Chapter 446 As You Wish
"If I don't want to, no one can force me to go to the operating table!" Ren Chuqing said resolutely.
Qin Jingzhi's hand on Ren Chuqing's shoulder tightened slightly, but it did not pinch her, but seemed to use all her restraint to restrain the pain that was spreading in his body at the moment. An emotion that made him panic to the extreme.
“I beg you, don’t say so easily that you don’t want to do this operation, okay? As long as the operation is completed, I can do whatever you want, whether it’s jail, sentencing, or kowtow to your baby brother and admit your mistake, I’ll do it. "Okay, I just ask you...to do this operation!" Qin Jingzhi said with a pleading look on his face.
Ren Chuqing slowly raised her hand and held the face in front of her.
Unexpectedly, at the end of her life, among her three brothers, the one who wanted her to live the most would be Jingzhi.
"You have done enough for me." Ren Chuqing murmured softly, "I don't want you and Xiaoyuan to be hurt because of my own survival. You are not worthy of destroying me for me. He will lose everything he has worked so hard to earn."
Once he is imprisoned, jailed, and sentenced, everything will come to an abrupt end even though he is enjoying great success now.
"Whether it's worth it or not is not decided by you, but by me. What if I think it's worth it?" Qin Jingzhi said in a hoarse voice.
"That's not okay, because the surgery is not only a matter between the two of us, but also related to other people, Xiaoyuan and the medical staff." Ren Chuqing said.
If she survives carrying all this, I'm afraid she will be condemned by her conscience for the rest of her life.
“Do you really plan to die?” Qin Jingzhi choked.
"Jingzhi, let Xiaoyuan go, just treat it as my last wish, okay!" Ren Chuqing said.
Qin Jingzhi looked at the person in front of him steadily. The look in her eyes was so determined that he understood that if he really forced her to undergo this operation in a tough way, Then she would probably express her attitude in a more "determined" way.
Is there really no other way?
Qin Jingzhi hugged Ren Chuqing painfully, buried his face deeply in her neck, and smelled her scent.
Her breath, her temperature, everything about her made him so attached to her. He should understand that she has always been the one who insists on her own opinions. Otherwise, she would not have run back to his door with all her injuries, and then stood guard at his door with such serious injuries. Got it!
He used to admire her for her persistence in her opinions, but now, he would rather she was not such an independent person!
"Okay, I'll let Han Chuyuan go." Qin Jingzhi said solemnly.
Hearing this, Ren Chuqing breathed a sigh of relief, "Jingzhi, thank you."
Thank you? Qin Jingzhi only felt it was extremely ironic. There was nothing to be thankful for for such a thing!
Ren Chuqing raised her hand and patted Qin Jingzhi's back gently, as if to comfort her. Then she looked over Qin Jingzhi's shoulder and looked at Han Chuyuan not far away, "Xiaoyuan, you are free. No one will force you to donate hematopoietic stem cells to me. There will be no such operation!"
Han Chuyuan stood there blankly, suddenly feeling confused for a moment.
Obviously he is free now, but why can't he be happy at all? Instead, he feels at a loss.
He knew that she was different from him. He didn't care about life and death because he found the world boring. There was not much difference between living and dying to him.
But doesn’t she obviously still hope to live? Why did you give up so easily?!
"Why?" Han Chuyuan couldn't help but ask, "Aren't you afraid of death?"
"Afraid." She said, "But I'm more afraid of living with my sins on my back. I don't want to I survived because of the pain of others.”
Living like that is too painful!
(End of this chapter)