Emperor Linghui's hand was as heavy as a thousand pounds, pressing on her shoulders.
Wen Chu could no longer bear the pain. She cried, but she still forced herself to smile, her smile and tears flickering in the tears of Emperor Ling Hui.
Her hands hung on both sides, and her body did not respond to Emperor Linghui's approach. She just smiled and said: "Many, many people died that year, including the mother-in-law, Defford Meng, and Li Zhaoxi. . I am no longer Li Zhaoxi. My name is Wen Chu. It was Father Wen who picked me up. He is really nice, and he doesn’t have much money, but he still wants to take care of me. You know, he treats me really well, so my name is Wen Chu, not Li. Zhaoxi.”
She said her name was Wen Chu, not Li Zhaoxi.
She doesn’t recognize Li Zhaoxi, nor him.
Wen Chu stubbornly said over and over again that she was not Li Zhaoxi, as if she could bear how difficult this matter was.
The bell outside the palace rang wildly over and over again. This sound coincided with the sound she heard when she was a child sitting on Emperor Linghui's lap.
She said she was Wen Chu, and said she was not Li Zhaoxi
She disowned him, she really disowned him!
Both of them were bursting into tears, and their faces were covered with tears.
Emperor Ling Hui just stared at her, no matter how tears blurred his eyes over and over again, he stubbornly wiped his tears like a child. He just wanted to look at her and have her completely carved into his eyes.
The ointment on his face was so muddy with tears that it was gone. He came carefully to see his daughter, but at this moment he still looked ugly.
He knows that even if Li Zhaoxi is still alive, what can he do? Does he want her to come back and be a princess again? He was afraid that if he died, she would be killed again.
He didn't even dare to recognize her.
And she is not willing to be the princess of Lao Shezi at all. Those are the shackles and scars on her body.
It was also proof that she had been abandoned.
Emperor Linghui looked at her like this for a long time, to the point where he could no longer go on. Finally, he seemed to have made some kind of determination and looked away from her face.
He said sadly: "Yes, you are not, I admitted my mistake, you are not her. She is dead, and Princess Huaihe Li Zhaoxi has long been gone in this world!"
Him Suddenly he went into a fit of epilepsy again, yelled, and started smashing things in the temple. He smashed a vase on one side and another on the other side. He kicked an incense burner and it hit the ground with a loud noise. He finally ran to the table and vigorously brushed away the objects on it.
While throwing things, he shouted, "Dead! Already!" Dead! No matter how much he looks like in life, Xiao Xi, where is my Xiao Xi!”
Fang Xiuben was still waiting outside for any movement inside. He originally thought what would be their next step if Li Zhaoxi was really found, but before he could think of what to do, he heard the sound of Emperor Linghui falling again from inside. Another sound of smashing.
Fang Xiu quickly entered the door with the eunuchs. He had already gone up to comfort Emperor Linghui. He desperately wanted to hold down the crazy Emperor Linghui and tell him to calm down. The eunuchs did not dare to do anything. , Fang Xiu personally stepped forward to press the person, but during the argument, he accidentally slapped Emperor Linghui.
An old face turned red instantly after being beaten.
As soon as Song Yusheng entered the palace gate, he saw Wen Chu hiding in the corner crying. He ignored the crazy Ling Hui Emperor, walked up to Wen Chu, and reached out to stroke the tears on her face.
The cold touch of her fingertips made Wen Chu's body tremble. She heard him say: "Stop crying, let's go."
Wen Chu didn't know how to continue living here. After hearing Song Yusheng's words, he just nodded and left the place with him.
Before leaving, for some unknown reason, Wen Chu unexpectedly looked back.
The eyes of father and daughter collided. They were still crazy emperors, but at this moment they were infinitely clear, but their old eyes were full of reluctance.
Wen Chu withdrew his gaze and finally left the hall.
The body of Emperor Ling Hui was already on the verge of death, as if at the end of a powerful crossbow. After a violent emotional excitement, looking at Wen Chu's leaving back, he spurted out a mouthful of blood.
Blood drops were scattered like thousands of blood flowers, and stars were scattered on the mess in front of them.
It is not that Emperor Linghui has never vomited blood over the years, but it has never been as serious as today. It was so serious that Fang Xiu thought it was time to make a will.
Although Fang Xiu felt that Emperor Linghui was still alive, it was a problem, but now that the Crown Prince was the eldest son of the Emperor, if Emperor Ling Hui was going to die, he should not die now. Otherwise, it would be right for the Crown Prince to ascend the throne.
