Chapter 209 The only pain and resentment
“Director Xu, can you tell me what happened to him?”
Xu Qingling did not hide anything and directly told the story of Qin Senru’s life in the world.
“So that’s it.” Luxuan suddenly realized, but she didn’t seem surprised.
After all, that is indeed something that a man who cares about the country and is a career fanatic can do.
Over the years, she had been waiting for Qin Senru to arrive in the underworld, but she never did. Unexpectedly, this was the reason.
For a moment, Luxuan didn't know how to express herself.
“Since my son has awakened him, why would Director Xu come to me?”
“Although Mr. Qin has been awakened, he still has an obsession. This obsession , maybe on you and your daughter.”
Is it my daughter and me? Luxuan murmured in her heart, her eyes were a little hollow, as if she was recalling the distant past. That person's obsession was actually her and her daughter. It was strange, it was really strange.
"Then what does Director Xu want me to do?"
"If you are willing, come with me to the human world? I saw that the leave application form you filled out is also about Mr. Qin, isn't it?"< br>
"Okay, then I will go with Director Xu. My daughter Zhilan doesn't need to."
Luxuan returned to her home in the underworld, said something to her daughter Qin Zhilan, and then came out, planning to talk to her. Xu Qingling went to the human world.
Xu Qingling saw Qin Zhilan, who was gentle and beautiful, with clean and clear eyes. She was a very good girl.
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"Xiao Heng, do you think your mother and sister will be willing to come to see me?" Qin Senru had asked this question for an unknown number of times since Xu Qingling left.
His face was full of anxiety and nervousness.
Everyone felt strange when they saw Mr. Qin like this. After all, Mr. Qin was a boss-level existence among them. He did everything calmly and strategically.
Now, I am about to see Mrs. Qin, and I am so nervous.
In order to relieve his father's nervousness, Qin Zhiheng took Ming Lao and others and asked them to discuss the project at hand with his father.
This method is indeed good. Mr. Qin immediately immersed himself in it and lost his nervousness. Even when his emotions got the better of him, his irritable temper was revealed.
When Luxuan followed Xu Qingling to the experimental base, she saw that familiar figure, training an old Ming Lao like a grandson.
The figure was very familiar, but Luxuan could also see that the soul was shadowy, as if it was about to dissipate.
This guy can always get himself into this.
For the sake of scientific research, he is willing to sacrifice his life, let alone his whole life.
"Azhen is already old, so you should save him some face by giving him a lecture. After so many years, you still can't change your temper."
The familiar voice made the man with his back Qin Senru, who was holding Luxuan, was startled, and all his words stopped abruptly.
After Mingzhen shouted "Master's wife" in surprise, Qin Senru's hands started to tremble.
Until a hand was placed on his shoulder.
"What, don't you want to see me? Then I'll leave?"
"Don't leave."
Qin Senru was so anxious that he immediately turned around and held tightly the hand that was about to be taken away. hand.
Looking at the familiar face of my wife in front of me, tears burst into my face.
The people around them had left at some point, leaving only the couple.
"I, I thought you wouldn't come to see me."
Luxuan sneered and tried to take her hand away, but was held too close and couldn't take it away. "You also think you're sorry for me, think I Won't come to see you? "
"I, I..." Qin Senru didn't know how to explain it for a while.
At this time, Qin Senru didn't look like a big shot in front of Mr. Ming and others. He seemed like a young boy who was at a loss.
"You, how are you and Lanzhi in the underworld? I heard that you have never been reincarnated?" Qin Senru wanted to ask why, and wanted to ask if she was waiting for him, but she couldn't ask.
Lu Xuan glanced at him, "You still remember Lanzhi, I thought you had forgotten her." Qin Senru smiled bitterly, "Lanzhi is our daughter..." So how could I forget.
Daughter Lanzhi has intellectual disability and will never be able to live like a normal person throughout her life, and she is still ahead of him.
That was the pain of Qin Senru’s life.
That’s why after the death of his wife and daughter, he devoted himself so crazily to work. Perhaps, he also used work to temporarily forget the pain.
"Excuse me for your trouble, Lanzhi and I are living a good life..."
Then, Lu Xuan told Qin Senru everything about her and her daughter's life in the underworld.
Qin Senru was very relieved to learn that her daughter had regained her consciousness after arriving in the underworld.
When I learned about my wife’s current achievements in the underworld, I was a little surprised, but I felt that it was not surprising.
“I know that you have always been capable.”
My wife has always been smart, otherwise she would not have been able to study abroad in a prestigious university or obtain a double PhD degree.
Wasn’t he attracted to such a wife in the first place?
That’s why I pursue it so hard.
Axuan also had her own pursuits and dreams, but she gave them up in order to support his career and take care of her two children.
Now, Xuan can realize her dreams and values in the underworld, and he is sincerely happy for her.
Mr. Qin raised his head and stopped talking.
"Qin Senru, do you want to ask me, have you ever regretted it in these years?"
Qin Senru's heart trembled and he smiled bitterly. His wife could always tell him off easily. thought.
Just like those years, the reason why he was able to achieve such achievements was largely due to his wife behind him.
Lu Xuan slowly turned around, stared at Qin Senru, and said firmly, "Then I will tell you."
"I don't regret it."
"Never."
Qin Senru's eyes widened with surprise.
“Once I, Lu Xuan, make a decision, I will never regret it. No matter what the outcome is, I can bear it.”
“Qin Senru, I know your abilities and I also know The importance of your country to you ”
"The country is very important to you, it is your belief in your heart."
"The same is true for me."
"I understand what your scientific research means, So even if I have to give up my career and dreams to marry you, I need to be the woman behind you."
"I have no regrets."
Qin Senru's eyes are filled with tears. Red, throat choked.
Lu Xuan's eyes were also filled with tears, and her voice was a little lower, "I just didn't expect that Lanzhi would be mentally retarded."
Qin Senru stepped forward and slowly hugged Lu Xuan, "I know that Lanzhi's illness is also the pain in my heart."
Children are the deepest concern in the hearts of parents.
When she was alive, Lu Xuan had always been worried about her husband and her son.
She knew that by confronting the two men, she was turning it over to the country.
Their future was of little concern to her.
But her Lanzhi, what would Lanzhi do if she left?
To be honest, Lu Xuan's only complaint against her husband is not that he can't always go home and devote himself to scientific research, but that Lanzhi is like that. More or less, it is because of him.