Chapter 117 Awakening
In the room, the air seemed to freeze, leaving only the faint sound of the two people breathing together and the roar of the rain outside the window.
Xi Yan said slowly: "Short-term charity is not charity, it is torture."
"So, senior sister, I will give you a chance, you think about it carefully."
“Choose him or me.”
His voice was low and powerful, and every word seemed to be squeezed out from between his teeth, carrying unquestionable pressure. This was not a simple question, but a multiple-choice question that pushed her into a desperate situation.
Ni Hua's heart beat violently. She tried to speak, but found that her throat was dry and it was difficult to form a sentence with each word.
He knew even more clearly than she did that her love poison had broken out.
Her eyes wandered between him and the closed door. To be honest, she didn’t want to choose anyone. This is not a multiple-choice question, this is a proposition. Help, she is the heroine. .
She tried to calm down and face this sudden test with reason. She took a deep breath and said, "The dispute between you and me should not be resolved in this way. We all have the right to choose. , but forcing love on others will only hurt each other in the end.”
Although Nihua's voice was soft, it revealed a firmness that could not be ignored.
Hearing this, a complex emotion flashed through Xi Yan's bottomless black eyes, which seemed to be anger and pain. He slowly approached Nihua, and every step he took seemed to be stepping on her heart, which made people shudder. "Sister, you are so chilling."
There is no choice, it is choice.
Just when the atmosphere was tense to the extreme, a rush of footsteps suddenly came from outside the door, interrupting the depression.
Ni Hua listened coldly to what the people outside were saying in strange and hoarse voices. Seeing Xi Yan's figure walking into the night, she wiped the blood from the corners of her lips and put it on her fingertips. Calmly drawn characters.
Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up.
She doesn’t want to stay in this place for a moment.
As soon as she lowered her head, she found that the person who was supposed to be sleeping slowly opened her eyes, and saw her cold fingertips wrapped in a pair of warm hands. She looked at the ground in surprise. Director Yun got up in embarrassment. "Senior brother."
Across the door, Xi Yan looked at the two people disappearing quietly, curling up the corner of his mouth and smiling mockingly.
Anyone with a discerning eye can tell that this woman is Xi Yan’s sweetheart. Little Luoluo on the side spoke cautiously, “Young master, why should we let them go?”
put?
That was not such a good thing, when Xi Yan learned from the system that Director Yun was her mission.
The book says that as a villain, no matter what efforts he makes, he will eventually die miserably. The system says, never go against the Son of Heaven.
However, he has obviously replaced Director Yun in many plots. So, from another perspective, can he replace the Son of Heaven?
He didn't give her the chance to fulfill other people's needs.
"Is the matter done?"
He brought these people from the demon world to help the female devil Situ Qianxun achieve his goals. By the way, they also took the karma from the demon world and destroyed the demon king. But the people under him spontaneously led a group of people to search for treasures in the Demon Lord's house.
Little Luoluo is confused. Are they in the demon world going to follow the young master and become vegetarians? Business is not done. They have all taken the right path. So what are they going to do? ?
In the glorious underground palace, blood and rain flowed down the steps. They surrounded the three-headed dragon that was gasping for breath in the middle. It had several big holes in it, and it couldn't maintain its human form and turned into a three-headed monster. Red blood was flowing out.
After Xi Yan came back, the demon spirit also came back. After he trapped the three dragons, he personally put the three dragons into the soul-calling flag borrowed from the female devil.
There will eventually be a battle between good and evil. Xi Yan looked at the already dark sky outside and laughed strangely. This time, he stood on the side of the right path. There is no reason why he would be killed by the way of heaven.
......
After Ni Hua and Director Yun escaped, they suddenly fell from the sword halfway. Ni Hua's blood surged up, and the meridians all over his body seemed to be like It was like a layer of ice, and she spat out a mouthful of blood.
It happened that when he landed, he happened to meet a few demons. The rain splashed the mud on the ground. Nihua closed his eyes and picked up the Qingfeng Sword without hesitation. The sword hit the opponent's heart.
