Chapter 34 Inner Conflict and Friends
Maybe it’s because the continuous fighting consumes too much physical strength, and everyone can’t bear it, especially Wayne and Luo. After eating, they couldn't do too strenuous exercise, so the two girls suggested that Teacher Sufina tell a story. Sufina couldn't resist, so she had to agree to tell them some stories about her battles.
Everyone listened attentively. Every time they heard the teacher talk about their own danger, although they knew that this was a story that had passed, they felt a little nervous for her. Bing Zhixie was the only one who seemed to be absent-mindedly thinking about his own affairs.
Sofina cared about Bing Zhixie very much. After telling this story, she waved to him: "Bing Zhixie, come here."
Bing Zhixie sat opposite her. On the rocks, everyone formed a circle around the fire. When the teacher called him, he didn't know what he was talking about, so he had to obey.
Sufina stared at Bing Zhixie's face, making Bing Zhixie feel a little uncomfortable, and asked: "Teacher, what's wrong with me?"
Sofina said: "I suddenly felt that you It seems very boring. Is something wrong? "
"Ah, yes?" Bing Zhixie said with a green smile that he should have at his age."
"Really?" Na was doubtful and showed concern in her eyes: "I see that you seem to be worried and don't talk much. Are you having any difficulties in the college? If so, tell the teacher and the teacher will help you solve it if possible."
"No, no, no." Bingzhi smiled and waved his hands to deny it repeatedly, and said: "Well... I just suddenly came to such an environment and stayed in such a long time, and I felt uncomfortable. But I will get better after getting used to it. ”
These words were indeed from his heart. Along the way, he kept thinking that his life these days was completely different from what he had lived before. In the past, whenever he went to a place, he would not stay for too long. Even if he stayed, he would be alone. The time spent alone in the wild was much longer than the time spent with other people. But these days in the dormitory in Kurantin made him feel completely different. Although it was very uncomfortable at first, over the past few days, something unsuppressable seems to have popped up in my heart. Even though he tried his best to reject this feeling, he seemed to like it so much that he didn't know what to do these days.
This long-term relationship made him, like a passerby, lose the ability to deal with it calmly. On the one hand, he wanted to talk to these friends and have fun with them, but on the other hand, he was afraid of this novel feeling, which made him feel completely different from before.
Bing Zhixie has always been very conflicted because of this. One moment he was chatting with them, and the other moment he ignored them with a lot of worries. This made Wayne and the others think that there was something wrong with Bing Zhixie and that he liked to act cool. . Bing Zhixie himself felt that he was confused and didn't know what he was doing.
At first, he just wanted to pretend to be friends with them and get to know the people in the college pretending to be nice. The purpose of this was of course the things in the Blue Crystal Tower. But before he got the things, he realized that his heart didn't seem to be pretending anymore. This made him very painful and didn't know what to do since he had never been in contact with anyone.
Sophina: "That's right..."
Wayne said carelessly: "Teacher Sofina, don't worry about him, he is like this. He was like this when Cornelia, Irina, and I first met him. Usually he is like a boring gourd, sometimes Suddenly it's very lively, giving people a feeling of hot and cold."
"Oh. ~!" Sufina looked at Bing Zhixie thoughtfully, shook her head and sighed: "It seems that your personality is relatively withdrawn. It's no wonder, I have learned some things about you, Silas. Special..."
"Huh?" Bing Zhixie was stunned for a moment and looked at Teacher Sufina.
Sophina showed a warm smile and said: "The college is a happy and inclusive world. When you come here, you can open your heart and make friends with everyone, and don't be immersed in your own lonely world. In this way, you will I found that I was not alone."
Luo immediately stepped forward and said: "Yes, we are roommates, and we can all be your friends."
Ever since he saw the scars on Bing Zhixie's body last time, Luo had a deep respect for Bing Zhixie and was willing to make such a friend from the bottom of his heart.
Everyone else nodded.
"But..." Bing Zhixie hesitated, with a hint of vigilance in his eyes. This is a lonely boy, both sad and pitifully alert.
Luo stuck his spear on the ground and said: "But what, don't you want to be our friend?"
Wayne also said: "Why do I see that you are so cool sometimes? Yes, sometimes you are like a child. You are very good when it comes to magic and martial arts, but you hesitate when it comes to friends.”
Cornelia said: "Yeah, are we not qualified to be your friend? I remember you helped us repair our armor last time, and we already regarded you as a friend by then." Carol said: "This The guy just likes to act serious and has to put on a lot of airs."
"No." Bing Zhixie said: "I don't mean that."
"That's it. Do you want to be our friend?" Everyone looked at him.
"You..." Bing Zhixie was stunned again, lowered his head in silence, and when he raised his head, he changed his smile and nodded vigorously.
Everyone laughed happily.
"Okay, Teacher Sofina, go ahead and tell the story. What you just said is so interesting." Wayne urged expectantly.
"Okay." Sufina hopes that every one of her students can be happy and no longer have sadness, especially orphans like Bing Zhixie who have lost their parents. Bing Zhixie's innocent smile makes her Very happy. But when she turned around to continue telling her story, at that moment, a feeling suddenly arose in her heart. When that feeling was reflected on Bing Zhixie's smile, that 'innocent' smile immediately became extremely hypocritical. Like a shameless cunning man saying good things against his will.
Such a feeling shocked her. When she looked carefully at the smile on Bing Zhixie's face, she found that that handsome face had another simple and childish expression.
“Is it my imagination?” Sufina had a question in her mind.
Seeing how happy everyone was, Bing Zhixie was not used to such an atmosphere. He quickly got up and said, "I'm going to check if the food is cooked... I'll go over there for a walk."
"Be safe." Seeing him running away like a rabbit, Sufina smiled slightly and said, "Adolescent boys are so shy."
Wayne scratched his head and wondered: "Why did he leave? , the teacher’s story is so wonderful Don't you like to listen?"
Sofina smiled and explained: "Introverted children may be shy. People like this will feel uncomfortable in crowded places."
Irina whispered to Cornelia beside her: "Teacher Sufina is very caring and understanding of Bing Zhixie, but she doesn't seem to be so kind to other students. She is really treated like a top student."< br>
Cornelia said softly: "Shh, Irina, don't talk nonsense."
Sofina heard their conversation and saw Carol and Wayne also discussing, so stop it He smiled and said to them: "What are you talking about? Are you talking about me being too nice to him because outstanding students are partial to him?"
"I care about all students, aren't you Luo? But Bing Zhixie is different, he..." Sufina sighed softly: "He has always been an orphan."
< br>"Ah!" Cornelia and Irina both exclaimed, and Carol, Luo and Wayne did not expect that he would be an orphan.
Sofina said: "He is only 14 years old. I don't know how long ago he lost his parents. According to him, he doesn't even have a relative. You are also his age and have seen his He has such a weird and lonely personality. As a teacher, I should give him more care, shouldn’t I? ”
Everyone was speechless. Irina said: "I didn't expect him to be an orphan."
"Seeing how cool he was without speaking, I thought he was just pretending to be handsome and putting on airs." Carol lowered her head and said.
Wayne and Luo had nothing to say.
(End of this chapter)