out because I have been sick. I was very scared today, so I went out on a motorcycle to do a nucleic acid test. I guess it was a blow. Because of the wind, I felt dizzy and nauseous all the time. I went to the clinic and was prescribed some medicine, but I still didn't feel better after taking it. I was completely out of shape when writing, so I had to shamelessly ask for a day off.

This state of being unable to sleep on and off for several nights is really uncomfortable, and my mentality is about to collapse. I am really afraid of night coming every day, and I am afraid that that feeling will come again and I can't sleep. (End of chapter)