Chapter 4350 Game of Chess
"I'm actually not cold at all, and I didn't catch a cold. Just now...it was probably my mother who was talking about me again and had some ideas about me." He joked.
"Oh?" Mu Zichuan raised his eyebrows, showing a hint of interest.
"If it is convenient to reveal it, I would like to hear the details." Mu Zichuan said.
If Yang Ruoqing had been present at this conversation, she would have definitely shouted: Every day they say that we women like to gossip, but it turns out that you men are also the same behind the scenes, you are also gossips!
It's a pity that Yang Ruoqing is currently in front of the big stage at the entrance of the village, accompanying Mrs. Zuo and the elder women in the family watching the show, so she has no time to pay attention here.
Hearing Mu Zichuan's question, Zuo Junmo smiled and said: "There is nothing inconvenient to disclose. Brother Zichuan has probably experienced the troubles in my existence, but now you have put them behind you. But I... Haha, you know."
Mu Zichuan smiled clearly, he naturally understood.
Zuo’s mother must be urging the marriage.
Muzichuan, dressed in white, held a white seed in his hand, and his gentle voice sounded slowly: "Most parents are like this. In the years when my mother was alive, she also spent all her energy on my marriage."< br>
"Every time she saw me alone, she couldn't eat or sleep soundly. She tried to persuade me with sincere words several times, and even used my identity as an elder to coerce her, but I remained indifferent."
"It has been a hundred days since my late mother passed away. I often think alone under the solitary lamp. The reason why she suffered from such an incurable disease may also be because of my life-long events that have kept her from fulfilling her wishes. long lasting depression Is it because of the heart? "
" Come to think of it, I am really not a filial son! Brother Zuo, if possible, I hope to use my own lessons to remind you,"
" Those who are children, If you can satisfy your mother as much as possible within your own capabilities, don’t be like me, just full of regrets and shame!”
After saying this, the white child fell steadily in Mu Zichuan’s hand. somewhere on the chessboard.
He raised his eyes and looked quietly at Zuo Junmo in front of him.
Zuo Junmo sat there, seemingly a little distracted.
After a moment, he came back to his senses, smiled, and raised his hand to pinch his eyebrows.
“Brother Zichuan, thank you for speaking out.” Zuo Junmo said.
“It’s just that Brother Yu can satisfy my mother with anything else, but only about marriage, I also want to obey and be a filial son, but every time I want to nod my head. At this time, my place...does not agree!”
He raised his hand and pointed to the left side of his chest.
Mu Zichuan's eyes fell on the place pointed by Zuo Junmo's finger, then he smiled clearly and looked away.
"When I comfort you now, I am very eloquent and eloquent. In fact, I was not just like you, Brother Zuo, back then?" He said lightly, with a self-deprecating arc on his lips.
"Now I realize that what I can't get over is my obsession and inner demons."
"Because of my obsession and inner demons, I am trapped in this situation. I couldn't find a way out, so I wanted to get it at all costs. For this reason, I also caused trouble to others, which made her dislike me very much. "
"Haha, now that I think about it, I'm really confused. It's enough for me to go crazy alone. Why bother others?" Mu Zichuan asked and answered himself, his smile full of bitterness.
Zuo Junmo listened carefully, but in his heart he had already guessed about the object of obsession that Mu Zichuan said.
If not, the object of his obsession happens to be the person he wants but can't get.
This is really the most helpless coincidence! "Brother Zichuan, let's not talk about the past. Since you can tell this frankly to Brother Yu now, it means that you have let go." Zuo Junmo said.
"The marriage contract between you and the girl from the Liu family has been made. When the period of filial piety comes out in two years, you can marry a beautiful woman, have a husband and a wife, support a family, and have children and grandchildren."
"Your Majesty, you are alive in heaven. I will also feel more relieved. Brother Yu, I haven't found a way out yet, and I am still making my mother worry about me. You are a filial son, and I am the one. Shame on you for being unfilial!"
Mu Zichuan pondered for a moment and looked at Zuo Junmo with burning eyes: "Brother Zuo, since today's talk has reached this point, I will break the casserole and ask the end. "
"Is the person in Brother Zuo's heart that he wants but can't have the same obsession as me?" he asked.
Zuo Junmo was stunned for a moment. He did not expect that Mu Zichuan, a gentle and elegant scholar, could speak so directly at this moment. He was simply going straight in and hitting the deepest part of the opponent's soul.
"Brother Zichuan, are you going to torture my soul, Brother Yu?" Zuo Junmo said with a smile.
Mu Zichuan did not smile, but looked at Zuo Junmo seriously: "Yes? Or no?"
Zuo Junmo: "..."
Looking at the gentle scholar, he is really a stubborn donkey. No wonder he was stuck in his own obsession for so many years and couldn't get out. Zuo Junmo finally understood the reason.
"So what if it is? So what if it's not?" Zuo Junmo asked.
"I just want to ask for an explanation." Mu Zichuan said.
Zuo Junmo smiled: "What if I ask for an explanation? Anyway, she is a woman that you and I can't reach."
Mu Zichuan was silent, with a hint of sadness in his eyes.
Holding a white piece in his hand, he clenched his fist.
"If it weren't for Feng Tang, maybe she would choose one between the two of us!" Mu Zichuan said again.
Zuo Junmo said: "There are no ifs in this world, and emotional matters do not come first. Everything is fate. God arranges it, and God arranges the best."
"So, I never do those things. Fearless assumption, I like her, it's mine "Freedom and rights."
"You don't have to get it if you like it. You like the clouds in the sky, the wind in your ears, the sunshine and rain, and the flowers in the moon mirror in the water. You can do it all. If you get it, will you keep it for yourself?" Zuo Junmo asked again.
Mu Zichuan frowned, "I understand all these truths, but I used to be unwilling to accept it. She was obviously my fiancée, so why did she treat me like crazy after she recovered from a serious illness? Don’t take a look?”
“Brother Zuo, you didn’t participate in our childhood and youth, and you didn’t see with your own eyes how obsessed with me was Qing’er back then!”
"At that time, I had just started school. No matter whether I was studying in the school in Lijiacun next door or in the school in the town, as long as I was out of school, she would wait until I was on my way home."
“Whether it’s sunny or rainy, winter or summer, She is brave in all weathers."
"I am really shocked. She is obviously a fool and has a confused mind. She doesn't know how to resist when others tease her. She will eat whatever she catches."
(End of this chapter)