Chapter 50 The World is Big
After Gu Chuan graduated from university, he officially entered the family business. In order to train him and give him a chance to perform and convince the elders, Gu Chuan was very busy at work every day. As a result, he spent less and less time with Chu Yan.
Worried that Chu Yan would be bored at home, Gu Chuan bought a little black cat for Chu Yan to keep and play with. Although Gu Chuan bought the cat, it was Chu Yan who had always taken care of the kitten.
One day after the kitten fell ill, it suddenly disappeared.
In winter, in the middle of the night, Chu Yan helplessly called Gu Chuan for help, but Gu Chuan was still in a drinking party at that time, and he couldn't get away. Chu Yan could only walk out of the house alone and go looking for this person nearby. kitten.
She also posted on WeChat Moments, hoping that anyone who lived nearby could provide her with information if she saw the black cat. Soon after, Shen Xing appeared on this cold winter night.
At that time, Shen Xing hadn't gotten his driver's license yet, and it was hard to drive in the middle of the night. He didn't know where he came from, panting and sweating in the cold season.
But he tried his best to calm his breathing, and then smiled at her, "Sister Yanyan, let me help you find the cat."
Finally, they found the cat from behind a bush, curled up on the grass and not breathing.
Chu Yan felt that it was her fault. If she had been more careful, maybe the kitten wouldn't have escaped and died alone.
Shen Xing told her, "It must not want you to be sad, so it hides here and waits for the end of its life, because you must be the most important person to it."
When he said this, his eyes were locked in her direction. A young man's feelings should be sincere and passionate, straightforward and absurd, but since he was fifteen years old, he had learned to suppress himself, as if to eliminate himself. She has given up on the absurd nature of youth, just so as not to break the balance that can still appear in front of her now.
There were no stars or moon that night, and the light from the street lights was very dim, but Chu Yan could still see Shen Xing's presence in the darkness at a glance.
The young man's blond hair, dyed by the sun, was really dazzling.
Chu Yan's eyelashes trembled slightly, she looked away, and silently picked up the lifeless kitten.
It was also from that night that Shen Xing sensitively felt that Chu Yan was reducing the opportunities for contact with him. She was trying to keep a distance from him. She must have noticed something on that cold night.
Shen Xing had to make herself retreat further away, constantly telling herself not to act too hastily. If he was too hasty, she would never pay attention to him again.
At that time, he wanted so much to touch her body and occupy her gaze, but he could only retreat step by step to maintain a superficial balance.
But now, she is by his side, and they can be as close to each other as they want, just like every couple in love in the world.
But this close relationship, in the honey, always hides the pain that he doesn't want to discover.
After returning home, Shen Xing asked Chu Yan to have a good rest while he went to cook.
Chu Yan looked at Shen Xing's back and couldn't help but follow him into the kitchen and hugged him from behind.
Shen Xingcai had just rolled up his sleeves and was about to wash his hands when he was suddenly hugged. He asked strangely: "What's wrong?"
"I should be the one to ask you this question." Chu Yan pressed her face against his back, feeling that his back was broad, strong, and full of security. She squinted her eyes and asked, "You What's wrong?"
Shen Xing smiled, "I didn't do anything."
"I feel it, you are unhappy." Chu Yan asked, "Shen Xing, why are you unhappy?" Shen Xing was silent, not knowing how to answer.
Chu Yan hugged his waist harder and said in a muffled voice: "Don't refuse to communicate with me. If you don't say anything, I can't guess. Shen Xing, I don't want to quarrel with you."
He turned around, held her in his arms, and looked down at her, "I never thought about quarreling with you."
"But if you have something on your mind and keep it in your heart and don't tell me, then sooner or later, won't we quarrel?" Chu Yan pursed her lips, resisted his embrace, and tried to push him away, but she couldn't.
Shen Xing felt really nervous. He bent down and stared at her face, "I'm sorry, Yanyan, I'm just... just a little scared."
Chu Yan was confused, "Afraid?"
Shen Xing avoided her gaze and said softly: "My cousin is a very good person, I can't compare with him."
Chu Yan: "Huh?"
He gritted his teeth and said bluntly: "I was very disturbed to hear that he added you as a friend and was in contact with you. Yanyan, can you delete his friend?"
"sure."
Shen Xing: "I know my request is unreasonable, but I can't control...what?"
He was stunned for a moment and looked at her slightly blankly, "Did you just say yes?"
"Yes." Chu Yan never thought that he would be uneasy for this reason. She once again realized his naivety, but she found it very interesting and did not resist him. Instead, she relaxed and leaned against his arms. , raised his face and showed a peaceful smile, "If you don't like me adding him as a friend, then I will delete him."
Shen Xing was a little dazed. Of course he knew that things were not as simple as he said, but he was really uneasy and knew very well that the request he made was very annoying. Making friends was her freedom and he should not have the right to interfere. , but Chu Yan wanted to know what he was thinking.
He couldn't say it out, and he was ready to bow his head and admit his mistake when he saw her displeased expression. However, Chu Yan just satisfied his unreasonable request.
Shen Xing fell into an unreal feeling. Holding her face, he moved closer, wanting to see if she was forcing herself, but when her eyes fell into his shadow, she still couldn't. All have smiles.
His mouth went dry and his heart beat like thunder, "Why?"
"Because you are the person I like, and I want you to be happy." Chu Yan was probably infected by him, and her smile also had a sunny meaning, "The world is big, and you are the biggest one here. !”
Shen Xing looked at her blankly. For a moment, he felt that he had forgotten to breathe, and the air was stagnant for a moment. The next second, everything was burning, his body was boiling, and his heart seemed to have turned into molten lava. They are one piece, and want to blend in with her, unable to tell each other apart.
Chu Yan asked: "Do you want to kiss me?"
His Adam's apple rolled and he nodded honestly.
Chu Yan opened her hands towards him, her eyebrows curved, "Then let's kiss for a while."
Shen Xing breathed hotly, stretched out his hands to pinch her waist and lifted her up. Chu Yan skillfully hugged his neck and hung on his body with her hands and feet. His passionate kiss couldn't wait to fall, along her face. It went down bit by bit, wishing to swallow all her breath.