Perhaps it was the first time in these years that Yao Cenzi believed that Hu Qing recognized his love. He finally had someone to tell his worries to, and he had to let Hu Qing listen to his memories of the past.
“The first time we met was in”
Hearing this distant beginning, Hu Qing’s eyebrows were twisted in pain. But Yao Cenzi is very immersed and excited now, and she cannot interrupt. He grabbed the snow with both hands and put his spiritual consciousness under the snow layer to spread and trace it. It was all about training his soul.
“.I realized that she is a unique woman, and I was attracted to her unconsciously.”
Hu Qing’s consciousness found a crevice in the snow and crawled under it. I'm different too, why isn't anyone attracted to me?
".She left without saying goodbye, so I went crazy to look for it."
My spiritual consciousness found a cold underground pool. There were fishes in the pool. My spiritual consciousness went to catch it, but failed to catch it. It slipped away and ran away.
Hu Qing licked the corner of his mouth regretfully. Divine consciousness is not omnipotent. If only spiritual consciousness could retrieve objects from across the air, then the world would have long since lost its treasures. Generally speaking, all things in nature are born with a protective aura of self-preservation. For example, the earth and mountains will not let the monks do whatever they want. They also protect the creatures hidden in them.
In short, her consciousness can move mountains and seas in her own space, but it may not work outside. The fish in the cold pool underground is only one palm long and must be delicious, but her consciousness is not. Can't catch it.
“I found her and proposed to her, but she just said those words, I don’t care, I really love her, don’t I even have the courage to be happy for a moment?”
The consciousness dives into the water and goes to the bottom. It was so dark, but gradually it became a little brighter. He felt the spiritual power in the water becoming more and more intense, and Hu Qing felt that there must be something underneath.
"We got married and it was very sweet. She was very good to me and she was good to Han Li."
When the consciousness reached the bottom, the bottom was very bright, and the strange plants were like small candles. Radiate light.
"Suddenly one day, she said it was time for her to leave. She was very calm. I thought I was ready, but I couldn't accept it."
My consciousness explored in the light, bypassing a A bed of large stones and soft water plants was laid out, with a bird lying on it.
Hu Qing decisively withdrew his consciousness and listened to the story attentively. If it is a baby, she will not let it go, but for a living baby, who is the parent to worry about?
Yao Cenzi was already beating her chest: "Obviously I can't let go, and everyone in the clan has trouble with her. Fan Lao even threatened to kill her. Is he being unreasonable? Everyone said that I was raped by her. Cheated, how was I lied to? I knew everything. It was me who forced her to stay with me, and I felt sorry for her!"
Excited and angry.
Hu Qing scratched his head: "So you clean yourself and leave the house?"
Yao Cenzi took a breath.
Hu Qing pretended to defend him: "Yeah, you wouldn't have thought that you would need to support me in the future."
Yao Cenzi: "."
He said: "That's not the case. The point is, am I right? No, I am wrong. "Yes, she is right."
Hu Qing looked at him and nodded: "Yes, she is right."
Yao Cenzi had an incredulous smile on his face: "You are really like that. You think? You understand me, right?”
Hu Qing shook his head and nodded again.
Yao Cenzi was anxious: "What do you mean?"
Hu Qing said: "I don't understand you, but I understand her very well."
What?
Yao Cenzi slowly narrowed his eyes, his expression became dangerous, and suddenly he waved out a burst of spiritual power. A large hole was penetrated in the sea of clouds in the distance, and the surrounding clouds surged and gradually filled it up.
"Hu Qing, I am telling you this because I treat you as a confidant. If you humiliate her, I, I - you are humiliating me."
But Hu Qing is not a humiliation, she said to Yao Cenzi sternly : "Master, I don't like Hu Nuan's father."
Yao Cenzi was stunned, why do you say this?
"In short, I married in order to survive. With Hu Nuan, I became a mother. But in my heart, I long for love. Can you understand?"
Looking at her with big eyes, Yao Cenzi was inexplicably confused, how do you expect me to understand you?
"Understand, no matter what kind of affection or love, it is human nature."
Hu Qing nodded repeatedly: "Yes, yes, I long for love. I like to see beautiful boys. If they have beautiful personalities, I prefer good boys and I am willing to spend money on them." Yao Cenzi felt that this topic was starting to get weird.
What exactly do you want to say?
“After becoming a monk, I have met many very good boys. They are like spring flowers and autumn moon, like the white snow on the mountains. I like them everywhere, but they are not suitable anywhere.”
Yao Cenzi was confused, what do you mean?
Hu Qing: "Two people in my life. It is the love I long for. But - I am immortal."
Yao Cenzi has a confused face, what are you saying confusingly?
Hu Qing turned around and faced him sideways, as if he were having a long conversation.
"Master, do you understand what I mean? If life is short, I may resolutely fall in love. Anyway, early death and early rebirth are all nothingness. But I became a monk and entered the fairy world. , the more choices I have, the more I will take into account.”
Yao Cenzi understood: "You are spoiled for choice."
Hu Qing shook his head: "Master, you still don't understand. You can't imagine the shackles of a mortal without the right to choose or even human rights, so you can't imagine it. The world is so vast for me today, and I have so many choices.”
She said: "I still long for love. If love comes, I will not refuse it. But what happens after it comes?"
Yao Cenzi: "You - don't want to be responsible?"
< br>Hu gently pressed his heart: "Master, people's hearts are fickle."
Yao Cenzi: "If he dares to betray you, I will kill him."
Hu Qingqing smiled: "Master, my heart will definitely change."
Yao Cenzi: ". "
Hu Qing: "There are so many boys who are beautiful, excellent, and not too different."
Yao Cenzi: "." Is that what I thought?"
Hu Qing looked into the distance and continued: "Besides, I like to be free. I can leave when I want. I have relatives and family. I like to refine weapons. When I refine weapons, I can't even think of Hu Nuan.
“There is so much in the world, and I want to see it all.
“There are so many beautiful boys, and every one of them has his or her own cuteness.
“Who doesn’t like beautiful and excellent boys, and who doesn’t want to take them home?
“But Master——” Hu Qing turned to look at Yao Cenzi, “What happens after you take it home? No matter how beautiful the face is, there will be aesthetic fatigue, and no matter how good the character is, there will be an unknown fire. If one day, What if I don’t love you anymore?”
Yao Cenzi's mouth felt dry. Do all girls nowadays think like this? No, he didn’t know what the girls in the past were thinking.
Hu Qing asked him: "If one day, I don't want to be with him anymore, what should I say?
"Will he be sad? Will it be sad? That was the person I liked, how could I bear to make it difficult for him?
"If he is not sad or sad, doesn't it mean that he doesn't like me? Then I have paid a price in vain and am I not being deceived?
"If he has loved me like me but has not I'm in love -" Hu Qing covered her heart and thought about it, "Then what would I do without Jin Jian in love? ”
A series of questions made Yao Cenzi dumbfounded. Do you need to think so much about falling in love?
He was obviously dragged in by Hu Qing. If Fan Lao heard what she said, he would definitely scold her for being evil-minded, both wanting and wanting.
But Yao Cenzi followed Hu Qing's thinking and felt that what she said made sense.
"Then what do you think should be done?"
Hu Qing grabbed the snow and threw it out: "I don't know. I'm afraid of letting people down and being let down. I've been single all these years. So. I just said, I understand your ex-wife.”
Yao Cenzi's face darkened, he was the one who was let down. No, it was agreed in advance, so he was not let down.