Chapter 177 Alice's Pain
Bing Zhixie stood on the tall pine tree and looked at it, holding a map in his hand, looking at the endless pine forest covered with snow: "Hey~! There is no landmark and we can’t determine the direction. It seems that we have to admit that we are lost.”
“We have found it.” Alice swam under the pine tree in warm fur. Looking to the right, I didn't see Bing Zhixie's figure. Because the snow was so deep, it was almost up to her waist.
The heavy snow in the north is not much weaker than the heavy rain in summer. The two of them and Ishuson have been traveling for more than ten days, and they have been in the endless pine forest, and it has been raining harder than goose feathers. of heavy snow.
Bing Zhixie fell from the tree: "What did you find?"
Alice said excitedly: "The place where we spent the night was a bear cave. I killed the bear, and Ishuson was steaming bear paws and frying bear steaks there."
"Kill a bear to see how happy you are. "Yes." Bing Zhixie said lightly, saying that she was really hungry, so she asked Alice to lead the way to the bear cave entrance. In fact, you can walk here without being led. On the gentle snow, the traces left by Alice are very obvious.
Alice walked a few hundred meters with great effort and returned to the cave panting. Seeing the bear steak that was about to be fried in the pan, my mouth watered.
The one that was killed was a black bear. It should be warm in winter this season. Bing Zhixie smelled it, and there was the smell of honey in the steaming pot next to it: "Where did the honey come from?"
"I bought it in that town more than ten days ago. It was originally bought for Alice. Eat it as sweet syrup." Ishuson said, "Okay, I'll give you this portion first."
"Well, no!" Alice took the pan and said, "Let the master eat it first."
Bing Zhixie found a place to cook it, and was not polite, so he took it and ate it.
Ishuson laughed twice: "In order to pack light and simple, I didn't even bring extra tableware. Isn't this troublesome?"
"I'm always like this when I'm alone. ." Bing Zhixie said coldly while eating.
“Now we are not one person, we are three people.”
Bing Zhixie said: "You are right. Didn't you buy a small metal buckler? That thing can be used as a pot and as armor. It is much more convenient than a frying pan."
Ishu Sen was helpless. He went to the baggage area to get a buckler and fried the bear steak. After the bear steak was fried, Bing Zhixie had already finished eating it, and Ixusen handed it to Alice.
Alice shook her head and smiled: "You go ahead and eat it. You are so busy that you haven't tasted a bite yet. Anyway, they have been cut and I will fry them myself." From Bing Zhixie Taking the pot, Alice swallowed several times and started frying the meat without smelling the meat aroma.
Ixusen smiled and said, "Princess Alice is so well-behaved, isn't she?" The question was about Bing Zhixie.
Bing Zhixie made no comment and picked up the map again and looked at it.
"What, are we really lost?" Ishuson asked while eating.
“It seems like this.” Bingzhixie said.
Alice also came close to Bing Zhixie and looked at the map: "Where are we now?"
"Probably around here." Bing Zhixie pointed at the map with his finger A small circle was drawn on the map.
Alice thought for a while and gestured: "Aren't we going to the north? Can't we just go directly in this direction?"
Bing Zhixie glanced at her and said, "Do you know how big the area I have designated is? This small area is hundreds of kilometers long. From the map, this large area is covered with cedar forests, and the terrain is It’s flat and it’s hard to know the direction. If you don’t know the direction, you will only go farther and farther, so...”
“So we. Do we have to wait for the stars to come out at night?”
“Yeah.” Bing Zhixie said: “The weather has been good these two days, we should be able to see the stars. We shouldn’t leave now until we know the direction. , you can also take a rest."
"Rest? Did I hear you right? You want us to rest?" Ishuson said in surprise.
Bing Zhixie glanced at her: "What?"
Ishuson said: "In the past few days, you have either asked me to do this or that. Especially the princess, look at the torture that has made you lose weight, what a pitiful princess~!"
< br>Bingzhixie ignored Ishusen She sighed and asked Alice: "What have I asked you to do these days?"
"Well... this..." Alice secretly glanced at Bing Zhixie and saw that he was not He looked angry and said: "I'm rushing during the day." They forced me to practice physical fitness at night, and tied me up and hung me from a tree for two nights, so that I could find my own way to get down. Then I was not given food during the day, and I spent half of the night traveling and half of the time resting. God, I and Ishuson will kill all the monsters we encounter, and you will trip us up. And...and..."
"What else?"
"And you often hit me." Alice lowered her head and said aggrievedly.
"Did I hit you?" Bing Zhixie asked.
Alice shook her head: "You didn't hit me, but I asked you to let Ishuson hit me." After saying that, she looked at Bing Zhixie and saw that he had a gloomy face, and she didn't know whether it was good or bad. .
Yixiusen was not afraid of him and said bluntly: "So you are a seriously perverted lunatic who likes to torture people."
After hearing this, Bing Zhixie suddenly laughed, and laughing out loud.
Alice and Ishuson are both confused.
Bing Zhixie asked: "Alice, do you think so in your heart?"
"Ah?"
"I ask you if you think of me this way?"
Alice shook her head hurriedly: "No, no."
"Oh, really?"
"Yes." Alice nodded firmly: "You treat me like that, but I...instead feel very happy. I like this feeling of being ordered to do this and that."
Bing Zhixie laughed: "Did you hear that, Ishusen, who is perverted?"
Ishusen sweated: "Princess, you..." Alice looked at Ishusen embarrassedly One glance.
Bing Zhixie slowly stopped laughing, thinking of the past, his eyes became a little melancholy, and he sighed softly: "A few years ago, I was also affected by Treated the same way as Alice.”
