Chapter 294 Endless waiting, wanting to die every day
Fu Jingyou pushed her bicycle to a state-owned restaurant and bought a roast chicken before returning home.
The equipment team got off work at five o'clock, and he got home around six-thirty.
The sunset glow half of the sky on the top of the mountain, the trees on the trees did not shy away from the darkness at all, and kept shouting "vvvvv" without getting tired of it.
Tang Mei was cleaning the pig pen on the side of the house.
In the main room, the outside of the fence is scented with mugwort, and the two babies are playing around inside.
I don’t know if the little guys have soft bones or something, but when they bend over, their little mouths that are dripping with saliva can actually bite their feet.
Fu Jingyou came into the house just in time to see this scene, for fear that their feet would get dirty and they would eat something dirty.
Hurry up and pick up Erbao to stop him.
Erbao pursed his lips, pulled on his father’s clothes and said:
"Daddy, daddy... Mommy, mommy..."
Dabao on the ground raised his little head and glanced with his dark eyes.
Dad likes to hug his sister, but he doesn’t like to hug him.
He doesn’t appreciate his father hugging him either.
Biting feet is much more fun than hugging.
"Puff" spit, Dabao lay down and continued to play with his toes.
Fu Jingyou didn’t look at him, his attention was entirely on Erbao.
"Xia Xia is awesome, so smart! She can even call her mom and dad."
Kissing Erbao's little face, Fu Jingyou carried Erbao to the room, wanting to share it with Lu Miao This is great news.
As soon as he entered the room, he was stunned for a moment.
The small blanket on the bed was lifted, and the pillow cover on the pillow still had wrinkles.
But there is no one on the bed.
Fu Jingyou's heartstrings were tense with excitement, but only for a moment, it slowly calmed down.
Probably not what he thought.
When the weather is warm in spring and winter, he always takes Lu Miao out to bask in the sun.
In the summer, I would sometimes move the daybed to the kitchen and take Lu Miao through the air to enjoy the coolness...
It was already very late, and there were many mosquitoes in the kitchen after dark, so I had to take Lu Miao back.
Fu Jingyouling straightened the corners of her lips, put Erbao next to Dabao, picked up the roasted chicken package that was just placed on the ground and went to the kitchen.
As he approached the kitchen door, he suddenly slowed down and did not dare to go in.
Lu Miao......
How he wished she could wake up.
But he knew.
She won't wake up.
My eyes, which had not been sore for a long time, became sore again.
Sniffing, Fu Jingyou wiped his face and stepped into the kitchen.
At the same time, something suddenly collapsed at the back door of the kitchen, causing the single wooden door to clang.
The thing in Fu Jingyou's hand fell to the ground, and her heartbeat almost stopped.
He didn't know when his reaction became so fast.
Catch the person in time before the person whose body is clinging to the wooden door is about to fall to the ground.
His deep peach blossom eyes widened in shock, filled with tears.
The sound that came out of his Adam's apple sounded aggrieved like the whimpering of a puppy.
During that moment, the man even forgot to breathe.
“Did it scare you?”
The sunset on the horizon is glowing with colorful halo, just as beautiful as that day.
The woman has long hair shawl, and her thin body under the twilight is so fragile that it seems like it will break without being touched.
But she smiled peacefully with her curved eyes, her white and weak fingertips gently brushed the corners of his eyes, and her black jade-like eyes under the water reflected his tears:
"I saw the baby, but I didn't see you... ...I thought you were in the backyard."
"What should I do, Brother You, I seem to have slept too long, or I won't be able to walk."
She whispered softly.
I haven’t spoken for a long time, and my hoarse voice is mixed in the wind, and there is always a vague and unrealistic feeling. The man instantly hugged her tightly into his arms.
"...You are so cruel, you are so cruel!"
In the afternoon after almost ten months, he finally found his lover again and saw him spiritual pillar.
His nasal voice worsened, from crying silently to bursting into tears.
“Do you know how I got here?”
He was incoherent, telling the helplessness and heartache of this period:
"How did I survive? I want to die, I want to die every day!"
The endless waiting, almost All Fu Jingyou's possessions were consumed.
Sometimes when he rides by a pond, he thinks of just diving in.
But what should I do with Lu Miao on the bed?
What should Mingyi do next summer?
Fu Jingyou always thinks, hold on for one day, and hold on for one more day.
Maybe it will be fine tomorrow?
Finally, finally!
He hugged Lu Miao tightly, and the strong emotions that had been concealed by silence and indifference for a long time completely collapsed at this moment:
"Why did you wake up? Why did you wake up!"
Lu Miao laughed first, then suddenly frowned and pursed his lips, and then shed tears.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
She held his face with trembling hands, got into his arms, and hugged his neck tightly.
She understands, she understands!
She always knew, she knew everything.
His helplessness, his heartache, his collapse...
After the joy of reunion passed, there was heart-wrenching heartache.
Lu Miao burst into tears:
“I’m sorry for leaving you alone for so long!”
"Thank you, thank you for waiting for me! I... ugh..."
Tears blurred his vision, and Lu Miao burst into tears:
"I also thought I would never see you again, I can’t see the baby anymore...I didn’t even give them a good hug!”
There was so much noise in the house that Tang Mei thought something was wrong, so she quickly left her work in the pigsty and came out! .
As soon as I walked through the main room and approached the kitchen, I heard Lu Miao's voice.
Tears are faster than the brain can react.
Tang Mei covered her mouth and walked slowly into the kitchen, looking at the back door of the kitchen with blurred vision.
Her little treasure...
Tang Mei cried with joy.
With complicated emotions in my heart, I finally suppressed my long-standing sadness and melancholy and exited the kitchen.
Leave time and space to the young couple...
After sleeping for ten months, although she could eat some soup and water every day, she had not eaten rice for a long time, and her body was still extremely weak. .
Getting off the bed, hugging the two babies, and staggering to the kitchen while holding on to the wall had exhausted all her energy.
After a brief reunion, Lu Miao clung to Fu Jingyou's shoulder and fell asleep again.
Fu Jingyou was worried about gains and losses, and was extremely scared.
I am worried that I will not be able to grasp the light in front of me.
Afraid that she would fall asleep again for a long, long time.
Fortunately, Lu Miao only fell asleep this time.
Although she was lying motionless on the bed, when Fu Jingyou held her hand at one side, her strength was weak and she would occasionally hold it back unconsciously.
This makes Fu Jingyou feel more at ease.
The backyard pigeons started with two breeding pigeons and gradually multiplied into a small group of sixteen pigeons.
Afraid that Lu Miao’s stomach wouldn’t be able to adapt to eating rice when she just woke up, Fu Jingyou killed two pigeons, and as usual, took red dates and wolfberries and asked Tang Mei to stew soup in a small pot.
He scooped up some more snow clam oil and stewed it in a small cup, ready to eat when Lu Miao woke up.
These are the things Lu Miao ingested when he was sleeping, and his stomach should be better able to accept them.
Fu Jingyou went to the county to ask for leave, arranged for half a month of rest, and called Lu Yuanzheng by the way.
The phone call never got through, so Fu Jingyou sent a telegram, then quickly bought some things and hurried home.
(End of this chapter)