He wanted to call the imperial doctor quickly, but was stopped by Emperor Linghui.
Emperor Linghui knew that even if he died, he would not die so quickly.
He just wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and fell into the dragon chair. His body could not bear such intense emotional fluctuations. Emperor Linghui had no strength to deal with it, so he fell into the chair and cried again. Smiling again, those cloudy eyes There were tears of blood and tears in his eyes. He looked like a madman and laughed loudly: "If I see the Jade Emperor kneeling down to play first, he will never fall into the world of mortals in his life!"
If he can kneel down in front of the Jade Emperor, he must go to Qi Qi. There is no need to come back to earth again in the next life.
In his life, he respected himself as the lord of the world, but he was trapped in poverty, timid and cowardly, and everything was false.
Even when the person you miss so much stands in front of you, you still have to pretend to be crazy and act stupid, unable to recognize each other.
Emperor Linghui hopes for nothing but hope,
He will never fall into the world of mortals in his life.
*
Wen Chu was taken outside the palace by Song Yusheng, and he did not dare to continue crying. Today is the emperor’s birthday, and there are many people. He is afraid that he will offend someone who shouldn’t be watching. Come and see.
Wen Chu dressed up as a maid today and followed Song Yusheng, and everyone only thought he was his personal maid.
Her eyes were red from crying, but the tears stopped flowing, and her shoulders could not help but twitch. She followed Song Yusheng, her head hanging low, trying not to think about what she had just seen. The father who passed.
Song Yusheng suddenly paused, and Wen Chu didn't notice for a moment and almost bumped into her. Fortunately, Song Yusheng reacted in time and turned around to grab her shoulders, stopping her from going any further.
He still remembered that the last time Wen Chu was in the palace, he bumped into his back like this, and then suffered a series of nosebleeds. Wen Chu still had no memory this time, and he still kept his head down while walking, but Song Yusheng always remembered this.
Song Yusheng lowered his head and saw Wen Chu looking up at him, with a bit of confusion in his red eyes.
"You don't have to be afraid of being embarrassed. Just cry if you want to." Song Yusheng had all kinds of things he wanted to say, but at this moment, seeing Wen Chu like this, after a while, he just held it in. Got this sentence.
She had too many things to be sad about, and she longed to see her father again. However, in the end, the two of them still ended up like this. Emperor Linghui was afraid that he would no longer be able to protect Wen Chu, but Wen Chu was afraid that he would be abandoned again.
Wen Chu resisted crying, but still said with red eyes: "I don't blame him anymore, he is really, very pitiful, he is pitiful, my mother is pitiful, and the living brother is pitiful, too. I don't hate them for abandoning me." I did, because, if given the choice, no one would want to end up in this situation."
This was the first time she had a good word with Song Yusheng since she and Song Yusheng fell out, but these words touched his heart. Tingling.
Her eyes still shed tears uncontrollably, and she cried: "But, Song Yusheng, you know, there is no such choice in this world, and I don't dare to let myself go to others. She made the choice, and now it’s pretty good.”
She was afraid of being abandoned again, so she simply stopped giving others the chance to abandon her.
This is why she has been reluctant to recognize them.
The wind was too cold when she was young, so she escaped from the palace alone and went into exile in the city. She ate what others didn't want to eat and lived in a bridge cave. When she was sad and desperate, she always thought of,
She was given up.
Abandoned child, she is an abandoned child.
Li Zhaoxi, Xiaoxi, she still doesn’t deserve such a good name.
Song Yusheng stood in front of her, feeling at a loss. What should he do? He didn't know what he should do. He could only wipe the tears from her face again and again. He forced a smile on his face. Deep inside, he was already in a state of chaos, but he still pretended to be calm.
He couldn't say anything to comfort her because he couldn't understand her.
Song Yusheng is a cold-hearted person, or maybe his childhood was not as gentle and smooth as his childhood. Before the age of seven, he could not speak and was looked down upon by his tribe. Even his mother was kind to him from the beginning. , when he became extremely disappointed later, he was not as good as Wen Chu. If Wen Chu was given up by her relatives, there would be nothing she could do. But he actually told the clansmen to drive him out of the house.
He thought, if he was afraid of being abandoned, why not make himself the one who abandons others, or make himself so strong that he cannot be abandoned.
