Chapter 347: What is the result of that unknowing intention?
Since traveling to the island country, if I had to pick out a place in daily life that Haruno Sawayama could praise, it would probably be bathing.
Due to cultural influence, most islanders will install a pool or bathtub in the bathroom at home. Taking a dip every day to relax the spirit is indeed the best choice, even for Zeshan Haruno also had a hard time getting bored of taking a bath.
After all, can anyone really refuse to take a bath?
He couldn't refuse anyway.
Haruno Sawayama leaned against the wall of the bathtub comfortably. After soaking for about fifteen minutes, he lazily got up and rinsed his body.
The sound of three people chatting and laughing can be heard from time to time in the bathhouse where the girls next door are, but compared to the noise at the beginning, it is now quite calm, and they are probably all enjoying the bath again. Or maybe I'm washing my body.
As a boy, Haruno Sawayama naturally takes a bath faster than girls. After washing, he picked up his things, took the hot milk after opening the bottle, and prepared to go out to find a massage chair and other things. people.
However, just when he walked out of the bathhouse wearing a towel, he realized that Ayano Yui had already taken a step closer to him and was lying comfortably on the massage chair.
“Hi~”
Ayano Yui's expression was one of great enjoyment. It could be seen that the massage chair was very useful to her, and even her voice could not help but tremble a little.
"Why did you come out so quickly? I thought you would soak in it for a while longer." Haruno Sawayama asked curiously.
"Maybe it's because you're tired?" Ayano Yui opened her eyes and smiled tiredly, "After soaking for a while, I felt a little dizzy, so I just came out early to take a breather."< br>
"Really?"
Sawayama Haruno sat aside noncommittally. After taking a sip of hot milk, he suddenly asked: "When do you plan to go home?"< br>
What Haruno Sawayama was talking about was not where the other party lived now, let alone Tokyo, but Ayano Yui's original home.
This guy ran over after me, as if he didn’t intend to go home and take a look. Although the relationship between the two of them was very close, at least during the holiday, they still went back to see their parents and asked them not to Worried?
“Are you in a hurry to drive me back?”
Ayano Yui looked at her brother with a depressed look.
She let out a long sigh, pretending to be disappointed and said: "Forget it, I can understand it. After all, other members of the Miyazawa family are coming over tomorrow, and there is another girl. I don’t have enough energy to take care of everyone.”
"That's not the reason."
Sawayama Haruno suddenly felt a toothache.
"We have discussed it before. We plan to return to Tokyo after staying for two weeks. I just think it would be better for you to go back early and have a party with your family." He said helplessly.
"It's only been two weeks. Didn't I just come back? There is still a lot of time." Ayano Yui disagreed.
Although she has many classmates and friends in her hometown, she doesn't have much desire to meet and reminisce with these people. She might as well continue to stay with Haruno Sawayama.
As for my family, technology is now so advanced that I can make video calls every day. Of course, saying that I miss her is not as strong as I imagined. Besides, I will definitely find time to go back next week, so I am not in a hurry at all.
She also wanted to wait for Zhenna to come over and ask him to "help her" according to the previous agreement.
"Just be sensible."
Seeing that she had said so, Sawayama Haruno stopped trying to persuade her.
While drinking hot milk, he checked the text messages on his phone.
During a busy day's trip back to Osaka, I received a lot of messages from others. Excluding some old classmates who asked if they were the writers "Fuyumi Kiriyama", the most noteworthy messages among them were probably Feng. Shiori sent him pictures of the company’s afternoon tea, as well as a string of chat records sent by Riho Morikawa.
Sawayama Haruno clicked in and found that the other party was chatting with the previous housing agency.
When he set off back to Osaka for vacation, he had already entrusted the purchase of the house to Riho Morikawa. After another round of discussions with the agent and the landlord, he finally helped Haruno Sawayama. Got a suitable price.
Now I just have to wait for him to hand over his bank card and other documents when he comes back from Osaka.
“Quite efficient.”
Seeing the resentful emoticon sent by the other party and the text message complaining about treating her as a coolie, Sawayama Haruno couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth slightly.
Speaking of which, if you want to buy a car later, should you also ask Ms. Morikawa if she has any familiar friends?
Having such an editor really makes my life a lot easier. His interpersonal network is so powerful that it helps me solve a lot of troubles.
This time is no exception. The matter of buying a house has been solved so easily. As expected of Miss Morikawa, go back and give her a meal.
"I say, Haruno"
Noticing that Haruno Sawayama seemed very happy, Ayano Yui bit her lip lightly, feeling a little complicated in her heart.
"Speaking of which, do you really hope that I leave as soon as possible?" She suddenly asked in a low voice.
“Huh?”
Sawayama Haruno was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously looked towards the other party, but only saw Ayano Yui’s pretending to be stubborn.
"Otherwise, why would you have said that you wanted me to go home? I have obviously lived in your house for a longer time before, and my parents don't know about it, so they are very relieved." Ayano Yui whispered.
She seemed to be a little bit worried about what happened to Haruno Sawayama just now. Although she did not show a particularly disappointed look on the outside, Haruno Sawayama, who was familiar with the other party, knew that this was the only time when the other party was most sad.
Sure enough, did the other party still notice that he was gradually distancing himself?
Sawayama Haruno hesitated a little. After a long silence, he said softly: "It's not that I hope you leave early, but I am willing to live at home. I am also very happy, but from the standpoint of my cousin "I also have something I have to consider."
He tried to speak as tactfully as possible. In fact, when the word cousin came out, Ayano Wei instantly understood what he meant.
“.When have you ever felt like this? It has never been reflected before.”
Ayano Yui stopped the massage chair, curled up her body as much as possible, and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Can't we just follow the previous way of getting along? Suddenly we have to think about something, and it doesn't look like us at all. The old way of getting along is gone."
