Chapter 329 I had a miscarriage, right?
Thinking of this, she suddenly felt a little funny again.
Yu Wenye has indeed always been magnanimous. He may conceal it, but he will not deceive; he may ignore it, but he will not give up. He has always been just himself. From the first time the two met, got married, and the "deal" on the wedding night, he has always been like this, sober that he doesn't look like a real person.
And I am as stupid as a dummy.
She felt even more ridiculous when she thought of her own stupidity for believing that he had raised an army together with Sheng Guogong, ignored her, and was so painful that he gave up everything and was even willing to die.
Fortunately, when I confronted him, I kept saying that I was lucky that I wasn't obsessed with him. If I was really so clear-headed as I said, how could I be in such pain when I thought he didn't care about his life or death?
Actually, she still thinks of him——
Thinking of this, she really smiled.
It's time to wake up, it's time to wake up...
His gentleness and considerateness, and even his desperate attempts to save others, are his personality, not his own specialness.
The truly special person is in his heart, not necessarily by his side.
It’s time to wake up...
I don’t know why, even though everything has been explained, Yu Wenye suddenly felt frightened when he saw Shang Ruyi’s smile.
He frowned and said in a deep voice: "Shang Ruyi!"
It was only then that Shang Ruyi raised his eyes again, glanced at him, and said: "I know."< br>
"..."
"Thank you for coming to save me."
"..."
"Thank you also for not giving up on me."
Yu Wenye's face slowly darkened. He gritted his teeth and said, "I have said so much, but you still want to be 'fair' with me? Do you want to owe me nothing?"
"..."
"Do you understand or not——"
Before he could finish his words, Shang Ruyi closed his eyes sadly and whispered in a weak voice: " Yu Wenye, it’s fair between us.”
“What?”
Yu Wenye frowned, and his heart skipped a beat unconsciously.
The small space in the carriage seemed to become quiet again. After a while, Shang Ruyi opened his eyes again, looked at him calmly, and said: "You said you didn't lie to me. I admit, you never seemed to bother me. You're just lying."
"..."
Yu Wenye's breathing suddenly became chaotic.
At this moment, Shang Ruyi's eyes flickered a bit chaotically, but there was a bleak smile on her face, saying: "I am obviously not injured or sick, why did I feel weak along the way? At this point, you won’t let me even have a breath of wind.”
A crack finally appeared on Yu Wenye’s stern face.
When he looked down at Shang Ruyi, his expression seemed to indicate pain.
He said: "Ruyi..."
"Also,"
Shang Ruyi continued: "On this journey, you all asked me to drink medicine and stay calm. I’ve taken medicine for anger, but it doesn’t taste like that.”
“…”
"Look, doctor, why did you ask Tusheer and the others to come over in advance? Are they here to make arrangements, or are they here to tell the doctor in advance not to explain my condition in front of me?"
The more Shang Ruyi said, the more he breathed. chaos.
And the hands holding her tightly became heavier and heavier at this moment, almost melting her whole body into his chest, wishing that the two of them would never be separated again.
However, the body next to her was still cold.
Just like this moment, Shang Ruyi’s eyes were cold.
She looked at Yu Wenye and said: "I have been guessing and thinking, until just now, the doctor gave me a prescription, and I finally understood." "..."
"Xima, astragalus, dodder, rehmannia..."
She slowly named the few medicines that she barely recognized from the prescription at a glance, and then said: "These are not medicines to cure seasickness or make people rest."< br>
“…”
"These are medicines for women to restore their uterus after miscarriage and nourish blood."
Yu Wenye said: "You——"
Shang Ruyi smiled lightly and said: "You seem to have forgotten, I told you on the second day of our wedding that I had I went on a mission to Turks with my father and learned medical skills from the witch doctors there."
"..."
"Although I have never drank this medicine, the name and efficacy of it are familiar to me. You’ll know at a glance.”
Having said this, Shang Ruyi's face turned a little paler than before, but the corners of his eyes showed a shocking redness.
She took a deep breath and said: "I had a miscarriage, right?"
I wonder if the wheels suddenly hit some bumps, and the carriage suddenly shook violently, as if At this moment, the world of the two people is also shaking violently and is on the verge of being shattered.
At this moment, Yu Wenye’s eyes also turned red.
However, his hands hugged Shang Ruyi harder and harder, as if he was afraid that there was even the slightest possibility that she would leave his side and that he would never be able to touch her again.
He said: "As you wish..."
The sound was so painful that it seemed like it was about to break.
Shang Ruyi only nodded lightly.
Actually, she didn't need his answer.
The moment she saw the prescription, she already understood everything. The reason why she didn't ask until now was because she didn't want to admit that she was lingering on his tenderness. Thinking about it, she probably wanted to accumulate some strength so that she could Face this moment calmly.
She had a miscarriage.
Being kidnapped by Wuxue and going to Chu Yang's side, when she went through all that, she always had a child in her belly.
Their children.
However, the child left before she even had time to notice his presence.
No wonder she was so cold and in pain that night, and the blood on her body seemed to flow endlessly. She even lost her mind in pain, and in a daze she thought that she was just like the person who fell in the sea of blood in front of her. He was about to die, about to be swallowed up by the endless sea of blood in front of him.
So, she held her sword and walked out of the Hall of Light aimlessly, because at that time, she had forgotten that she was still alive.
But it turns out not to be.
It was not her who left, but the child who should not exist between them.
He is gone.
It was silent, only brought her a burst of pain, and then left, just like when he came, he was originally happy.
But regardless of pain or happiness, at this moment, it's time to wake up.
Shang Ruyi smiled. This time, she really smiled seriously, but she was caught off guard. A bit of hot stuff fell from the corner of her eyes, and landed on Yu Wenye's hand tightly holding her with a splat. That hand turned into a crystal tear and disappeared in an instant.
The same is true for the pain between two people.
It doesn’t matter that it existed, but when it should end, let it end here.
Shang Ruyi looked up at him. This face was still handsome. Even if such a handsome man once fell in love with her, Shang Ruyi understood that even if time went back, she would not be able to avoid being attracted to this face. Tempting.
It’s just that I gave up.
She took a deep breath and said to him calmly: "Yu Wenye, God is making sure that we don't owe each other."
(End of this chapter)