In his eyes, these things are nothing but things that cannot be easily dealt with. He must either kill them to avenge the past, or simply never see them again, but Wen Chu can't let go of them. , but also afraid, for him, it is really embarrassing.
He is always keen on other things, but when it comes to things like feelings, he is too cold-hearted and dull, so that he is not able to tell the truth and put himself in his shoes to understand the unspeakable hidden meanings.
But he knew that he was really not good enough, and he couldn't compare with her.
Song Yusheng didn't want her to cry so sadly, he said: "What happened back then will never happen again, what happened in the past is in the past, and there will never be another King of Ceremony in the world. ”
What he wants to say is that you don’t have to be afraid and worried anymore.
But he knew that these words were too pale and weak.
He could always handle other things flawlessly, but when she cried so sadly in front of Wen Chu, he always felt that it was wrong to say this and that was wrong.
He had never felt that there was nothing wrong with being cold, but as proud as Song Yusheng was, he would always find himself disgusted again and again that he was so slow.
He seems to be unable to do things that make people happy.
If it were Qi Ziyuan, he could always make her smile.
Song Yusheng smiled forcefully, as if he wanted to tell himself that this was nothing, they could always be together. If she didn't want to see them, that would be better.
He only has her, and she only has him.
The two of them were walking on the road. Wen Chu cried for a while and didn't dare to cry anymore. Then he lowered his head all the way and no one could notice anything was wrong.
*
Over there, Song Yusheng took Wen Chu to see the news about Emperor Linghui, and what happened in the Qianqing Palace later spread to the ears of the crown prince.
After hearing the news, Li Weiyan had already put on the crown prince's crown.
His clothes symbolized power, and finally his gentle face showed a bit of sharpness. Perhaps it was because of Empress Xiaoyi that Li Weiyan was very similar to her. Although he was in a high position, his movements were full of softness.
After he heard the news from the chamberlain, he smiled helplessly and said: "What does she want to do? She has already met my father, why does she still refuse to admit it? She is so stubborn, I don't know who she is following. "
Maybe he followed his father? Just as stubborn.
Wen Chu felt uncomfortable, but Li Weiyan also felt tortured.
She is back, or she is back, and what should he do?
She seemed reluctant to recognize him, and he didn't know how to face her.
What happened back then was her nightmare, and it was also Li Weiyan's nightmare.
He clenched his fingers tightly, and his fingertips were almost white. After a long time, he laughed, but this smile was filled with indescribable sadness, "That's it, just take a step and watch."
*
< br>The emperor's birthday was held in the Hall of Supreme Harmony. Emperor Linghui had been mentally exhausted since he vomited blood. He was absent from the morning sacrificial ceremony again. When everyone saw the time, he had not appeared yet. It has long been used to strange things.
Because Song Yusheng brought Wen Chu to the palace first, after meeting Emperor Linghui, he had to go to the Hall of Supreme Harmony to meet with people from the Song family for the ceremony. Most of them were court officials and wives. After no one was allowed in, Song Yusheng could only let Wen Chu wait outside and let Xia Hua keep an eye on the people outside.
The ceremony was complicated, and it was already noon when the ceremony ended. Since the emperor did not come forward, the ministers complained even more. Behind the scenes, they were busy arranging good and bad things, but they were more or less in the palace and did not dare to No matter how exaggerated it is, these individuals only dare to talk about it in private.
Although Emperor Linghui never appeared in this ceremony, the Crown Prince could only temporarily take his place. Some time ago, Empress Xiaoyi, who had been ill in bed because she had caught a cold occasionally, finally collapsed. As the mother of a country, she also made an appearance at the ceremony and made a splash, but she could only be in poor health and could not hold on. After a while, she also retreated, and in the end, the one who stood out to the end was the eldest empress dowager.
After about half a day of busy work in the palace, it was finally time for the dinner.
The emperor and his ministers were sitting together in the Hall of Supreme Harmony. Emperor Linghui, who had been hiding for a day, finally appeared during the dinner. At this moment, the hall of Taihe was brightly lit, singing and dancing, and Emperor Linghui and Empress Xiaoyi were sitting on both sides of the Empress Dowager.
The arrangement of this seat is indeed a coincidence. The seats of several princes and princesses are in the same place, and Xu Shi is also ranked because he is the capital of the Song and Qi families, and the family background and party are similar. Going to the same place, and because Mrs. Qi and Mrs. Song had previously had the intention of getting married, they had some contact, and the two families became closer. Just before the banquet started, the two ladies talked to each other without stopping, and they were inseparable. Later, they finally gave up because the banquet had started.
