Chapter 29 Su Qian’s Story [End of Postscript]
Su Qian was suddenly stunned and looked at her daughter in confusion.
Zhao Ying forced a smile on her face, trying to reassure Su Qian. She pretended to be relaxed and said: "Actually, I have never celebrated a birthday before..."
"Before I saw Zhao Tang celebrating his birthday and other children. It was my child's birthday and when I was eating birthday cake, I asked Zhao Yuan why I didn't celebrate my birthday. "Since I found out that Zhao Yuanming knew about her mother's death, it was Lin Yin who committed the murder, but Zhao Yuan pretended not to know. At that time, Zhao Ying never called him dad again.
“He said that when I was born, he went to tell my fortune.”
"The fortune teller said that I can't celebrate my birthday, otherwise I will kill my mother."
At that time, little Zhao Ying didn't know the existence of Su Qian and thought Lin Yin was her mother.
Although Lin Yin always isolates and ignores her, little Zhao Ying still hopes that her mother will be well.
She even found an excuse for Lin Yin's bad treatment of her, that is, her birth was not good and she would defeat her mother.
"...So, at that time, I thought, if I can't beat my mother, then I will have nothing but birthdays in my life." After saying this, Zhao Ying pretended to smile lightly. .
Su Qian's heart suddenly hurt. She put the cake down, stepped forward and held Xiaoying's hand, saying: "That's not the case, Xiaoying, don't listen to Zhao Yuan's nonsense. What he said must be false. "
"But..." Zhao Ying looked at her mother in front of her, her eyes suddenly turned red, and her voice became choked, "But I feel Yes, he is right."
"How could my birthday be your death anniversary?"
"How could you have died as soon as I was born?"
"Mom, if possible, I would rather trade mine not to be born in exchange for you living a long time."
"No, you can't say that." Su Qian hugged her crying daughter, feeling so heartbroken that it was hard to breathe, "Xiaoying, my mother has never regretted giving birth to you."
She held Zhao Ying in both hands face, staring at her tenderly, "Sakura, you don't know how much my mother was looking forward to your arrival."
"You know that there is an extra person in the body The feeling of heartbeat?"
"Do you know how surprising and exciting it is to feel you growing up in your belly?"
"Mom, I never regret it. Even if you bring this world, even if there is such an accident, my mother will only regret that she was not able to be by your side and grow up with you.”
Zhao Ying's tears fell silently, and she asked cautiously: "So, didn't I defeat my mother? Was I born in anticipation?"
Su Qian nodded, with a gentle smile on her face, "Of course . You are my precious daughter.”
“Mom, wuwu...” Zhao Ying couldn’t help it anymore, hugged her mother tightly, and cried loudly, as if she wanted to forget these years. It's like crying out of grievances.
Su Qian just patted her daughter's back gently. After a long time, Zhao Ying calmed down a little and said, "Then let's go to the birthday party and eat cake, okay?"
Zhao Ying wiped the tears from her face and finally nodded.
"Hey, should I light candles and make a wish for my birthday?" Sasha asked.
"Yes." Su Qian took out the candle and lit it.
"Xiaoying, hurry up and make a wish."
Zhao Ying's red eyes have not yet faded away. At the urging of her mother, she clasped her hands together awkwardly but expectantly. I closed my eyes...
[God, actually, if you can really make a wish, in fact, at first, I wanted my mother to stay and spend more time with me, but...]
[I know, this is actually not very good for my mother. 】
【So, the wish I want to make is: I hope that my mother can live a happy and smooth life in the next life. In this life, my mother has suffered too much and her life is too short. She should have a long life. Deserve to have a wonderful life. 】
【Of course, if possible, I hope that I will still be my mother's child in my next life. 】
【If that’s not possible, then just let me watch my mother’s happiness from a distance and be happy. 】
After saying that, Zhao Ying opened her eyes with a smile on her lips, "Mom, I've made my promise."
"Then let's start cutting the cake."
......
Of course Xu Qingling also got a piece. While eating the cake, Xu Qingling's thoughts couldn't help but wander a little.
Xu Qingling didn’t know the specific date of her birth. Later, her grandfather took the day he picked her up as her birthday.
Although grandpa is from the older generation, he has followed the fashion. Every year, on Xu Qingling’s birthday, he will make Xu Qingling a bowl of longevity noodles and come back with a small cake.
This has been the case every year for more than twenty years.
But this year...
For her birthday this year, her grandfather is gone, and she can no longer eat the longevity noodles made by her grandfather and the small cakes she bought.
Suddenly, some of the delicious cakes on my hands were no longer so fragrant.
Xu Qingling looked at the cake in his hand and felt very strange. This small cake was obviously delicious just now, but why did the taste suddenly change now?
After eating the cake, Xu Qingling and Shasha left, leaving the remaining time with Su Qian and her daughter.
Su Qian accompanied Xiao Ying to the movies, to the amusement park... and did a lot of things.
It’s just...
At 12 o’clock in the evening, it was time for Su Qian to ask for leave.
Zhao Ying could only watch her mother's figure disappear in front of her with tears.
The last words Su Qian left before disappearing echoed in her ears, "Xiaoying, even if your mother is not with you, you must take good care of yourself, be happy, and grow tenaciously. Don't forget, your mother will always love you. "
"Mom, mom..."
Zhao Ying squatted on the ground, looking at the room where she was the only one left, and cried loudly.
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After the five days of leave, Su Qian returned to the Leave Department, but she was completely silent, her eyes full of reluctance to leave Zhao Ying.
Xu Qingling frowned slightly. Logically speaking, after her leave, Su Qian should be reincarnated, but she felt that the time for Su Qian's reincarnation had not yet come, which meant that her obsession had not been completely eliminated.
