Chapter 306 The Unbearable Guilt
Wen Mulan's face became paler, her pupils tightened, and her eyes were full of fear.
Don't... don't say any more!
He was afraid that if she kept talking, he would really lose her...
But her lips were still opening and closing, saying the words he least wanted to hear, "Lan , let’s break up.”
Wen Mulan staggered and rushed to Lu Mianmian's seat. She knelt down and said, "Mianmian, don't break up with me. I know that I did something wrong. I shouldn't approach your father in that way." , I will do everything possible to make up for it, and I will find the best doctors at home and abroad..."
He said eagerly, his voice trembling, as if to show how serious he was at the moment. Fear.
Lu Mianmian lowered his head and looked at the person in front of him.
He is her favorite man, but... "Lan, I'm not blaming you. I know that everything was a mistake. The person who is really responsible for this accident is the one who violated the regulations. Lu Peng and his wife, but... I can't avoid the guilt in my heart. I would feel that if it weren't for Because of my relationship, there would not have been this order, and this kind of thing would not have happened. As long as I see you, I will think of the injuries on my father's body, and I will blame myself, feel guilty, and even feel sorry for you. You have some kind of resentment..."
Lu Mianmian spoke word by word, analyzing his inner emotions.
She didn't do anything wrong, and he didn't do anything wrong, but when many things were intertwined, the worst result was formed.
"I'm sorry, Lan, I'm sorry..." Lu Mianmian choked up. She was the one who said she wanted to be with him at the beginning, and she was the one who said she would face any difficulties with him, but now , but she was still the one who proposed breaking up.
Wen Mulan stared blankly at Lu Mianmian at this moment, and suddenly murmured, "Would it be okay if I was also burned? You wouldn't break up with me?"
< br>Lu Mianmian was shocked, "Are you crazy?"
Crazy? Yes, when she proposed breaking up with him, he seemed to be going crazy.
"Mianmian, I don't know what to do to make you take back your decision to break up. If I am also burned and don't break up, I will..."
"Shut up!" Lu Mianmian shouted suddenly. After Wen Mulan's words, "Do you still want me to blame myself more? Lan, I don't want Shishi I am surrounded by guilt all the time, and I don’t want to let myself really resent you, so that my beautiful feelings for you become more and more ugly, so... let’s stop here, okay? !”
Her tears welled up again, flowing down her cheeks.
One drop after another, when it fell on his hand, it was so hot.
Wen Mulan slowly raised her hand and wiped her tears with trembling hands. It was obvious that he was once so close to happiness, but in the blink of an eye, the happiness he had was like this. Became shattered?
"Let's... calm down first, okay?" He heard his own voice, hoarse as if it had been driven by sand, "Don't... break up so soon, calm down for a while, Mianmian, I beg you. ! ”
I don’t want this happiness to go away like this. Even though she is so sad, he still wants to tie her to him!
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Wen Mulan finally left. Lu Mianmian walked to the dressing table and looked at her red and swollen eyes. She would have to go to the hospital to see her parents soon. If she was like this, she would go there. If so, I'm afraid my parents should ask what's going on.
This is... She hasn't figured out how to tell her parents yet, or... find an opportunity to discuss it with her mother first, and then explain it to her father.
She picked up the cosmetics in front of the dressing table and began to modify her makeup, not wanting her parents to notice.
Even though she put on makeup carefully, her mother still saw something when she arrived at the hospital, "Mianmian, what's wrong with you? Your eyes are red."
"Ah!" Lu Mianmianyi Shocked, he immediately made an excuse and said, "I probably drank with my first love last night. I drank a little too much and didn't sleep well. My eyes were a little bloodshot."
"How much did you drink, kid?" Ah." Lu Mu said.
Lu Mianmian said, "There are probably a few bottles." In fact, I'm afraid there are more than a few bottles, and they may all be in double digits!
"Xiao Lan didn't stop you and let you drink it?" Father Lu asked.
When he heard Wen Mulan's name, Lu Mianmian's heart seemed to be stabbed again, with waves of pain welling up.
"He wasn't around, so I dragged Chuqing and the two of them to drink." Lu Mianmian said.
"Does he know you drank so much?" Father Lu asked.
"He knew about it and bought me some hangover medicine and prepared breakfast for me." Lu Mianmian replied.
Hearing this, Lu’s mother couldn’t help praising, “This child is considerate. You are just careless, so you have to find someone who is considerate and careful.”
Lu’s father hummed on the hospital bed. He groaned, but did not refute Lu Mu's words, as if he was accepting Wen Mulan bit by bit.
In the past, Lu Mianmian would be happy about this, but now, she is...
"By the way, when will you ask Xiao Lan to come over again, so that we can spend more time with him? Let’s talk and learn more,” Lu Mu said.
Lu Mianmian's body stiffened, and she reluctantly found an excuse, "A few days ago, his grandfather was ill and hospitalized. He is quite busy these days. I will ask him to come and see dad again later."
"I don't need him to come see me." Father Lu said harshly.
Lu’s mother smiled and said, “Your dad, you have been talking about Xiaolan to me these days!”
At this moment, the nurse came into the ward and wanted to change Lu’s father’s dressing. , Lu Mianmian stood aside, watching her father groan in pain as the nurse changed his dressing.
In her memory, her father had always been a strong man. Even if he was in pain, he would never make a sound. But now, even if he gritted his teeth, there would still be sounds of pain escaping.
But all of this... how should she tell her father that all of this has something to do with her? One of the pains he is suffering now is her relationship.
Then many accidents led to the final inevitable!
As if she couldn't bear it anymore, Lu Mianmian ran out of the ward and ran to the window in the corridor before gasping for air. The feeling of guilt and guilt was at that moment. , as if to crush her.
The phone rang, and she looked at the caller ID. It was her first love's call.
"Mianmian, how are you?" Ren Chuqing asked with genuine concern.
"Fortunately, I took you with me yesterday so I could drink wine." Lu Mianmian said.
"Then after get off work today, I will come over to see you." Ren Chuqing said.
"Okay." Lu Mianmian responded, not rejecting the relationship as a good friend.
In the evening, Ren Chuqing came to see Lu Mianmian. The two of them went to a small restaurant near Lu Mianmian's house and ordered some side dishes.
"Did I tell you everything yesterday?" Lu Mianmian asked. Because she drank too much yesterday, she couldn't even remember what she said to her first love yesterday.
(End of this chapter)