Chapter 1307: Hard to coax
Bailian was stunned for a moment.
Perhaps in the Dragon Clan's concept of death, the only way to usher in real death is to return to the Dragon Tomb and wither into bones.
Whether she wraps her body like a white snake around his wrist, forms a ball, or curls up against his heart, she can no longer find the deep warmth she felt in the past.
The absence of the familiar heartbeat made her, a dragon who was not very emotional, feel a sour and lonely emotion.
That boy back then was like a lost pearl in the ocean, lost in the depths of memory.
At this time, she could not understand the difference between humans and corpse demons.
What made her heart even more desolate was that her body was naturally cold and low-temperature. The warm gift she received from him back then was now not even half a response.
The days in Sinjianchi were dark, and the only things that could be seen all day long were the 'strange' looking human disciples and their formidable gazes that were ready to move.
She hates humans. She has hated humans since the day she was born.
That night, her scales were shattered and she fled into his courtyard with wounds all over her body.
The child temporarily sheltered and protected her. At that time, she had experienced the death of a close relative and the hatred of blood. Even if she gained a moment of kindness, she would regard it as a trap for deception.
The reason why she stayed in the child's bamboo house was not because of the kind assistance.
Cold, arrogant and aloof creatures like the Dragon Clan will never waver in any way because of the small kindness of human beings.
What really allowed her to stay in that cabin was that she saw the same feeling of loneliness in that little child.
The courtyard of the bamboo house was not locked, but it was no different from the cage in the Sin Sword Pond.
It looks like a human child, but in her eyes, it looks like a self-denying body with a soul that is determined to be miserable.
Like a little monster forced to grow up.
And in this world.
Unique things are monsters.
Even if the bloodline is high, the only thing left is a monster.
Even though the world says that dragons are gods and auspicious beasts, she knows in her heart that in a world where rarity is the most precious thing, dragons are monsters that are coveted by everyone and make countless people crazy because of their greed. .
Two monsters that do not conform to the definition of the world, relying on the meager emotions that do not need to be expressed verbally, but have a tacit understanding, carefully avoid other people and the outside world, pretending to be well-behaved and docile things. coexist with each other.
In this world, there are many creatures who are attracted by the warmth of Bailian, such as Xiaolu, Shuci, Su Jing, Yin Baishuang...
Only Xiaobai Long knew a secret about him that even he himself didn't know.
Her little master, in some respects, is the same as her. Deep down deep in his heart, he is truly contradictory: he loves the world passionately and hates human beings at the same time.
Things that are extremely white are extremely black.
On the contrary, this is what really attracts her and makes her willing to accept him as her master.
But even so, her little master is still warm, like the rising sun, like a young rabbit in the mountains. She, who understands everything, can't help but get close to him and is willing to surrender.
This time we meet again, it seems that nothing has changed, but everything... seems to have changed.
The child who once couldn't even bear to kill fish, is now able to kill a group of immortals without changing his expression.
The master is still her master, but it is not warm anymore.
She was worried and scared. Such a master was getting colder and colder, and there was no longer any warmth left.
Bai Shaoyan was about to take back his hand when he suddenly felt a cold feeling on the back of his hand, covering it with a cold and slender palm.
She calmly raised her deep purple pupils and met Balian's moist and bright black eyes.
He smiled at her and asked softly: "Did I...disappoint you?"
Bai Shaoyan shook her head seriously and retorted: "Master is very strong. In my heart, he is stronger than anyone else." We must be invincible.”
Bailian’s eyelids drooped and he chuckled: "But the fact is just the opposite. I am incompetent and weak. I have only developed a way of living in a way of obeying other people's expectations since childhood. In fact, I am neither warm nor strong.
On the contrary, I live longer , the more I realize that I am as hypocritical as most people, I I don’t have the ability to heal others’ pain at all. I don’t have omnipotent superpowers. In the end, I found that I am even less able to save others who are obsessed with pain..."