She opened her eyes and dropped her hands.
After raising the knife and dropping it, Nihua looked at the blood dripping on the sword, her sarcastic eyes flashing with cold light. She looked at the moonlight quietly, took a step back, closed her eyes, and felt great sadness. .
She had been getting along with her junior brother for several years, and she had almost forgotten that before she died, the cold sword in her hand penetrated Xi Yan's body and pierced into his bones.
Si Chang Yun slowly approached Ni Hua step by step. Ni Hua raised her head and looked at Si Chang Yun who was about to help her. Confusion flashed in her eyes.
"Shi Jian, he's back, he's back to find me."
Ni Hua's uneasy tone didn't match her words, and her voice was so low that no one around her could hear her clearly. When he looked over with questioning eyes, she lowered her head in defeat. This was not the place to talk.
The two of them supported each other and left the dangerous place and came to a relatively safe place.
Ni Hua looked at her hair that had condensed with ice. She looked at Director Yun’s blood-red Ganoderma lucidum and said, "Brother, heal your wounds first and don’t worry about me."
Took the statue Nihua started taking the blood-red Ganoderma lucidum according to the rumored procedure.
However, after Nihua took the so-called antidote, she discovered that there is no cure for the poison of love.
She looked at Director Yun who was in a state of embarrassment but still as gentle as jade. Her eyes were full of confusion. She didn’t know whether she should go to her senior brother to detoxify him, and she was filled with anxiety.
"Senior brother, I...I seem to be poisoned." Ni Hua muttered, his voice as thin as a gnat, but it fell clearly into the senior brother's ears.
Director Yun was meditating on the spot to heal his injuries. After hearing this, he opened his eyes. He stared at Nihua deeply, a complicated light flashed in his eyes, and then he sighed softly: "Love is not poisonous. It can be solved with medicine and medicine, but it requires self-medication. Are you sure you want to take this step?"
So there is only one way to get rid of it completely.
On the willow tree above the moon, Director Yun held the remaining antidote in his hand. He paused suddenly, with hesitation in his eyes: "Perhaps, we should think about it again."
Senior Brother's The hesitation made Nihua see another side of him. The senior brother had his own confusion and struggles, and he was kidnapping him with morality. Nihua closed her eyes and told herself again that Director Yun was a living person.
Has she really thought about it?
She can't be this villain.
But the moment Director Yun proposed to become a Taoist couple with her, Ni Hua froze.
This proposal shocked Nihua. At this moment, Nihua realized that she regretted it.
She looked at the beating heartbeat on Director Yun's head and spoke slowly, "System, besides the strategy, is there any other way?"
"Host, you will eventually get together, you have to Remember, you are the heroine."
She blinked, her inner confusion and desire to go home prevented her from refusing immediately. She called him again: "Senior brother."
Director Yun raised his eyelids and looked at her calmly, as if his proposal was just as normal as eating and drinking.
Ni Hua pointed to the scripture he was holding tightly in his hand: "Brother, you held it upside down. The writing is on my side."
Director Yun held his head: "..."
Ni Hua looked at him and saw the unknown emotions in her eyes, which suddenly exploded in her heart like thunder. Xi Yan is not the Xi Yan in front of her, then senior brother Is she really the senior brother in front of her? She clearly remembers that they should not have such a deep entanglement in this life, and where did Director Yun have such deep affection for her.
Ni Hua froze in place, time seemed to stand still, and everything around him became unreal.
Finally, Nihua looked at the deep moonlight outside, and she suddenly remembered that in her previous life, they had reached this point, but they were not together after all. Because that day, the sect was wiped out.
Remembering that the system was nagging her over and over again that she was the heroine, that she wanted to follow the plot, and that she wanted to go home... She held half of the window open and looked at the vast world outside. She suddenly felt tired. .
It was obviously a task that was close at hand, it was obviously a person that was close at hand, and it was obvious that it was a chance to survive that was close at hand, but everything in front of Nihua suddenly became very far away.
She doesn’t want to be a puppet anymore.
This was not something she wanted to do temporarily. Perhaps, she should have done this a long time ago.
