Chapter 42 Character Flaws
Shui Xin saw how many people were looking at him below, and also saw Hu Nuan’s eyes that opened the door to a new world. He didn’t ask for help because he felt embarrassed. He summoned up enough spiritual power to fly far away.
He flew far away, and Hu Qing beat him far away.
Throughout the ages, whose children have finally grown back after being raised?
Lighthouse jellyfish? !
It was so far away that no one could be seen, and Shui Xin begged for mercy: "Don't hit me, don't hit me to death - I didn't expect that. I've walked through that place many times since I was a kid, Hu. It collapsed as soon as Nuan went away, which means it was waiting for Hu Nuan to go. This was a fateful encounter, and Hu Nuan is fine..."
Hu Qing beat her even harder: "You two. If only someone listened to me, this ridiculous thing would not happen."
She gritted her teeth and punched her flesh: "What are you obsessed with? What are you obsessed with?" What's the benefit of coming here? You had expected that Hu Nuan would come to open the formation for you, right? "
This is really an injustice to him.
"I am her uncle, what bad thoughts can I have? I just want her to come to the house to have fun and meet the family, isn't it okay? Ask someone, just ask, no one dares not to like her , from the old monk to the young monk, how many gifts has Hu Nuan received?”
Hu Qing laughed angrily: "I lack the incense money you monks have!"
He fisted his fist and felt sad: "The whole Xiaoli world is pauper! I almost couldn't get home, why are you so clean?" Cause trouble for me - ah ah ah I'll beat you to death !”
“Dead, dead, dead—”
There was no way to escape, so Shui Xin simply fell down and fell to the dirt, and she could hit him as he pleased. He was very resistant to beatings, but she couldn't really beat him to death.
Close your eyes and recite the Arhat Sutra silently, thinking that she is helping him to train his body.
The beating continued until he was panting and out of breath, and then Hu Qing stopped and rested with his hands on his knees.
Looking at Shuixin again, she had dug it into a well and was soaking in the water.
"Bai Qi, let's go."
Bai Qi instantly let go of Shui Xin and flew up. His body grew bigger and carried Hu Qing, who was shaking without strength, and flew away.
Lying in the well water, Shui Xin was beyond recognition: Bai Kiss, this snake is really a dog. Relying on its spirituality, it can perfectly avoid the unruly fist that Hu Qing came at. And he went up to the place where he suffered the least pain. dog! Wouldn't it be better to make a good instrument? It has to be a living thing.
When I moved my fingers, I felt a burst of pain. I simply lay down without moving my head. After repairing the injury, I got up. The first thing I asked Hu Nuan was: "Is your mother not angry anymore?"
Hu Nuan: "Ah. ? Oh, mother, didn’t she go to play with your uncle?”
Shui Xin: Playing with your uncle!
People haven’t gone back yet? Shui Xin was frightened when she thought of something. Isn't she not angry enough to tear down the Buddha statue?
Sin, sin, sin.
I hurriedly flew up to look for him, but I couldn't find him anywhere. I finally found him on the top of a lonely mountain thousands of miles away.
It was already evening, the sky was not very good, the dusk was gloomy, a group of figures on the pointed peaks had their arms folded, and just looking at their backs, there was a strong sense of loneliness and sadness.
Shui Xin rubbed her shoulders and elbows, should she be beaten again?
Fly over and land, sit side by side with her, and look at the half-round dim sun struggling on the horizon.
I was speechless for a long time.
Hu Qing hugged his knees with his hands and buried his face in his arms, motionless as a stone.
For a long time, she raised her head and looked straight at the sky, as if looking at the last ray of the sun and looking into another world.
"Are you okay?" she asked Shui Xin, "I'm sorry, I couldn't control it for a while."
Shui Xin understood: "Isn't Hu Nuan's problem difficult to solve? ”
That old punch was more than just being angry with him.
Hu Qing was exhausted: "I know it's not enough for me to raise a child by myself. I'm actually very grateful and happy that Qiao Yu accepted her. I thought -" Her nose felt sore and she made random gestures with her hands in the air, "I I think the role of father and mother She will be fine when she grows up. Qiao Yu is doing very well, even better than her biological father, isn't she? Both parents, Qiao Yu and I are doing our best, as are the other disciples at the same time. , even if Kim Shin and the others - we do Isn't it bad? Shouldn't she be the happiest?" Hu Qing sniffed hard and couldn't hold back her tears: "But, but - I, I -"
Shui Xin pinched her wrist: "Don't Urgent, everything has a solution."
As soon as the tears fell, Hu Qing quickly buried her face: "I have to suspect that she actually has a character flaw."
More afraid. The question is whether it is congenital.
Shui Xin blinked, what the hell?
He used what he knew to understand: "A born demon?"
Whoa, Hu Qing raised his head, his tears dried up in seconds: "It's because my fist is not strong enough."
Shui Xin: "."
"It's because of mental retardation." Hu Qing said angrily.
Shui Xin: "Oh" I didn't understand. Hu Nuan is not stupid. What's missing?
Hu sighed lightly: "She is extremely insecure about a sense of security and it is difficult to establish it."
Shui Xin: "Where is she unsafe?"
Hu Qing looked at his head. This extremely stupid head was not very smart.
Shui Xin said again: "I probably understand, but what's the point? When her cultivation level is high, she will naturally feel safe."
Hu Qing shook his head: "That's called self-confidence. The sense of security I'm talking about is obtained from the surrounding environment, from others, from social relationships and mutual feelings. It is a kind of self that exists in social cognition. Agree.”
Shui Xin: Which Sutra are you reciting?
Hu Qing exhaled: "For example, everyone in your temple hates you and doesn't recognize you. Are you unhappy?"
Shui Xin shouted proudly: "I will Defeat them all."
Hu Qing: "."
"Okay, I understand. What you mean is that Hu Nuan, she--" Shui Xin originally wanted to say that Hu Nuan needs others' care, but she felt that Hu Nuan didn't behave like that and was entangled.
Hu Qing smiled sadly: "She only has me. I am her support in the world. If I don't agree with her, her world will collapse."
She said : "She has not yet established an inner world that is completely her own."
Shui Xin reluctantly understood this and said: "Listen It's like being possessed -" Hu Qing stared back, "Ahem, it's just that I haven't grown up yet. It's time to do it again. This time we will do better."
Hu Qing is sad: " Isn’t your idea the same as what I thought before? I now suspect that this is her mental problem, and I’m afraid it won’t be corrected.”
Otherwise, she suspected it was congenital.
In fact, what she suspected even more was that she and Hu Nuan had the same problem.
Hu Nuan has friends, masters, sects and elders. He has not lacked love and affection over the years. But today, such a shocking outbreak happened. What does this mean? This shows that she is still lonely deep down, still the closed and lonely child.
Thinking of this, Hu Qing was startled, and then realized that she was actually the same, feeling lonely inside.
If Hu Nuan can easily leave the people she spends her days with, she only cares about her mother. Why can't she let go of anyone and anything at any time, including herself, and she only cares about Hu Nuan.
Hu Nuan is not alone in having character flaws.
The root cause is that they are all not expected, they are all people who have been given up.
(End of this chapter)