The maids and attendants were all waiting outside, and Wen Chu was naturally not inside.
The sound of silk thread pipes and bamboos in the hall is endless, and you can hear it clearly even standing outside the hall. Wen Chu remembered that on the birthday of Emperor Linghui in the past, he always liked to let her sit next to him at such a banquet. Before she was seven years old, she sat in his arms. After she turned seven, she sat Between Emperor Linghui and Empress Xiaoyi.
At that time, Emperor Linghui poured all his love into her without trying to hide it at all. Even though he didn't have much ability, he still protected their mother and daughter to the best extent within his own ability. He asked Li Zhaoxi to sit with him on his birthday and let him and himself enjoy it. Congratulations from the ministers. Even if everyone in the world despised them and disliked them, so what, Emperor Linghui stubbornly went against them.
They always wanted to disappoint Emperor Linghui. No matter what he did, he could not satisfy them. After the death of Tai Fu Wen Lilian, Emperor Linghui finally figured it out. Since what If nothing satisfies them, that means they can do anything.
Wen Chu just waited outside, lowering his head and twirling his fingers, listening to the sounds coming from inside, and guessing how long it would take for it to end.
Outside the hall, in addition to some maids, there are also two young men and women dressed as Taoist priests. They are relatively young in appearance. These two people are the Taoist priests from Chaotian Temple. Their master, Taoist Master Qingxu, It's Linghui The emperor's favored alchemist was quite skilled in alchemy. It was precisely because of this that he was valued by Emperor Linghui and stayed in the palace. He was even given an official position in Qintian Prison to live in the palace. It was also very comfortable.
As a result, Taoist Priest Qingxu was also present at the palace banquet today. The two young men and women were Qingxu's disciples who had sat down at Chaotian Temple. They had been with him since he came to the Forbidden City in Kyoto.
The woman's name is Su Lin and the man's name is Du Ren. In terms of seniority, the two are considered senior brothers.
Su Lin whispered softly: "Brother, why do we have to stand outside every time? Master always talks about how he can gain face in front of the emperor, but in this case, we are Master's apprentices, why can't we Let’s go in and enjoy the banquet together.”
When Du Ren heard this, he turned sideways and knocked on her forehead. He was very disgusted with the question she asked, but he still whispered back to her: "Don't worry, I just asked you to stand for a while, and then you couldn't stand it anymore. It was clearly you who wanted to come to Kyoto. Besides, it’s always right to follow the master. There are so many sects in Taoism, isn’t it just our alchemy sect that has great potential?”
The sound of the piano in the hall became louder and louder, mixing with their voices and causing Wen Chu to have a headache.
Just when her heart was in confusion, a sharp shout came from the palace.
"It's not good, it's not good! There is an assassin!"
Using the sound of breaking strings as the boundary, there was a sudden noise in the hall.
When Wen Chu heard this, his head went straight and he ran straight into the palace. Her speed was so fast that Xia Hua, who had been staring at her secretly, didn't react before she saw that she had already gone to the palace. He ran away from the temple, Xia Hua thought to herself that it was not good, and when she tried to chase him again, she was trapped in place by the noisy crowd around her.
He didn't know what Wen Chu was thinking. If he didn't hide away at this time, he would go into the palace to do something. Isn't this adding to the trouble?
But he was so crowded that he was sweating profusely. No matter how hard he squeezed, it was no use. He could only watch helplessly as she entered the palace.
Wen Chu didn’t know why she wanted to enter the palace, but she had a gut feeling that today’s assassin was either going for the crown prince or the emperor. After all, the party struggle is so serious now. As long as the crown prince dies, everything can be easily solved. Taking advantage of an opportunity like today, it is not impossible to simply force the palace.
The palace was already in chaos. There were many people present at today’s banquet, including many ladies and ladies. At this moment, there were screams and cries one after another. Wen Chu raised his head and saw the high position Emperor Linghui above was still safe and sound, so he knew that those killers were not after him.
The dancers just now suddenly took advantage of the dance and went straight to the crown prince.
Song Yusheng also saw the sudden assassin on his side. His brows jumped and he wanted to get up and go out to look for the person, but Madam Song grabbed his sleeve. When he went to see Madam Song, he turned pale with fright and resisted the urge to brush her hand away. Impulsively, sit here to protect their safety.
