November Summary and Thank You List
In the blink of an eye, it’s time to report on work again.
Last month’s revenue was 238, including 192 from subscriptions and 45 from group channels.
To sum up the last month in one word, it was low.
It’s not because I refused to sign new books. But after my friends in the group knew that I had been refused a visa, they raised questions, and I suddenly discovered that I had a lot of problems from the beginning without knowing it, and I was still complacent. The originally confident state suddenly deflated like a popped balloon.
I thought it was so well written that I can’t even look back on it later.
My mentality is broken. I feel like I can't do anything. This also affects the coding status of the mecha.
Almost a month has passed and I feel better. But the lack of confidence is still there.
It’s been a month since I published a new article, and I still feel like I can’t continue writing. The original feeling of fullness was completely gone.
On the mecha side, the plot of the new planet didn’t feel right because of my uncertainty.
I thought it was pretty good before, but now no matter how I look at it, I will doubt whether it is really good, is it really good...
So I have been working hard to learn writing skills recently. But in actual use, it feels very stiff. I feel like I can’t fit in, which makes it even more difficult.
Building self-confidence is as difficult as physical recovery. I am still working hard and hope to adjust as soon as possible and not be constrained by temporary difficulties.
Last month, another planet finally ended. But like I said, because of a lot of uncertainty, I discarded many plots. Even now I don’t know whether it would be better to delete those plots or write them completely.
Things that were clear before have now become erratic. Mine sinks in quickly.
The new planet is the Immortal Cultivation Star. Or because of uncertainty, many planned plots are not finalized. I keep thinking about this in my head, okay? Do you want to write it? Could it be all garbage plots...
This state is really bad. I still don’t know where to find my confidence, but studying hard has made it more difficult...
But I haven’t given up on my original intention of finishing it. Work hard to defeat yourself and everything will be fine! come on!
I won’t talk too much about the unhappy things, but look more at the babies who support me. Maybe I will be confident that I can come back sooner.
First of all, thank you for the reward on Beigu Mountain. This is my group friend, haha. After criticizing me, he still comes to comfort me, so cute.
There is also a new baby entering the trap this month, and the old baby is still supporting me as always. In fact, everyone’s encouragement is always there, thank you all.
Thank you to the following monthly votes:
How much do you know about the fall of ashes
Calm without waves and as light as water
Yuan Yuan Kite
An inch of fire and an inch of heart
Feng Ling'er book friend 20230127155239939
Ying Zimi
Book friend 2020120707423296
alicezhao
Traveler Shibun
Book Friends 20190703211558457
Mengyu Qingxue
Looking at the Moon at Jinghu Lake
lingchenchen
Yue Mengxi
Book Friends 20220914093912438
Huang Xingsu
omivy
Xuan Mankong
hj9
Book friend 160717164154511
Feng Ling'er
Everyone subscribes and supports me, so that my self-confidence does not completely collapse.
And to all of you who gave me recommendation votes, I scrolled through the screen more than a dozen times before scrolling to number 1. Thank you for giving me recommendations every day.
Don’t be greedy and delusional, but be bearish
Yuan Yuan Kite
Lights of light
Book Friends 20220914093912438
Lazy coastline
Postman 301
Daiwang
How much does the gray fall
I love Lingxia
Liyou 2
Suhui
Book Friends 20180822101245924
Sitting Alone in the Dark Huangli
alicezhao
Book Friends 20210301106486845302
Book Friends 20230127155239939
Beigu Mountain
Life is limited and endless
Wolf Hei Hei 25198
If so I kiss
Shishan Shibazi
Dark Starry Night
yuedu
Just be happy 1234
Book Friends 20240109154107090
White Pigeon Whirlwind
Verdandi
ktsl
A Flash of Wind
Book Friends 20220704184639510
The Long Sky
Riji
Book Friends 20180507135239235
General Xiaobing
Dancing in the Rain
Feng Ziya
BLACKBOY
Reader 1608311408404893696
James6142
Book Friends 20161224143628691
Fish diving in the deep sea of books
Little tadpoles with rotten tails
First meeting and first appearance
Feng Shui Bagua
Lan Yu Qingge
Book Friends 20200816105011810
One bite and one glutinous rice ball Ouye
Book Friends 20180810054936513
Book Friends 20220723112233872
Xiao Zhuanfeng Wudi
After typing the name one time, I really feel the power coming in bit by bit.
So many treasures are still supporting me, which should prove that what I write is good, right? Right?
I have to work harder to live up to everyone!
I need to get back into shape quickly, I can’t be so ignorant anymore.
I hope that by this time next month, I will be resurrected with full health!
Thank you all for your tolerance and support. Bow, I love you.
Chen Xiaokun
December 4, 2024