Su Qian bowed to Xu Qingling and said, "Mr. Secretary, I have one more thing to ask of you."
Xu Qingling: "Say."
......
Since Su Qian disappeared, although Zhao Ying is alone, she still listens to her mother and lives a good life.
She studied alone and went to college alone. She was strong, progressive, and did well.
Especially in painting, he also showed great talent and was accepted as a disciple by an international art master, making a name for himself in the domestic and international art circles.
Lu Ming also began to pay attention to Zhao Ying during the competition at Bell Experimental School.
After attending the same university, he discovered that he liked Zhao Ying and began to pursue her. Four years later, Zhao Ying finally agreed to his pursuit. After that, another four years passed, and now the two of them have graduated long ago. Lu Ming has opened a company, which is getting bigger and bigger. Zhao Ying is also a rising star in the international art world.
However, in the past two years, Lu Ming proposed to Zhao Ying three times, but Zhao Ying did not agree or even give a reason. After learning about Zhao Ying's parents, Lu Ming vaguely understood something.
Lu Ming also knew that Zhao Ying’s happiest day every year was also her birthday, and there would always be someone who would send her a gift on her birthday.
Lu Ming asked her who sent it to her?
Zhao Ying said, I don’t know, maybe it’s her mother.
At that time, Lu Ming was still confused, wasn't Sakura's mother gone when she gave birth to her? How can I still send her a gift?
And today is Sakura's birthday again.
Although the two are not married yet, they are already living together. Lu Ming can feel that Sakura has been excited and looking forward to it since the past few days.
No, when she got up early in the morning, she rushed to the door of her house and opened the door without even changing into her pajamas.
Sure enough, I saw the box placed at the door.
This was the case for the past few years.
Zhao Ying picked up the box excitedly, as if holding a treasure. Soon, she sat on the sofa and opened the box carefully.
But when she opened the box and saw what was in the box, she was suddenly stunned.
Zhao Ying slowly picked up the things while trembling.
Lu Ming saw that it was a pure white wedding dress, very beautiful.
When Zhao Ying's tears touched the wedding dress, she could no longer hold back and surged down.
When Lu Ming saw her crying, he immediately panicked and hurriedly went over to hug her and comfort her.
Zhao Ying grabbed Lu Ming's hand, "A Ming, didn't you say you want to get married? Then let's get married."
Lu Ming was suddenly stunned, and then burst into ecstasy, "Really?"
"Really."
In fact, when she received the gift in the first year, Zhao Ying knew that it was her mother's birthday gift. .
Although she can't be with her, her mother is always there.
And now...
She received the wedding dress sent to her by her mother.
The matter of her biological parents still had an impact on Zhao Ying, making her afraid of getting married. Even though she liked and loved Lu Ming very much, she did not agree to several of his proposals.
And now, my mother gave her a wedding dress as a birthday gift this year.
Is her mother encouraging her and blessing her?
Zhao Ying didn’t want to live up to her mother’s expectations, so she finally decided to take that difficult step bravely at this moment.
......
Two months later, Zhao Ying and Lu Ming held a wedding and got married.
Zhao Ying always felt that when she got married, there was a moment when she seemed to see her mother, but she didn’t see her mother again...
Half a year later, Zhao Ying became pregnant.
The moment she was actually pregnant, Zhao Ying understood how her mother felt when she was pregnant with her. It was difficult but still looking forward to it.
After ten months of pregnancy, the day of Zhao Ying’s delivery soon came.
Does it hurt to give birth?
When the cervix is opened for ten fingers, it will naturally be very painful.
Zhao Ying, who was giving birth with sweat on her forehead, thought that her mother must have been in so much pain when she gave birth to her.
But it was so painful and it ruined other people's plans, so my mother still gave birth to her with strength.
She also wants to learn from her mother.
But it really hurts.
Zhao Ying kept trying to inhale and exhale to give birth, but the baby was still not born yet.
Tired, so tired, Zhao Ying felt that she was almost out of strength and about to faint.
There seems to be some darkness in front of my eyes.
At this moment, Zhao Ying seemed to feel her hand being held, and then a familiar and gentle voice sounded.
"Sakura, it's mom."
"You have to work hard, and mom will cheer for you too."
It's mom!
Zhao Ying opened her thick eyelids desperately, and in a daze, she seemed to see her mother, Su Qian.
Tears fell from her eyes instantly. At that moment, there were too many things to say.
"Come on, Xiaoying, let's work together to give birth to the child, okay."
"Yes." Zhao Ying nodded with tears in her eyes.
Finally, with her mother's encouragement and Zhao Ying gritting her teeth again, the next second, Zhao Ying felt as if something slipped out from underneath.
Then the child cried.
“It’s born, it’s born, it’s a boy.”
She gave birth?
Zhao Ying smiled and looked at her mother, like a child who wanted to be praised by her mother for her hard work.
Su Qian lowered her head, placed a kiss on Zhao Ying's forehead, and said softly: "My little Sakura is great."
Xiao Ying's tears burst down again, but there was a smile on her face...
And Su Qian's figure gradually disappeared.
Even when Zhao Ying woke up again after falling into a coma, she didn't know whether it was real or her hallucination to see her mother in the delivery room.
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On the Fengdu Leave Division side, it was not until Su Qian came back after watching over Sakura and giving birth to her child that Xu Qingling felt that Su Qian's obsession had dissipated and she finally reincarnated.
As for Zhao Ying, she naturally lived a happy and fulfilling life with Su Qian’s blessing...
The end of Su Qian’s story
(End of this chapter)