Chapter 392 Don’t take away my memory
Because Hua Xiali stayed in front of Huo Tiefeng's grave for a relatively long time, no one thought much about the few minutes Hua Xiali stayed in front of Huo Beixi's grave.
Everyone will only think that Hua Xiali is a good and filial daughter. It has been almost a year since her father passed away, but she went to her father's tombstone and stayed with him for such a long time.
If Hua Xiali could know what everyone was thinking, she would only sneer. If it were not for the blood relationship, she would not want to recognize Hua Tiefeng as her father. She has never raised them, never taken them, and has never spent much time with them. Qian and Love is given to Xiaosan and Xiaosan’s children.
At noon that day, the sun was very good, and the sun was very warm on their bodies. Xiaoliang and Xiaole fell asleep. Hua Xiali asked Hua Qiuli to help watch them, and then moved the sugar cane cut in advance to the back. The Huo Beixi family planted sugar cane in the open space in the yard. The sugar cane grown here is reserved for the family to eat. The sugar cane grown in the sugar cane field is for sale. There are so many relatives of the Jian family who have made reservations for sugar cane. , you will definitely make a lot of money this year.
After a while, Hua Xiali stopped and went to Huo Beixi's house. Two rooms were used as dormitories for Jia Yujie and Jia Yuqiang, so Hua Xiali did not go in, but left the other rooms After walking through several rooms that were locked by him, he finally came to the study.
Everything in the study room is still as it was before. She just cleaned it and nothing was moved. Even the arrangement of the books on it is the same as it was before Huo Beixi died. There is an open book on the desk. Which page Huo Beixi saw was the same page now, as if Huo Beixi was still sitting there reading.
Hua Xiali walked over and pulled out the chair and sat down. He looked down at the book that Huo Beixi had read before his death. Although the paper was yellowed and old, the writing on it had no impact at all.
As he watched, Hua Xiali felt particularly sleepy, his eyelids trembling fiercely, and then he fell asleep on the book.
Suddenly feeling a gentle touch on her face, Hua Xiali opened her eyes in a daze, raised her eyes and looked up. When she saw that the person standing in front of her was Huo Beixi, her whole body suddenly changed. He woke up, and stood up in a flash. Tears were like broken pearls, rapidly pouring out and falling down.
"Huo Beixi, I can finally see you again. Huo Beixi, do you know how much I miss you? I'm sorry. It's all my fault. If I could have come back a few years earlier, you wouldn't have... ”
"I know, I know everything." Huo Beixi reached out and gently wiped her tears, "Don't cry, don't blame yourself, you just can't see me, but I have never left you..."
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"Then I..." Hua Xiali was stunned. Didn't he see all the things she did involuntarily?
If she saw someone with him, even if it was just a female ghost, she would be heartbroken to death, let alone him.
"Honey, our fate is not here. There is no point in forcing you to force me. I hope you can let go of me and live a good life. Now there is someone who can love and protect you for me and watch you live a good life. I feel relieved." Huo Beixi took Hua Xiali into his arms and stroked the back of her head. He said with reluctance, "I will take away your memory of me. From now on, I will no longer be in your world. As long as you visit my father-in-law's grave in the future, stand in front of my tomb for a while and let me take a look." You, let me know that you are doing well, and I will feel relieved. We will see you again in the next life..."
"No, no, Huo Beixi, don't do this, don't be so cruel to me, don't take away my memory, I can accept him, I can live a good life, I just ask you not to take away my memory, Huo Beixi, let me remember you, no, no..." Hua Xiali shook her head and refused. She didn't want to be a person who lost her memory.
But she could feel that the memory of Huo Beixi in her mind was dissipating and destroying little by little. Hua Xiali was extremely scared.
"Don't..."
Tears welled up in her eyes, and she reached out to catch Huo Beixi in the fantasy world, but she watched helplessly as he became more and more transparent. Hua Xiali yelled and woke up with a start. When she saw the book in front of her that was wet with tears, she realized that she seemed to have had a particularly poignant dream, but she could not remember the content of the dream at all.
"Cousin, are you awake?" Jia Yujie and Jia Yuqiang both looked at Hua Xiali worriedly.
Hua Xiali nodded, then stood up and wiped the tears from his face.
"Cousin, we just made lunch. Do you want to eat at our place?" Jia Yuqiang invited. He was very grateful to Hua Xiali for giving him such a good job opportunity. Not only the salary was high, it was close to home, and he could come back often. Home.
Hua Xiali shook his head, "No, I'll go home for dinner. Qiu Li should also have lunch ready."
When he came out of the house and saw the unfinished planting of sugar cane in the yard, Hua Xiali realized that he was here to plant sugar cane. When he came out of Huo Beixi's yard, Hua Xiali couldn't help but look back at Huo Beixi's house.
This house seems to belong to Huo Beixi. He saved a drowning child a few years ago and then drowned himself. The house became empty. She bought his empty house and used it as a temporary dormitory for her cousins.
When she reached the public well, Hua Xiali couldn't help but stop and look around. She didn't know why she did this, but there seemed to be a voice deep in her soul telling her to do so.
Passing by the tree with the fungus, Hua Xiali couldn't help but stop. When walking through the alley next to her third uncle's house, although she didn't stop, she slowed down. She felt like It seemed like I had forgotten something, but I couldn't remember it, and I felt very panicked inside.
When she returned home, she saw Xiaoliang and Xiaole, two little cute babies who were less than half a year old. She felt a little relieved because of her panic, but she still had a feeling of emptiness in her heart. Even the children Nothing can fill this void.
"Second sister, what's wrong with you? Why are you so distracted?" Seeing Hua Xiali's lost look, Hua Qiuli asked worriedly.
Hua Xiali shook his head, "I'm fine, don't worry."
She didn't even know what was going on with her, so how could she explain it to Hua Qiuli?
"Should you call your second brother-in-law?" Hua Qiuli was worried.
Hua Xiali shook his head, "I've only been back to start my own business for a few days, why are I calling him? I'm fine, don't worry about me."
Putting down the sleeping child in her arms, Hua Xiali picked up the teapot on the bedside table, took off the lid, and drank. They still lived in the old house at home, which was prone to dust, and the cup was covered every day.