Chapter 877 The Side Effects of Shadows Ⅱ Cost
"What's wrong, what happened? It disturbed Bonn to sleep." Bonn rubbed his sleepy eyes, came out of the bedroom, and saw the messy scene below. Like, he said strangely: "What happened here? Ah, Master Linda, you are injured."
Linda covered her shoulders and blocked the naked body On the chest: "I'm fine, you go into the house."
"Oh, yes."
"The situation just now really scared me." Kiruier looked at Lin Da's body was covered with blood and scars, his breathing gradually became rapid, and a strange blush appeared on his face: "But this kind of injury should be no problem for you."
Seeing Kiril's eyes becoming more and more lustful, Linda took out a thin gauze from the space and wrapped it around herself.
The blood was covered up, and Kiruier gradually returned to normal. Let’s send them both to the room to rest first.
"Yes." Linda lowered her left shoulder and supported Bing Zhixie with her right hand.
In the coma, Bing Zhixie frowned and groaned.
"darling, darling, are you awake?"
Bing Zhixie's expression was very painful, his brows were furrowed, and a severe headache was still raging in his mind.
Qi Ruier cast magic again, and the halo of two magic circles slowly fell from the sky, reflecting on Bing Zhixie and Ying. Double the treatment will achieve double the effect. After a while, Bing Zhixie's pain subsided again and she lay quietly in Linda's arms.
Qi Ruier said: "I have managed to minimize the damage to his brain, but he had the same illness before. If this kind of mental trauma will continue to repeat on him, eventually It will cause irreparable damage."
Linda's eyes suddenly became wet: "Why? Why is this happening? Darling, darling..." She held Bing Zhixie tightly in her arms. Tears fell from his face, which was covered in blood.
Qi Ruier said: "Don't be too sad, as long as the damage in his brain can be removed, it will be fine."
"Can you do it?" Linda asked through tears.
"This...I don't know, I have to give it a try."
At this time, Bing Zhixie, who was in a coma, made a little sound again.
"darling?"
Bing Zhixie slowly opened his eyes and saw Linda with tears streaming down her face and asked: "What's wrong with you? I..."
"Darling, are you okay?" Linda sobbed and wiped the tears from her face with her arms.
"I..." Lying in her arms, Bing Zhixie closed her eyes and opened them again, seeing her injured shoulder: "Your injury...?"
Kiruier said: "You don't remember? You bit it yourself."
"I bit it?!" Bing Zhixie looked at Linda's bloody left shoulder and quickly remembered the crazy time At that scene, his face was suddenly filled with surprise and horror.
Linda held Bing Zhixie, tears falling down her face again: "darling, tell me, tell Linda, what happened to...? Why...why did you change? Must be like that?”
"I..." Bing Zhixie hesitated, hesitating, he didn't want to say it because he didn't want her to know this fact.
"Tell me darling." Linda's tone was trembling, just like her heart, it was so painful. "I..." Bing Zhixie looked at the hurt expression on Linda's face and her eyes full of ardent care, but she couldn't express the words in her heart.
"This is it." Ying woke up at some point. He took out a box from the space and slid it in front of Linda.
Opening the box, it contained the runestones of Long Ling·Death and Shadow. In addition, there was also the letter left by Lotus.
Linda opened the letter and read it slowly, but the expression on her face became more and more horrified.
"What's wrong?" Qi Ruier asked.
After reading the last words, Linda's hand trembled and the letter fell to the ground. She suddenly remembered the day, and the madman she saw in front of the mall during the day. At that time, she thought that such a naked, crazy and stupid person was so ridiculous, but now... But now she can hardly imagine it.