In the end, she followed her innermost will and refused to use Director Yun to detoxify.
She knew what Director Yun was like. Once they got involved in such a deep entanglement, with his sense of responsibility, he would never let her go after she completed the task.
"Host, why are you doing this?" The system sighed beside Nihua and hummed to advise her. "You still have a chance to regret it now."
The system never expected that the poison of love, which is like a seasoning in the drama, not only failed to promote the development of the plot, but became the final straw of the plot. Straw.
"There is no cure for the poison of love." The system said and paused. "Ordinary people can't get through it."
The system thought of the rebirth that it had spent all its points to get. It had no emotions and felt helpless. It persuaded the host earnestly.
“Look at the heart rate on the male protagonist’s head, which is over 90. You are about to complete your mission and go home. The world is full of paper people, so why are you embarrassing yourself?”
When Nihua heard this, she smiled bitterly.
The system said that the world is like a carefully arranged script, and everyone is a fake paper person, playing a predetermined role.
However, on this established stage, she clearly saw that souls were not willing to be bound. She saw different changes in this life. She was not only subject to the arrangements of heaven, but also this A bystander to the story, but a participant, she is already in the game.
The night fell, and the stars were like lights on a chessboard. After Nihua rejected Director Yun, she stayed alone in the long night.
That night in the inn, Director Yun did not finish telling this story, and the system did not tell Nihua the ending of the final story.
Back then, why did the female devil tell that person that she was the only one who could cure the love poison, because the antidote to the love poison was in the female devil's body. The unlucky righteous man did not give in in the end, but he drained his spiritual veins and became a useless person.
When Director Yun left, he told her about the second half of this love affair. He looked at the bamboo forest covered softly by the moonlight, and at the junior sister who looked in pain and couldn't get rid of it, and there were many ripples in his heart. He admitted that he had selfish motives.
Ni Hua curled up and hugged herself in a ball, using the spirit jade to warm her spiritual veins in vain. The pain lasted until midnight. When she opened her eyes, her face was expressionless. Take the remaining half of the antidote.
When Nihua recovered a little bit of energy, she felt the breath of someone standing outside. She lowered her head silently and shed tears slowly.
She had already died once. She slowly and carefully wiped the corners of her blood-spattered lips with the white silk stained with blood.
"Why did Heaven arrange it this way?" she asked herself softly. In her view, people are not just people on fixed cards, but living beings with infinite possibilities. Senior brother should not exist just as senior brother, he should have his own story, a story that is not restricted by any preset roles.
Recalling the time when she left, at the most critical moment, she chose to let go. His warm hands also slowly relaxed, as if to say to her: "Your path should not be decided by me."
At that moment, she understood the relief in his eyes, He also understood the struggle deep inside her.
"Senior brother, you should have a better person, someone who can work side by side with you and write your story together." She silently made a wish in her heart.
Senior brother will have a bright future, and he will meet a woman from afar with a gentle personality. The woman's eyes have a tenacity and tenderness similar to those of her senior brother. They walk in the sea of flowers and talk about spiritual practice and life. With the woman's encouragement, he will get out of his emotional predicament and devote himself to a wider world to find his own spiritual practice. way.
Instead of being with her, an ungrateful person who stole his luck and made him a useless person.
Even if the senior brother is the sacrifice chosen by Heaven, there are obviously many things that can break the situation, so why does she have to choose this worst path?
Once, she thought she was the protagonist, so she thought she would not die, but when she was really close to death and felt her life passing by bit by bit, she panicked, In fear.
But in the end she did not regret choosing this path.
Perhaps when a person is about to die, his words are also good. After Nihua thought of her senior fellow apprentices, she then thought of her fellow apprentices, her master, and her junior brother, the biggest villain in the legend.
Xi Yan was supposed to die miserably on the edge of her story with her senior brother. She remembered how Xi Yan had been abandoned and abused, and had never been treated well for a day in her life. If it were her, she might not be as good as him. She sighed. "He should not be trapped in such a role. Everyone should have the right to choose their own good death."