"Hey~!" The two people were shocked: "You...you have also been tortured."
Bing Zhixie said: "But I know that person is training my perseverance and unyielding spirit."< br>
"Who is that person?" Alice and Ishuson asked with their eyes widened.
Bing Zhixie said: "In the past, before I was tortured, I was a very humble person, so humble that I felt that I was useless. But after I was tortured continuously, I found that I It’s not that it’s useless at all, at least I’m stronger than the similarly tortured animal Warcraft. And I find that I’m not a neglected person.”
Eshuson was startled, but he didn’t expect him to say that. Say something like this.
"If torture is a kind of suffering, then suffering is the best medicine for growth." Bingzhi smiled evilly: "Since that person tortured me, I have been begging her every day, beating me and scolding me, and using all kinds of cruel methods to She treated me like a child and used pain to forget the pain and humiliation in her heart. Later, she became my master. "Master... Master!" I was surprised, I didn't expect him to be like this before.
Ixusen said: "We have been together for so long, and this is the first time you have told us about your concerns."
"Ha." Bingzhi smiled evilly: "The reason why I say this is because I found that Alice is the same as me in this aspect."
"Same as you?"
"Well, she is a neglected person." Bing Zhixie looked at Alice.
"You said my master, Princess Alice is a neglected person?" Ishuson said: "How is this possible? You are definitely mistaken. Alice is a princess, Who dares to ignore her, how could she be ignored?"
"She was ignored," Bing Zhixie said affirmatively: "She was tortured. Saying you are happy is a good proof."
Ishu Sen shook his head and said, "What you said is too far-fetched. It doesn't prove anything."
"Yes." Evil way: "If this is all it is, it can't prove anything. Maybe she just wants to perfunctory me and make me happy."
Ishuson nodded: "Yes, to satisfy your perverted desire for revenge? Inflict the torture you suffered on her."
"But..." Bing Zhixie looked at Alice and said: " Remember that time I made you cry in the Big Blue Crystal Tower?"
Alice was shocked and lowered her head.
Eshuson found that her other hand that was not holding the pan had grabbed a handful of soil, squeezed it tightly, and said in her heart: "Love...Princess Alice, are his words true?" Did it come to your mind?"
Bing Zhixie looked at her and said, "I said at the time that you were a princess who was not liked by your parents. At that time, you reacted very violently and even cried. Wrong? ”
Alice said nothing.
"Why? Why can a stranger's casual words make you cry? You definitely don't cry because you care about me." Bing Zhixie said: "Then there is only one other possibility . That’s what I said, which struck a chord in your heart.”
Alice lowered her head, her expression could not be seen clearly through her long hair, but her hand holding the pan was trembling. .
"Princess Alice." Ishuson shouted softly.
Bingzhixie said: "It's actually very simple if you think about it. Although you are a high-ranking princess and are loved by all kinds of people, those who love you often ignore the simplest things about you."< br>
"What?" Ishuson asked.
"Human. Suddenly she is a human being." Bing Zhixie said.
Ishuson didn’t understand what he meant.
Bing Zhixie continued: "As a human being, you need to be recognized. Even if you don't admit it on the surface, you must really hope that what you do is recognized by others. What Alice lacks is exactly that. This point."
After a pause, Bing Zhixie said: "Actually, I only understood this truth recently, so I I found that Alice was an unrecognized person. She tried hard to do things to prove herself. Even if she tried every means to escape from the royal inner school, it was just to let others notice her and notice what she did. It’s the simplest and childish thing, and it’s just a way for her to prove herself.”
Alice burst into tears, and the tears fell on her pants and soaked in them.
Bing Zhixie still said again: "When going to the Great Blue Crystal Tower, the royal family always goes alone. Why, Alice, do you insist on going with others? In the Great Blue Crystal Tower, You are hurt by words, but why do you have to prove to me that you can go to the fifth floor? It's simple, you need to prove yourself. In the royal family, the maids must be very happy if I let you wash my feet. No If you want to do it, they will definitely say that this is not what you should do."
"Yes, what should I do?" Alice suddenly burst into tears. cried out: "What can I do?!"
Seeing Alice's roar, Ishuson didn't expect that a girl who usually looked so reserved and weak would find such a loud shout.
Alice cried: "I want to wash clothes and quilts, but they say this is not what I should do. I want to kill wild beasts and fight, but they say this will be dangerous, and this is not allowed. If I do, you won’t let me do it, what can I do? I can’t do anything! I’m a waste, I’m an idiot!” She was waving the pan around in the hole as if she was crazy. Same.
Ishuson was obviously frightened that Alice would do such a thing.
"No matter what you do, you must prove yourself, right?" Bingzhixie said.
“That’s right!” Alice smashed the pan against the wall angrily: “Whether it’s serving tea and water, being a beggar, or being a slave, it doesn’t matter, as long as I can do it. , I will do it, so..." She suddenly knelt on the ground and begged and looked at Bing Zhixie. : "So you will definitely take me with you, right? No matter what you ask me to do, I will do it. I will be a very good slave, right?"
"Ouch, Princess Alice! You are really crazy." Ishuson quickly picked her up and held her in his arms.
Bingzhixie said: "Why is it that even though she is injured and humiliated, she is unwilling to return to the palace and still follows me around? It is definitely not playfulness that can make her do such a thing. She wants to use this method to prove to her father and mother, prove herself, and prove her existence. You see, she is ignored and has always been."
Alice fell weakly into Ishuson's arms. She was crying, crying very sadly. She did so many inexplicable things, why? Definitely not for fun.
Bingzhixie said: "This is why she is closer to her father and mother than to her uncle, because her uncle Rost made her feel her existence instead of being ignored. .”
(End of this chapter)