Qi Ruier picked up the letter on the ground and read: "The absorption of Long Zero Shadow, the function of Long Zero Shadow, the ability of Long Zero Shadow, the side effects of Long Zero Shadow? "She continued to read: "After my research, I found that Long Ling·Ying Although Although it has very powerful power, it also has great side effects on the human body. Anyone who absorbs Long Zero Shadow will have a shadow consciousness in the spirit that is extremely opposite to self-awareness. Shadow consciousness is different from ordinary schizophrenia. It will coexist with the main consciousness in the user's spirit, because the coexistence of two extreme consciousnesses of the same spirit will cause extreme differentiation of the spiritual body and constant self-conflict, and every self-conflict will leave a mental mark. A very serious mental injury. This kind of mental injury will only manifest as a severe headache at the beginning, and as the injury deepens, a series of symptoms common to mental patients will gradually appear, such as going crazy, giggling, and talking to oneself. It will take several months from the early stage of the disease to the state of madness, but if the shadow is breathed If the absorber uses the ability too frequently, this time will also be shortened. After that, the symptoms of side effects will continue to worsen, and the absorber's waking time will become shorter and shorter, and on the contrary, the crazy time will become longer and longer. This process will probably last two to five years. If the absorber has strong mental abilities and receives continuous mental treatment during this period, it will slow down the deterioration process, but at most it can only delay the disease to about a few years. . Then, as the condition continues to worsen, the absorber's waking hours will eventually disappear, and the two extreme personalities will Being completely confused together will make him completely insane and become a complete madman. But this is not the final result of the side effects of Long Zero Shadow. In about a month or two, the absorbers will be two. Completely confused consciousness will completely collapse, and eventually He will become a walking zombie with no self-awareness at all.”
After reading this, Kiruier was also shocked by the side effects of Long Zero Shadow. She never expected this mysterious and mysterious effect. Powerful power comes at such a terrifying price. She continued reading: "This is my many years of research on the side effects of Long Zero Shadow. It is completely a self-destructive force. I experimented with it on a total of six death row prisoners, and there was no result. Human consciousness can 'live' for more than five years, no matter how good it is during this period The treatment method depends on how good a psychiatrist is; no matter how precious the treatment drugs are, or the ability of the shadow is not used at all, the result cannot be changed. Going to the final madness and destruction is the only way for the shadow user. There are no miracles on this road.”
Linda finally couldn't help crying. She could no longer suppress the pain in her heart and could no longer admit such a result. She could only keep asking: "Why? Why is this like this? Knowing such a result, why?" And using such terrible power? Is this the price of Long Zero Shadow? Darling, darling... I can't forgive you, why do you do this?"
Bing Zhixie can't tell. He didn't know what to say. When absorbing Long Ling·Ying, he hesitated for a long time, but in the end he still could not resist the fatal temptation. Maybe this is not a temptation, but a blind choice made by the most powerless person when he is most helpless. This choice he regretted the moment he decided, but he still did it, just like having a nightmare. , knowing that we are heading towards death, but still moving forward.
Linda kept crying and crying. Bing Zhixie had never seen her cry like this before, crying so painfully.
"I hate you...I hate you! Why...why do you bring me such pain while bringing me happiness? You are so cruel, I...I hate you... " She kept talking about hatred in her mouth, but she hugged Bing Zhixie tightly in her arms. The loud crying was completely lost from the cold cry of the past, just like an ordinary girl crying.
"I'm sorry." Bing Zhixie raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, but the tears still kept hitting his face and falling on his heart. He suddenly felt a little sore in his eyes, and his throat was choked with sobs and he couldn't say the following words for a while.
Qi Ruier looked at them, and she stopped talking at this time.
Bing Zhixie climbed up from her arms with difficulty, looked at the wound on her shoulder, and her outstretched hand actually trembled a little: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. At that time, I only felt that I was very I am so helpless, I only know that if I am killed, if I cannot break through the difficulties that hinder me, I will not be able to get everything I pursue and desire. I am confused. , so lost that I ignored the price I needed to pay and the irreversible consequences of doing so. I... Linda, I am really... really sorry. This is not what I want you to do. Face it.”
No matter how much you regret, it has become an unchangeable fact, and no matter how much you blame yourself, you cannot save the mistakes you have made. On their honeymoon, they were told the most unacceptable reality, leaving only immense guilt in their hearts.
"Is there really...no way?" Linda still looked at Bing Zhixie with a glimmer of hope.
Bing Zhixie didn't want to lie. He didn't know if there was really a way. All he knew was this result. He could have said that there might be hope to comfort her, but he didn't want to say that, because it would be even greater cruelty to give her a hope and then destroy it with his own hands.
Linda looked at Kirel again.
Qi Ruier didn't say anything. She wasn't sure if she could do it, but she knew that Bing Zhixie's mental damage was very serious. What's more, there is the letter about the side effects, which is like a desperate death notice, announcing the patient's final fate.
Speechless is sometimes the most painful answer. It wipes out the last hope, leaving only incomparable darkness.
To get something that does not belong to you, you often have to pay a price. This price is far heavier than you think...
(End of this chapter)