Chapter 571 Self-cultivation of neurosis


Yan Bingchuan was ridiculed and enslaved, but he endured it all with a smile.

Because he knows that this is how he can survive.

In this place, all the children are getting stronger day by day, but he has not made any progress for a long time, which shows that he will inevitably be reduced to the lowest level of existence.

However, this kind of ridicule and slavery gradually intensified over time and turned into bullying and beatings.

Yan Bingchuan was horrified to find that the people around him were getting more and more bad-tempered.

He thought about the spiritual poison, but he was beaten more severely than ever before after reminding him once.

The beating left him lying there for three days and almost starved to death.

That's right, he didn't die from his injuries, but because no one gave him food and no one cared about his life or death.

He survived by digging out ice, drinking water, and a little bit of broken food he hid early in the morning.

When he woke up, he found that all his original compatriots were gone, and there was only one body left in the place.

It was the same kinsman who would beat him severely.

Yan Bingchuan climbed up and turned the other party's body to his side, meeting a pair of eyes that were not closed.

Even though the bloodshot eyes lacked any sparkle, they were still filled with a sense of madness.

Yan Bingchuan once saw a spiritual master who was corroded by spiritual poison. The elder was suppressed and taken away by others. He saw that the other person's eyes were similar to those of his people on the ground.

The person who beat him is dead!

When Yan Bingchuan realized this, he was overjoyed to relieve his hatred. He even laughed out loud on the spot.

The laughter was very small at first, for fear of being discovered. Then he realized that there was no one else here, and then he started laughing loudly.

The smile suddenly stopped.

Yan Bingchuan was frightened by his behavior.

He covered his mouth, horrified by his neurotic behavior.

He would not, or dare not, do this before.

How could he be so happy? How could he be so happy when the other party died? I even had the intention of whipping the corpse!

Not to mention that there is no point in torturing the opponent's body. Doing so will also consume his little physical strength!

"I...I..." Yan Bingchuan was afraid that he would also be eroded by the spiritual poison. He wiped the ice on the ground in horror, trying to use it as a mirror to see if his eyes were also bloodshot.

Out of an illusion derived from intense fear, he seemed to see his imaginary self and backed away screaming.

He subconsciously wanted to run away, but after running for two steps, he remembered something, turned back and took off all the clothes of his compatriots on the ground.

Yan Bingchuan did not run far. It was one thing that he was exhausted. In addition, this was an underground river maze, and it was not a place you could just walk out of.

He found a kind of gypsum growing near a flowing underground river that could satiate the stomach but contained trace amounts of hallucinogenic toxins.

For many days, Yan Bingchuang relied on this thing to stay alive. He did not dare to walk around or practice. He was afraid that if he wandered, he would get lost and starve to death on the road. He was afraid that if he practiced, he would be corroded by spiritual poison and die of madness. superior. However, if people stay in an environment for a long time and do nothing, they will easily have random thoughts, and the more random thoughts they have, the more likely they will suffer from mental breakdown.

Yan Bingchuan found something to do. He took out the basic spell charts taught by the spiritual master and practiced them.

Practice again and again from unfamiliar to proficient and then to follow your heart.

This basic introductory spell is similar to [Shadow], but [Shadow] blends into the shadows to hide one's voice, while the spell of Frost Earth Sea blends into the ice and snow currents.

When the magic learned could no longer divert Yan Bingchuan's attention, he began to worry about a new problem, which was when the plaster here would be used up. His physical fitness seemed to support I can't afford to eat like this for long.

When he clearly felt that his physical fitness was declining and he was becoming more and more weak and weak, his survival instinct forced Yan Bingchuan to continue breathing spiritual energy and practice.

Maybe if you practice, you will be eroded by spiritual poison and die of madness. If you don't practice, you will die of weakness faster. Yan Bingchuan suddenly had an idea, could he keep practicing and constantly consuming spiritual energy, so that he would not be afraid of Kai Ling going crazy.

Yan Bingchuan felt that this was really an excellent method. He was no longer afraid of breathing in and absorbing spiritual energy. Whenever he felt that it was almost done, he would stop and use the spell [Transform into Water], and this cycle continued.

