Chapter 4792 Zuo Junmo’s Past
“After getting on the boat, I discovered that in addition to the old man who had previously invited me to take shelter from the rain, there was also a young girl on the boat.”
“Girl He was cooking a pot of fish with wine on the side."
"According to the old man, the girl is his niece, who has been there since she was a child. He was an orphan and a poor man. He was originally married, but the man left within a year, and the girl was kicked out by her husband's family. Now the father and his wife depend on each other and make a living by fishing on a boat. "
"At that time, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and I really couldn't leave. The fish was cooked and the wine was warm. The old man invited me to drink two cups with him, so I accepted."
"The wine I was drinking at that time was a local wine called Xinghua Niang in Suzhou. I didn't feel anything wrong with the wine at first when it went into my throat. But as it went on, it became more and more powerful. I felt dizzy, so the old man asked me to drink it. Let’s take a nap in the cabin, and it won’t be too late to leave after the rain stops.”
“Then, then…”
Zuo Junmo’s face turned red, and he was really embarrassed to tell his mother this. thing.
"Mom is a person who has been here before. There is nothing I shouldn't hear. Just go on and talk about it!" Mrs. Zuo gave a light drink and urged.
Zuo Junmo then gritted his teeth and continued: "I don't know what happened that day, but I was confused and got out of line with that fisherman girl..."
There were some things he really couldn't say to his mother. It was true that he was drunk that night, but even though he was drunk, he never lost his vigilance and remaining sanity. Otherwise, he would have been tricked by others after so many years of wandering outside. .
Although it was the fisherman who recommended himself to the pillow that night, if it weren't for the fact that she had a voice that was very similar to someone else's, he would definitely not take advantage of the drunkenness to make the mistake and let her go. Go wild on your own!
That night, on the surface of the Suzhou River, a violent storm battered the awning boat, and inside the cabin, there was also a storm.
When they were entangled with each other, he called her name 'Qing'er', and also made her call his name over and over again: Jun Mo...
That night, he deceived her and deceived her. , I had a dream that deceived myself and others...
Daybreak came, the rain stopped, the wine dissipated, and I woke up from my dream...
Looking at the disheveled fisherman girl beside him, he left a piece of silver and fled in panic.
It was a romantic couple, and from beginning to end he didn't even see what she looked like...
Hearing this, Mrs. Zuo was stunned, "Wine is really not a good thing, but Wine is also a good thing. "
Without wine, a man with a calm personality like Jun Mo would never cause such a thing as having a son.
"Jun Mo, go on, what happened next? Did you go back to find the fisherman girl? How did you find out that she was pregnant?" Mrs. Zuo asked.
Zuo Junmo thought about it for a moment and said: "I have no feelings for her, and I already hate the kind of woman who recommends herself as a pillow. Leaving a piece of silver is enough for the two of them to live happily for half a year. "
"I went there again for business the second year. I happened to be invited by a few friends to go boating on the river. I accidentally saw a fishing boat floating towards me. The old man punting the boat was the one who invited me to take shelter from the rain that night. A gust of wind passed by, and I saw the curtain hanging on the cabin floated up, and inside, a young woman was feeding her child sideways. "
" I thought I was wrong, but just then the cry of a child came from inside..."
"Can you go in and find out?" Mrs. Zuo asked again.
Zuo Junmo shook his head, "I didn't, I didn't dare, and I didn't want to."
"You, you, you..." Mrs. Zuo rolled her eyes in anger. But when I think about it, the child born to a woman like that who can recommend herself to be a pillow must be Jun Mo's?
Thinking of this, Mrs. Zuo suddenly became vigilant: "Since you didn't go to find out, maybe the child is not yours!"
Zuo Junmo This time, he nodded firmly: "Although I haven't investigated it myself, But they secretly sent people to inquire about it. They heard a lot from the doctor who checked the woman's pulse, the Wen woman who delivered the baby, and people who knew them on the surrounding fishing boats. They found out that the child should be mine. It matches the time of my appearance.”
"Then why didn't you take it back? Or didn't you want it?" Mrs. Zuo was very puzzled.
Since it is your own bloodline, you should take it back to recognize your ancestors and educate them well. How can you float on the boat?
But Zuo Junmo obviously didn’t think so.
"I also found out that since the fisherman's family divorced her, she has lost all hope and does not want to marry again. Her uncle was worried that she would have no one to rely on when she grew old, so he came up with this despicable idea."
"I happened to be spotted by them. From the beginning to the end, I felt that I was being calculated to have that child. It was a shame in my life, so I didn't want it."
The so-called child should be the result of the entanglement with the one you love, coming to this world with expectations and blessings, not this kind of -
"Since it is the heir they want, then I left it to them, and I never went there again.”
“In the first month of last year, I sent my cousin Yingchun and the others back to Yangzhou. I thought of the child and suddenly had the urge to take a look, so I Went on a detour Trip to Suzhou."
"It has been six years, and the child can already walk. It is only February and the spring weather has begun. He is squatting on the bow of the boat with his bare feet, playing with a pile of fishing gear. "
"I noticed that he was modifying the fishing gear with tools such as scissors and hammers. This reminded me that when I was a child, I was also very interested in modifying those gadgets. "
"His mother called him to eat, and he raised his head, and I saw his facial features..." At this point, Zuo Junmo paused for a moment.
"How is it? Is it your blood?" Mrs. Zuo asked nervously.
Zuo Junmo closed his eyes and nodded resignedly: "Exactly the same!"
Mrs. Zuo's heart hanging in the air suddenly fell back into the distance.
She raised her hand to pat her heart and recited several lines of Amitabha.
"This trip to Changping Village is really not in vain. I pray in the Buddhist hall every day that I can have a grandson. I didn't expect that the Buddha really heard my voice. This is really a grandson who fell from the sky, my baby. Grandson's pimple..."
Mrs. Zuo took out her handkerchief, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and murmured.
These are sweet tears, these are tears of joy, these are tears of relief and excitement!
"Jun Mo, since your father passed away, today is the happiest and most festive day in all these years!" Mrs. Zuo wiped away her tears.
Zuo Junmo sat aside, watching Mrs. Zuo crying and laughing, and felt as if a five-flavor bottle had been knocked over. All kinds of tastes came to her heart, and she couldn't tell what she was like. Feeling, perhaps, when you see that child with a face exactly like yours, you feel a little bit of joy that you are not even aware of!
But he never thought about it seriously.
(End of this chapter)