Chapter 1585 Lack of Love
A quiet and white room, white light quality, white walls, white sheets, everything is spotless. There was a person lying on the bed, Chen Sufina. The haggardness on her face had disappeared, but her complexion was still not good. Even in her sleep, her slightly frowned brows seemed like she was still tortured in her dream.
This is a private clinic, the best psychiatrist nearby. In the next room, the doctor shook his head to Bing Zhixie with a solemn expression: "I'm sorry, her condition is very bad. Optimistic, I can only temporarily stabilize her mood. She is too mentally traumatized. I can't think of anything else at the moment. There is a good way to treat her."
Bing Zhixie's heart felt even heavier, as if it was covered by a dark cloud. He was unwilling to give up: "Is there really no way?"
The doctor thought for a while and said, "Has she received psychological treatment or psychiatric treatment before?"
"I don't know." Bing Zhixie shook his head.
The doctor said: "When I used spiritual magic and psychological recuperation to treat her, I found that the effect was limited. Her spiritual consciousness seemed to be invaded by the outside and she was subjected to forcible treatment. She should be mentally and physically I have suffered huge injuries and then been treated and healed, or seemingly healed."
"What do you mean by seemingly healed?" Bing Zhixie was puzzled. road.
The doctor said: "Most of the current spiritual and spiritual treatments come from external intervention and subconscious suggestion methods, allowing patients to slowly dilute and forget the past hurts. This treatment method is through magic. Intervention and treatment are very effective, but in fact they treat the symptoms rather than the root cause, because the patient has not truly overcome the fear of pain psychologically. Once an inducement is found to induce the disease buried in the heart, the pain of the past will suddenly burst out, or spread again like a sprout in the patient's mind bit by bit. "
Bing Zhixie. He roughly knew that Sufina had been injured by the Prisoner's Gate in the past, and then was injured by the Prisoner's Gate again. He had already told the doctor before treatment.
"You said that the patient was tortured twice and for a long time. This may be the reason why she is very frightened now. However, during the conversation with her before, I noticed that she was mentally disturbed. The key to her insanity is not the torture, but the fact that she kept mentioning your name. Is there something else you haven't told me? "The doctor's eyes seemed to be filled with thorns. Staring at Bing Zhixie made Bing Zhixie very uncomfortable.
Bing Zhixie thought about what Ying did to Sofina. Even though he did not do it, it must be something unspeakable. But now that it was related to Sofina's condition, he had no choice but to put the original He told the doctor exactly what happened, and slightly changed the story about Ying, telling it in disguise.
"So that's it." The doctor nodded, thinking deeply.
Bing Zhixie didn't want to be disturbed, so he had to wait nearby. After waiting for a while, the doctor came back to his senses. He said very guiltily: "Doctor, I was confused about what happened at that time. When I was in college, I discovered that Teacher Sufina had an unusual affection for me. , but I was too ignorant at the time and didn’t I was too careful and thought she treated me like a younger brother. But what happened in the torture chamber later made me realize that her feelings were not that simple."
"Well, tell me about yourself. .”
"Me? Why are you talking about me?"
"There must be a reason why she cares about you so much. She has so many students, and there must be incentives for her to have different feelings for you."
Bing Zhixie has always been reluctant to tell others about her own affairs, but since she is a doctor, she temporarily let go of her emotional guard and spoke out her feelings and worries at the time.
The doctor laughed after hearing this.
"What's wrong?" Bing Zhixie asked.
The doctor said: "I finally understand the cause of her illness and your problem. Let me talk about you first. You are an orphan. You have lacked parental care since you were a child and have longed for care and love. This is a typical psychological problem that almost all orphans have. It's like a piece of parched land that is suddenly watered. She will feel comfortable and have a good impression. The place where the influence is heavy. He projected your life experience onto himself and developed pity for you. However, at the age of thirty, she was not married and was not qualified to be a mother. However, there was nothing she could do about her feelings or motherhood. Be released, and you have become the point where she can release these two emotions."
"Me?" Bing Zhixie was secretly surprised.
The doctor said: "Your withdrawn and vigilant attitude at the beginning reminded her of her younger self, but later you showed weakness when you were injured, which aroused her unreleased maternal nature. She was There are at least four emotions projected on you, affection for your family, motherhood for your children, love for men, and self-pity for childhood injuries. "Hello, love...love?" Bing Zhixie's eyebrows couldn't help but twitch.
The doctor smiled slightly and said: "Don't be surprised. Judging from her experience you mentioned, she is very eager to love and be loved, but she is too inferior to love and accept others' love because of her own experience. Love. But in front of you, a young man who was still ignorant at the time, she dared to express her feelings. To a certain extent, you have become her spiritual support. Maybe she doesn't even realize this, but when the other 'you' you mentioned caused such harm to her, it was equivalent to completely destroying her. The only support in my heart is why I am in this situation.”