The effect of this was very significant, and Yan Bingchuan clearly felt that his body and spirit were recovering and getting better.

But he didn’t know that his brain had been unknowingly affected by the toxins of the plaster. Whether it was the method that seemed reasonable but actually had little effect, or his body that he thought was recovering and getting stronger. The fantasy of his insanity.

However, the non-stop practice and sculpting of spells every day are all real. It used to stop breathing and circulating the spiritual energy for one or two circles, but then it continued to circulate the spiritual energy for ten days and a half. Spiritual energy is keeping him alive. The [Water Transformation] spell lasts for a few breaths at a time and needs to be used continuously, but once it can be integrated into the ice for a long time, it is like a fish in water.

Yan Bingchuan himself had no idea what these changes meant. He was like a perpetual motion machine that never stopped. He only remembered to do this to survive.

When you see Mi August here, you will understand why Yan Bingchuan became a humanoid anchor.

Even if he is a psychopath, a psychopath will be more determined than ordinary people when he identifies a certain fact.

On the aspect of fearing death and surviving, Yan Bingchuan's tenacity far exceeds that of others.

He has no concept of time, nor does he know that spiritual poison can induce various negative emotions in people's hearts. Yan Bingchuan's biggest negative emotion is the fear of death, so he often feels extremely uneasy. When this uneasiness came, he no longer knew that it was the cause of spiritual poison erosion, so he would subconsciously use the only spell he knew to bury himself in the ice.

Sometimes you only bury your head, sometimes you bury your body and leave your head outside.

Because he subconsciously felt that if he was completely buried, he would die. He had to have some body outside to survive and pull himself out again.

This method actually allowed Yan Bingchuan to survive the dangerous situation of spiritual poison erosion many times.

Mi August understood that Yan Bingchuan had not successfully solved the spiritual poison. In fact, he had been eroded by the spiritual poison and went crazy. However, the way he went crazy was different from others, and the environment he was in did not The danger brought to him by outsiders.

Speaking of outsiders, Yan Bingchuan once met someone from Jishuangdihai. From their conversation, he learned that they were here to collect corpses, and the recovered corpses were also taken back for recycling.

At that time, Yan Bingchuang was half-dead and buried himself in the ice. Hearing these words was purely accidental. His [Transformation of Water] had reached the point where he was no different from a dead person, and the two people did not notice him.

From then on, Yan Bingchuan even lost the thought of returning to his tribe. He was so nervous that everyone wanted his life, and he subconsciously avoided everyone.

As the years went by, batches of children were sent in for training experiments such as Frostland Sea. Until the experiment was finally determined to be unfeasible and stopped, no one knew who was recorded in the clan. Yan Bingchuan, who died in the historical experiment, is still alive in the underground river maze.

Yan Bingchuan has always used the breathing method created for experiments. The biggest advantage of this method is that it can allow the souls who have not yet opened their spirits, but are already able to enter and exit the spiritual energy to actively absorb the spiritual energy until they are saturated. And its biggest shortcoming is this. Once this method is actively running, it cannot stop until it reaches a certain level of saturation.

In other words, even if you feel that the spiritual poison exceeds the limit during practice, you cannot stop.

Finally one day, Yan Bingchuan's boat capsized.

On the verge of death when both the soul and the body explode, the soul seems to be separated from the body, and the extreme level of poisoning and madness produces a trace of extreme clarity.

He sensed the peek of an existence that was indescribable, invisible, chaotic yet orderly, crazy yet indifferent.

This perception made him miserable. It seemed that his soul would be burned out in the next moment, and it seemed that it would be polluted into the most disgusting sludge in the world.

However, this extreme soul pain gave rise to a trace of indescribable happiness, as if I had found a way out and seen my destination.

He thought he was dead, but when he opened his eyes he found he was still alive.

Since then, Yan Bingchuan has had one more deep-rooted understanding of his neurosis.

——A certain existence is spying on him and will come and take him away one day.

As for what he was going to do by taking him away, this lunatic didn’t think about it at all.

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