His tone paused slightly. , and then said: "Even because of this body, I no longer like the sun, let alone be able to live toward the sun. My cold feelings are not due to the fact that I have not been exposed to the sun for a long time, but I have discovered that I am not warm at all." Bai Shaoyan's pupils opened slightly. A heart seemed to be airtightly wrapped by something invisible.
Bailian raised his eyelids and looked at her, smiled slightly, and said: "But I don't think there is anything wrong with being like this now. Even if I kill people, I no longer feel afraid. On the contrary, it is this kind of myself that makes me It feels more real."
He sighed: "I can see that you are sad at the moment, but I really don't know how to comfort you."
Bai Shaoyan shook his head again, his eyebrows were solemn, he took his hand away from Balian's palm, and said seriously: "I am your servant, what kind of useless servant I am, how can I be so cowardly as to need it? The master’s comfort is a great shame for our dragon clan.”
But you look very unhappy at the moment.
Balian didn't say these words. He watched Bai Shaoyan take two steps back in a serious manner, returning to his usual conscientious appearance. Then he took two steps forward like a leisurely stroll, closing some distance.
He smiled and stretched out his hand to Bai Shaoyan and said: "It is said that it is difficult to guess a girl's thoughts. If one fails to guess correctly, it will make the girl even more unhappy.
Okay, then I will I won’t comfort you anymore. Whatever you want to do at this moment and whatever you want to choose, you can do it with me. "
"It's all...ok?"
Bailian's dark and gentle eyes came closer, and he said softly: "My little white dragon is not happy. So I think I should coax her, um, in the way she chooses.”
Bai Shaoyan's cold expression was a little confused for a moment.
Why, in a few words, he pushed the problem back to her.
What’s even more amazing is.
She didn't even feel any disgust at all.
On the contrary, there is a subtle... shyness.
She belatedly took a half step back, but her eyes fell on Bailian's outstretched palm.
So, she took half a step back and stopped awkwardly.
Bai Shaoyan lowered his eyes deeply, slowly bent his body, and lowered his head to Balian's hand.
He is clearly a cold and noble true dragon, but his posture and movements at this moment are like a big furry dog that begs to be petted.
"Master, can you touch the horn with my name..."
Balian chuckled, and he raised his hand to touch her dragon horns.
Xindao Xiaobailong’s method of coaxing her was much easier than that of Shu Ci. Sure enough, a pure family relationship would not allow people to push her too far...
The thought just fell, and in my hand Before touching her twice, Bai Shaoyan took another two steps closer to Balian. The silver slender dragon horn pressed against Balian's chest. She lowered her head and couldn't see clearly the expression on her face.
Her usual calm and frosty voice continued to sound: "Master, can... be like when you were a child?"
"Like when you were a child?" Baili An was stunned for a moment, but it wasn't that he didn't remember how he coaxed her when Little White Snake had a tantrum when she was a child, but he didn't expect that she would take the initiative to mention it.
And as a child, she was a little snake.
Now she is taller and taller than him. No matter how you look at it, there is a huge sense of gap.
Bailian's stunned reaction immediately misunderstood Bai Shaoyan.
She thought that Balian had forgotten every memory of their time together when they were children.
Bai Shaoyan's silver hair fluttered twice on its own without wind, and she didn't say a word. There was an inexplicable low pressure in the atmosphere around her.
The pair of dragon horns in front of his chest pushed up Baili An's body. The force was so strong that Baili An took two steps back.
She raised her head, glanced at Bailian with a faint look, raised her hand and prepared to hide the pair of dragon horns.
Bailian raised his finger, and a light-colored collar appeared between Bai Shaoyan's slender neck.
His fingers hooked the collar. While stopping Bai Shaoyan from hiding her dragon horns, he used his arm to pull her over. He leaned forward and raised his hand, where the dragon horns with a faint real name were engraved. Kissed her gently.
The silver chain between the wrist and the neck is closely connected.
The contract is like eternity, and the sound of the rainstorm in my ears seems to be far away.
(PS: Gastritis has recurred and I can’t eat anything all day long, so I’ll update this chapter.)
(End of this chapter)