Chapter 189 Find a way to get back!
This feeling is not unfamiliar.
She also felt the same when she completely left the orphanage and started her own life.
But the difference is that this time, it is more beautiful than the teenager. The feeling is deeper.
Guan Yumin has always been a cautious person who is prepared for danger in times of peace,
But this time, she took out all the savings she had accumulated over the years and began to head to all the places where she had a flash of inspiration regardless of the consequences.
But even so, she still couldn't find what she was looking for.
The big hole in her heart was still empty and she panicked.
Even after she looked This is still the case after countless psychiatrists and visits to countless temples and Taoist temples.
She was hesitant and confused, and even began to doubt whether her original idea was wrong,
The idea of calling it quits and finding a stable job to spend the rest of my life came up.
As time went by, this idea gradually took over her mind, and she began to rewrite her resume to look for a job.
But jobs were not that easy to find, especially during her long vacancy. Without proof of resignation, the only ones she could find were part-time jobs, such as milk tea shops, small restaurants, etc.
She looked at the few remaining bank card deposits and thought about doing this?
But I really went there, and I felt unwilling to do so.
It’s not only the unwillingness to work hard for half a life but to do this in the end, but more importantly the unwillingness to feel something wrong accidentally in the middle of the night.
After much deliberation, I was still confused.
So she planned to give herself a little more time,
When all the money was spent, it was time to accept her fate, right?
She thought so, with a bitter smile on her lips.
Driven by such thoughts, she slowly relaxed her mind,
until she stepped into the museum and saw a portrait.
This portrait may have been painted by a middle-aged and elderly person, with full skin. It was the wrinkles. Under the unique brushwork of the Qing Dynasty painter, the face could not be seen clearly.
But in her eyes, what appeared was the growth from a cute dumpling to a handsome boy and then to a majestic and dignified figure. Junzi Fang’s man.
Aixinjueluo Yinreng, the deposed crown prince of Emperor Kangxi of the Qing Dynasty, was born on the third day of May in the thirteenth year of Kangxi. He died on December 14th of the second year of Yongzheng at the age of fifty-one.
She pointed her finger in the void, as if gently caressing these words, and there was a sense of astringency in her eyes.
“Look, there is a portrait of the abandoned prince here. I really don’t know what to do with the portrait of a moody, masculine, mediocre abandoned prince.”
“What, long? It’s so ugly.”
The voices of passers-by came one after another, and she stared at the portrait with blurred eyes,
No, he is not ugly at all. On the contrary, he is the most outstanding-looking among all the emperor's elder brothers in Kangxi.
He is not stupid either. With him here, I don't know how much pressure Kangxi shared... …
They have never seen him. They only have a portrait and those movies and TV shows, so why do they say this about him?
Unreasonable anger arose in her heart, but when she opened her mouth, she was choked with sobs.
She remembered,
Time travel, goddess, crown princess, seizure of the legitimate son, arrow wound... everything happened before was recalled,
Yu Min covered her heart, feeling that the part of herself that had been hollowed out had been filled back.
“Hey, look at that person, why is he crying?”
“Miss, what’s wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?”
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After the first shout, countless people gathered around her, looking at her with all sorts of sizing and probing eyes.
The tears that fell seemed to be the laughing stock of these people watching her,
“Thank you, I’m fine.”
Holding her tears, she turned around and walked out of the museum,
What she is looking for this time is a way to go back.