Chapter 181 You can’t?
Jiang Yufeng panicked when he heard this.
He hugged Li Mian and explained hurriedly: "Mianmian, I didn't mean not to tell you, I was just afraid that you would be sad."
"Last time you saw it on my hand I can’t stop crying because of the injuries on my back. I’m afraid you’ll be even sadder when you see the pain on your back.”
“But this is not a disaster for me.”
"Their existence always reminds me that I saved you from the fire."
"I protected you once."
"This is the meaning of my life."< br>
Jiang Yufeng lowered his body, holding Li Mian's face in his hands, and looked at her with affection in his eyes.
The voice was gentle: "Mianmian, I don't want to shed tears, no matter what the reason is, I just want you to be happy and carefree."
"Don't be angry, okay? Apart from this, I have nothing else to hide from you."
Li Mian is not angry.
It hurts.
She usually gets burned accidentally.
But even to such a small extent, she felt pain.
It is even more unimaginable how Jiang Yufeng managed to survive at that time.
The tears were uncontrollable. Li Mian threw herself into his arms, thinking about the scene where Jiang Yufeng, who was only thirteen years old, risked death inside and rushed into the fire against the flow of people to save himself. .
Those images that were originally very fuzzy in my memory are extremely clear at this moment.
In the fire scene filled with thick smoke, she cowered in the corner in fear, choking and coughing all the time.
When she was at her most desperate, Jiang Yufeng opened the cabinet that was holding her down, blocked the fang-like flames with his whole back, and protected her in his arms.
But she forgot!
Forget that some people risk their lives to protect themselves.
Forgot that he suffered the pain of burns alone in the hospital!
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have forgotten you."
Li Mian blamed herself and felt guilty.
"This is not your fault, Mianmian, don't take all this on yourself." Jiang Yufeng kissed her cheek and wiped away her tears.
Comforted: "Look, I was worried that you would be like this, so I didn't dare to tell you directly. Can you stop crying?"
Li Mian sniffed and tried his best. He held back the sadness in his heart, and then said in a hoarse voice: "Turn around."
Jiang Yufeng froze, and the expression on his face became a little unnatural.
"Mianmian, not good-looking, very ugly."
Jiang Yufeng didn't care, but if it were Li Mian, it would be different.
“Don’t make me say it a second time!” Li Mian stared at Jiang Yufeng with a straight face.
The two were in a stalemate for several seconds, and finally Jiang Yufeng was defeated.
He let out a long sigh, and then turned around obediently.
I thought to myself that fortunately he did not turn on the big lights in the room, but only turned on two night lights. This kind of light might make Li Mian feel better.
As a result, as soon as his thoughts fell, Li Mian turned to the door, clicked, and turned on the brightest light in the room.
Jiang Yufeng closed his eyes and felt his whole body tense.
Li Mian turned around and saw Jiang Yufeng's back covered with hideous scars, with scars occupying two-thirds of the area.
Even after many treatments, it is still shocking.
Burned skin has no pores, which also means that human skin cannot dissipate heat and perspire normally.
No wonder every time she went to see Jiang Yufeng, the air conditioner in his office was turned on low.
But in order to take care of her, Jiang Yufeng would adjust the temperature back to normal every time.
Thinking of this, Li Mian felt even sadder.
She stepped forward and touched it lightly with trembling fingertips.
With her touch, Jiang Yufeng's body tensed up.
Li Mian hugged him from behind, resting her forehead on his back, and her tears burst out again. Jiang Yufeng felt the heat coming from his back, and could only raise his hand to hold her hand around his waist, comforting her silently.
Suddenly, there was a touch of softness on my back.
"Mianmian..."
Jiang Yufeng's voice was trembling, and he turned to look at her in a panic.
Li Mian didn't give him a chance to speak anymore, and stretched out his hand to push him down on the bed.
Then he sat directly on his lap and looked down from above.
“Jiang Yufeng.”
She looked directly at him with a serious tone.
Jiang Yufeng looked at her blankly, holding her waist with both hands, worried that she would slip down.
"Mianmian, are you... still angry?" Jiang Yufeng looked at her serious face, feeling a little nervous in his heart.
But the next second, Li Mian lowered her body and kissed him.
"Jiang Yufeng...I want you." Li Mian bit his lip and whispered.
“!” Jiang Yufeng’s eyes suddenly opened and he stared blankly at the person sitting on him.
“Didn’t you hear it clearly?” Li Mian lowered her eyes, grabbed his hand and placed it on the hem of her already wrinkled skirt, and then said, “Or do you want it?”
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"Mianmian, do you know what you are talking about?" Jiang Yufeng's eyes thickened, and the hand on her leg tightened slightly.
Although the two have been in love for several years, Jiang Yufeng has always respected Li Mian. Even when he was most confused, he never thought of going further.
"I'm 20 years old, I'm no longer a child." Li Mian's fingertips lightly slid across his chest and continued: "You stopped last time, do you want to refuse this time too?"< br>
“Or...”
“You can’t do it?”
After Li Mian finished speaking, the smile on his face suddenly became bright.
"..." Jiang Yufeng closed his eyes.
He could bear it because he was worried that Li Mian was not ready, and secondly because he felt that she was really young before.
But it is absolutely impossible that I am not good enough!
Li Mian was still thinking about how to stimulate Jiang Yufeng to go further.
As a result, there was a spin, the two of them switched positions, and Jiang Yufeng pinned her down.
Then she heard Jiang Yufeng's gritted voice ringing in her ears: "Whether I can do it or not, Mianmian will know for herself if she comes to experience it."
After the words fell, Jiang Yufeng The kiss fell like a violent storm.
While breathing, all the clothes on his body were stripped off.
The atmosphere in the room was charming. Li Mian could still talk back at first, but gradually, his voice broke.
The lights on the ceiling suddenly dimmed, making Li Mian unable to focus.
The food delivery staff rang the doorbell hundreds of times but no one answered, and then they could only leave in despair.
By the time Li Mian regained consciousness, the time had passed.
The bright sunshine outside the window shone in, enveloping the two people on the bed, making them look particularly peaceful and warm.
Li Mian opened his eyes and looked at the person lying next to him. He was sleeping peacefully. Compared to when he was awake, he was particularly docile at this moment.
However, when he looked at the scratches on his body, Li Mian's face turned red.
She touched it lightly with her fingertips, and the next second her hand was caught.
Jiang Yufeng opened his eyes, his deep eyes still filled with a trace of the anxiety of just waking up. He grabbed Li Mian's hand and put it to his lips and kissed it.
With a tone of joy that could not be ignored, he asked softly: "Are you okay?"
Li Mian blinked, and after a moment, he realized what Jiang Yufeng meant, and rubbed his face It turned red.
She withdrew her hand and muttered: "How dare you ask!"