Chapter 131 The engagement is cancelled
As he said before, it is enough to let him stay here to avoid the cold for a while.
She seems to have had the experience of saying goodbye too many times, and now, saying goodbye is no longer so difficult to say.
In other words, every time she met him, she was mentally prepared for separation.
When Sang Nanxi read the book "The Distant Sunflower Field" to Sang Mingde today, he read this sentence, "Are people worn away by time? No, people are worn down by all kinds of things. The parting is worn ”
She and Zhou Yubai were like gears that were tightly locked together. When they were separated for the first time, the metal made a painful wailing sound amidst the collision.
But as the number of separations increases, the gears of both parties begin to wear out, and separation becomes easier and harder. On the contrary, they work together again.
If you continue to force it, the whole machine will eventually fall apart.
She didn't want them to go that far.
Sang Nanxi put his hand on the door handle and pulled it. The door was still locked.
She glanced at the road outside the window. The road was open again. At the entrance, a commercial vehicle was driving in with its turn signal on. Her mobile phone screen lit up again.
The tears have been blown away, and her cheeks are a little dry. Sang Nanxi slides across the screen, puts the phone to his ear, his voice is no longer choked, and he lies to the person on the other end of the phone:: "Hey, uncle, I'm going to the toilet and I'll be out soon. Please wait."
After hanging up the phone, Sang Nanxi turned to look at him and said, "Zhou Yubai, I really want to go back. You... open the car door."
After saying this, the car reopened. She returned to silence, and time passed by. If she didn't go out, her poor acting skills might not be able to justify her lie.
Sang Nanxi glanced at the button on the side of his hand, bit his lip, and his heart skipped a beat. He stood up on the armrest and reached over him to press the master control switch.
"Ta——"
The door lock opened, but her wrist suddenly tightened, and his nose sprayed on the side of her ear. For a moment, she was unable to move forward or retreat.
"Zhou Yubai, I want to get off the car!" As soon as she finished speaking, she was gently carried onto his lap.
His forehead was pressed against her temples, and the smell of smoke lingered on the tip of his nose for a long time. He smiled deeply: "A lamb comes to the door by itself?"
Sending a sheep into the tiger's mouth. , is now the best figurative realistic painting.
Sang Nanxi looked at him nervously, with a little anger: "Zhou Yubai, we have made it clear, you can't..."
"What if you can't?" he asked.
You can't come to her again and again, mess up her mind, and you can't always make her forget him.
Of course, these words were not spoken. Sang Nanxi tilted his head and only looked at the treetops swaying in the wind outside, unwilling to mess with him any longer.
The chill she felt before getting in the car had long since dissipated. After all the tossing, and because she was anxious to leave, a thin layer of sweat formed on the tip of her nose.
The cashmere scarf stuck tightly under her nose, and as her breathing became heavier, tiny fluff always brushed the tip of her nose back and forth.
Sang Nanxi couldn't help but rub it, and the red nose from tears added a touch of color, like a little snowman in that winter.
Zhou Yubai wanted her to breathe easier, and just when he was about to stretch out his hand to loosen the scarf for her, Sang Nanxi stared at him like a frightened bird.
Zhou Yubai flicked her forehead helplessly: "What are you thinking about?"
Sang Nanxi didn't have the leisure to flirt with him, and struggled to pull the car door, mouthing But he said it nicely: "Slow down on the road. I have to go home for dinner, so I won't do it today..."
Zhou Yubai suddenly turned her face, looked at each other, and said clearly in her ear: "Xixi, the engagement is cancelled."
These words fell in her ears, and she even It was calmer than I expected. She nodded lightly and said, "Yeah."
That means, she got it.
Perhaps this answer was too short, so short that even the air began to become stagnant. Sang Nanxi pretended to be relaxed and said: "That's good, and then... choose what you like. , after all, it will last a lifetime.”
What she said could even be said to be sincere.
Zhou Yubai's fingers brushed her earlobe intentionally or unintentionally, and asked with a half-smile: "Who do you want me to like, and who do you want me to spend the rest of my life with?"
Sang Nanxi's gaze made her heart palpitate. Within a few seconds of organizing her words, she even felt that she was really like an empathetic emotional mentor at this moment. She smiled broadly and said, Then he said something cliché: "It's not up to you."
This sterile conversation should have ended here, but Zhou Yubai preferred to ask her questions again after some careful consideration. : "Xixi, can I chase you this time?"
As if he was afraid that she wouldn't understand, he spoke very concisely and clearly.
In the small space inside the car, Zhou Yubai undoubtedly had the upper hand, but he carefully considered his words.
Who can truly occupy the high ground when it comes to feelings?
In fact, I have a hunch somewhere. When a sentence requires repeated consideration before being asked, the answer is already clear.
He hooked her finger uneasily and muttered in a low voice, "Xixi, from now on, no one will interfere in my marriage."
That was more like him A promise made to her, when she had already tried hard to remove herself from this relationship.
During this night, she had many moments of blurred consciousness, always holding on to the idea of luck, just making mistakes, and it was fine in a daze.
Keren will always wake up like an enlightenment at a certain moment. She thought, there is probably no moment where she is more awake than at this moment.
It's like a thousand sails have passed, and after many storms, we finally reached our destination. Are you happy? The answer is yes.
But that kind of joy could not overcome the scarred fatigue all over the body, not to mention that the isolated island was an unknown desolation.
She could never face his family again, and her relatives were frightened just to see him.
She is no longer the little girl who was so lonely and brave, and her whole heart and eyes were just for him.
Emotion seems simple, but in fact, opportunity, courage, timing... too many things are indispensable.
It will be fine if they are all well.
Sang Nanxi shook his head, his hand still on the back of his neck, with an ambiguous warmth, but his voice was as indifferent as a thousand feet of ice: "Forget it, okay?"
< br>Zhou Yubai listened to her questioning tone and laughed sadly: "Xixi, are you asking me, or have you already made a conclusion?"
She was silent for a moment, without giving any room for change in the conversation, and said, "Forget it, Ah Bai."
Zhou Yubai watched her silently open the car door. This time, he did not stop her. she.
She spoke so decisively that he seemed to have no reason to stop her.
On this trip, he brought everything he could and wanted to give to her. She didn't want those things, and she no longer wanted them.
The cold wind squeezed into the car through the crack of the door in an extremely strong manner, blowing away the tenderness of that moment.
She ran quickly in the opposite direction to him, and there was already someone leaning on the car door waiting for her.
The car lights behind her lengthened her running figure for a moment, turned the corner, and merged into the driveway.
(End of this chapter)