"We have all grown up," Sawayama Haruno said in a low voice. How can you compare when you were little to when you grow up?
When he was a child, although he had memories of his previous life, Ayano Yui was still too young at the time. He purely regarded the other party as a sister, and coupled with what the adults around him said, he There was a sense of "letting go" of pampering towards her.
But when she grows up, it is obvious that she cannot deal with her with the same attitude as her sister, not to mention that Ayano Yui still has strange feelings towards herself. To this day, Ze Yamaharuno still doesn't know whether it was his gentle actions when he was a child that led to today's mistakes.
"It doesn't matter when you grow up, right? Didn't Haruno promise to be with me forever when he was a child?"
Ayano Yui hugged her knees, lowered her head and said in a faint tone: "Although I know At that time, my brother only agreed to be with me from the perspective of a relative, but I was still very happy. However, people seem to be getting more and more greedy, and there are things I don't understand. "
"Why can't we have a real good impression after growing up together? Isn't that unfair? Because the person who has been following Haruno is obviously me, just because he has been following him. It’s me, so why can’t we have a further relationship with me now?”
“.” Haruno Sawayama opened his mouth, but couldn’t say a word.
What Ayano Yui said makes sense, but just because it makes sense, it makes things difficult.
He didn't know how to express his current thoughts. Logically speaking, even if he was with Ayano Yui, nothing would happen. After all, there was no blood relationship between the two. When he was young, many relatives were teasing Ayano. Wei will marry herself in the future.
However, some things are not "okay", but they are really "okay"
"Obviously you are also someone who takes responsibility for others. Obviously Suguha used it before. Similar methods make you take responsibility, why should you abandon me now?" Ayano Yui's voice became more and more aggrieved.
She felt it was unfair, because Suguha Esaki and Haruno Sawayama had no special feelings at first. It was only because Haruno Sawayama could remember her appearance at that time and miss her all the time that he forced her to Had a relationship with Haruno Sawayama.
In the end, Esaki Suguha also made Haruno Sawayama take responsibility as he wished. Although the relationship between the two could not be made explicit, at least he got what he wanted.
If that's the case, why can't I do it myself?
If Sawayama Haruno must be responsible for Esaki Suguha's affairs, then isn't it also her own? Because she has already taken one step ahead of others and fell in love with him earlier.
"I didn't want to leave you"
Hearing the other party's voice gradually losing control, Sawayama Haruno's heart twitched sharply.
He slowly put his hand on Ayano Yui's shoulder, as if to comfort him.
"I won't abandon you either, Yui." He whispered.
"Then treat this relationship well." Ayano Yui raised her head and stared at him with some grievance, "Obviously I have given up on the idea of monopolizing Haruno, and I can't keep any position at all. Give it to me? Or are you still worried about what happened when we grew up together? "
".I don't know."
Sawayama Haruno pursed his lips. He sighed imperceptibly.
“To be honest, I don’t know, and I don’t know how to face my relationship with you now.”
No matter how self-centered people are, they will still have feelings, and the experience of accompanying them since childhood will not change due to several reincarnations and more life experiences.
He is indeed somewhat used to Ayano Yui telling weird jokes next to him, and occasionally showing the sinister character of a little devil. If Ayano Yui suddenly stops showing this behavior in front of him one day, If you look like that, he will definitely feel uncomfortable.
However, if I call this feeling love, I feel that it is not yet filled. As expected, it is more because I have regarded the other person as a "junior" or a junior since I was a child. Let’s take a look at my “sister” who has been with me for several rounds.
If there is no such thing as reincarnation, if those memories do not exist, there is no doubt that when faced with the question raised by Ayano Yui now, he will definitely agree without hesitation, even if he is dating the other party. , and certainly won’t be confused.
But there are not so many "ifs" in the world.
Using "what if" techniques to try to comfort yourself is ultimately futile.
So at this moment, Haruno Sawayama still says the answer "I don't know".
“It’s so unfair”
Ayano Yui bit her lip, the constant surge of emotions in her heart making her even more powerless.
Obviously, I am the first person to appear next to Haruno Sawayama before Mana Miyazawa, but I have always lagged behind others. Even if I change myself again and again and follow them to Tokyo, I will still be Stopped by some baseless excuses.
What she longs for is to bridge the distance between them.
“I really like Haruno”
She whispered softly: “Can’t we restart our relationship in another way?”
".Start over?"
< br>Sawayama Haruno's eyes drifted to the ground aside, feeling the constant loss of temperature from the milk bottle in his hand. After being silent for a long time, he said: "Maybe, if you can start over with a new relationship?"
His thoughts were slightly changed by the other party. In fact, it has always been like this. He might be like Mana once said, a guy who takes soft things but not hard ones.
Looking at Ayano Yui showing such a weak and haggard appearance in front of him, his heart will twitch unconsciously, and together with the memories of the past, he will feel the same painful feeling in his body. .
Maybe I should try to look at Ayano Yui with different eyes
Although I don’t know if I can have other emotions besides family affection, at least I won’t let Ayano Yui be like this. If she is sad, she will not make herself sad when she sees her sad.
It was confusing but he had made up his mind.
Haruno Sawayama took a deep breath and said calmly: "I don't know what will happen, but if I can start over, the ending might be different, right?"
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Ayano, whose eyes were reddish, looked at him blankly, as if she had not yet realized what Haruno Sawayama had just said.
The throbbing almost took over the girl's body in an instant, driving her to open her mouth and want to say something. The words of love and longing were clearly about to come out, but
"Hey, Haruno is like this too. It’ll be out soon.”
Maki Miyazawa came out of the bathhouse with a towel on her head. After seeing Haruno Sawayama and Yui Ayano, she showed a somewhat surprised expression.
(End of this chapter)