"No...it can't be." Bing Zhixie's Adam's apple squirmed, and sweat appeared on his forehead.
The doctor said: "This can be seen from the fact that another 'you' was violent to her. She would rather be hurt by another 'you' than hurt 'you' for any reason."< br>
"Uh..."
The doctor said: "Actually, it's not just the patient. During the conversation just now, I found that you also have certain psychological problems. From a professional point of view, you She and she both have a mental illness of lack of love."
Bing Zhixie quickly told him to stop: "Hey, hey, now is not the time to talk about me. You just need to find a way to cure her. I am mentally healthy." The doctor smiled bitterly and shook his head: "Really? Then think carefully about the experience you mentioned in the academy and how you felt about her."
Bing Zhixie recalled his time in the academy. His first impression of Sufina was that she was healthy and sunny. When he saw her, he felt warm in his heart.
Bing Zhixie asked: "Doctor, you mean..."
"You also lack love. Of course, it does not mean that your love is between a man and a woman. You long for maternal love and care. . And she wants to release her emotions and motherhood, so you two influence each other."< br>
The doctor paused and then continued: "She had a problem to begin with. This problem should have existed before the torture. You told me before that she once thought that her grandfather executed her with his own hands. Parents, this is probably her biggest trauma.”
"But I think her relationship with her grandfather is pretty good, at least it's not bad." Bing Zhixie said.
The doctor shook his head, sighed and said: "Some things are on the surface, and things in the heart are invisible. Will you write your thoughts on your face casually? Chen Sophie Na was raised by her grandfather since she was a child. This is a good side of her and her grandfather's feelings. However, she also learned that her grandfather killed her parents. This is a bad side. No matter how close she and her grandfather are to this kind of thing. Okay, maybe no matter how good grandpa is to her, he still feels There will be thorns and scars. And according to my treatment and observation these days, the relationship between you and him is that both of you lack love. You are longing for love, and she is not only longing for love. Love, moreover, is a woman’s instinct to want to give love, so the two of you are like magnets, attracted to each other, losing yourself, you understand.”
Bing Zhixie was speechless for a moment. Right: "Maybe I should have written to her and told her , Her parents may not be dead. But this news... I'm not sure."
The doctor added: "But your mental illness is relatively mild. As you grow older, I feel that you are now. There was no big problem with her mental condition, but her problems were too serious. In addition, the torture caused her to lose her power as a mother, which deepened her inner obstacles. Finally, she was tortured again, and then appeared. The one you mentioned looks like you The exact same person shocked her already fragile heart, so the pillars in her heart were broken, and her spirit completely collapsed, leading to what she is like today."
Bing Zhixie was stunned for a long time, not knowing what to say: " Perhaps, I should have written to her immediately to tell her that her parents might not be dead. But I couldn’t confirm the news, for fear that she would be overjoyed... Sigh~! It’s probably useless to tell her now.”
The doctor shook his head again: "Her illness is very complex, with many key points. In addition, she must have received treatment before. Some of my treatment plans are not applicable and have little effect. There is really nothing that can be done." The doctor saw Bing Zhixie. With a gloomy look on his face, he added: "But don't be too discouraged. Mental illness is such a condition. Most of the conditions are psychological disorders. Although they are difficult to treat, they are not as hopeless as other terminal diseases. If you want your teacher to be good, you should care for her more, love her, and treat her illness in a good atmosphere. It's helpful. In addition, you can find a better psychotherapist, maybe they will have one. Method."
Bing Zhixie's expression remained unabated: "Doctor, you are already the best."
The doctor smiled: "I'm glad you said that, but in the world. There are still many better psychiatrists than me in the world." He thought for a moment and said, "Maybe I can introduce them. One for you."
"Who?"
The doctor said: "This man is very skilled in treating all kinds of terminal and miscellaneous diseases. Everything can be cured by him, including psychological treatment. But..."
Bing Zhixie asked anxiously: "But what?"
The doctor frowned and said: "The conditions for him to diagnose and treat are very harsh and difficult. It doesn't mean that if you give him how much money you give him, he will treat it. ”
“What conditions will he impose?”
The doctor said: "I just don't know what conditions he will ask for, that's why it's difficult. Based on his past examples of treating diseases and saving people, the conditions he raised are all very difficult."
"Nahipok Pi Where is Osi and how can I find him? ”
The doctor said: "If you want to find him, go to Barren Rock City."
"Barren Rock City!?"
The doctor nodded: "Yes, he is the Lord of Barren Rock City."
Bing Zhixie was stunned: "Barren Rock City?" He thought for a while, weren't the people Alice mentioned who wanted to find the Sand Temple related to Barren Rock City?
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(End of this chapter)