He told himself that Wen Chu would be outside and nothing would happen, and Xia Hua was still by her side, so nothing would happen.
But even though he was thinking like this, he frowned tightly and could not let go at all, just in case, what if something happened.
While thinking this, he actually watched Wen Chu break into the palace in the chaos.
He stood up suddenly and no longer cared about his mother beside him. He said: "Don't be afraid, they won't hurt you. You wait for me here."
Mrs. Song had never experienced such a scene. After hearing these words, she refused to let go, "No, no, you stay, mother is afraid!"
Song Yusheng saw Wen Chu walking in the direction of Li Weiyan Go, I feel a mouthful of blood welling up in my throat.
Is she stupid? Anyone with a discerning eye could see that all these assassins were heading towards the Crown Prince today, but she actually kept trying to get closer to him.
Song Yusheng wanted to ask her to stay away from him, to let her hide further away, but the more anxious he became, the more he became confused.
Song Yusheng could no longer care about his mother beside him. He lowered his head and wanted to tear open the sleeves she was holding.
An accident may happen at this time.
The sound of a crossbow arrow piercing the air was heard. An assassin took out his crossbow and shot straight in the direction of Li Weiyan, but the arrow did not hit Li Weiyan. The pain he imagined was Didn't appear either.
Because Wen Chu stood in front of him.
The arrow pierced Wen Chu's flesh and blood, and Li Weiyan saw that his imperial sister was standing in front of him, just like she had saved him in the Deming Palace before. Stand in front of him like that.
The surroundings seemed to be in chaos, but Li Weiyan felt that there seemed to be a dead silence between heaven and earth. There were roaring sounds in his ears, and the world began to fall apart.
Why, why?
A mouthful of blood spurted on his face, bringing him back to reality.
Wen Chu was hit on the shoulder by an arrow, and a mouthful of blood spurted out from her throat instantly, but at this moment, she seemed not to notice the pain.
All the hardships seemed to be relieved at this moment.
How could she hate them, because if it were her, she would still stand in front of him without hesitation.
She struggled to smile at Li Weiyan, "Brother, long time no see."
Li Weiyan was just stunned in place for a moment. The memory popped into my mind at an inappropriate time.
"Brother Emperor, I learned a lot of words today."
"Brother Emperor, my mother-in-law asked me to ask you to go to Deming Palace to eat cakes."
"Brother Emperor, look, Xiao Hei has gained weight again."
"Brother Emperor, when will Qi Ziyuan come? I have been waiting for him for a long time."
At this moment, Li Weiyan actually Turning his head to look at Emperor Linghui, he saw an angry look on his face.
The childish voice in his mind was replaced, and he remembered that day again, when his father slapped him, and he asked him, "Why wasn't you the one who died?"
Li Weiyan His memories were shattered, and he saw Song Yusheng was almost in front of him, wanting to pick up the injured Wen Chu.
Li Weiyan had completely come to his senses. He took one step ahead of Song Yusheng and picked up the injured person.
The assassins around him have been captured by the imperial guards. Everyone was in a state of shock and was taken away from here. But seeing that the crown prince was not injured, everyone felt different.
Song Yusheng tried his best to restrain the chaotic thoughts in his mind, and his voice was trembling uncontrollably. He said: "She is mine, give it to me."
On weekdays Li Weiyan, who has always been gentle inside, , with a bit of toughness at this moment, he said: "She is standing in front of me, and I am the one who saves. Song Qian, you can't take her away."
After that, someone was already shouting When the imperial doctor came, Li Weiyan turned around and took her away from here.
Song Yusheng wanted to argue, but he saw Wen Chu's hand tightly grasping Li Weiyan's sleeve.
He cannot and cannot take her away again.
The blood on her body stung his eyes, and there were still blood stains on her body on the ground. The empress also followed Li Weiyan's departure and left the place together.
The huge palace became empty in an instant, with only Song Yusheng standing in the palace. Song Yusheng had a severe headache, and for a moment he felt exhausted. Song Yusheng watched Wen Chu being taken away by them, and he felt , he will lose her forever.
Maybe he can forcefully keep people by his side again, just like he stubbornly hid the dog's body next to him. It seems that nothing will change. As long as he is by his side, everything will change. Can.
However, Wen Chu was seriously injured today, and Song Yusheng suddenly realized that he couldn't do this, he couldn't do this to her.
But he also understood that if he didn't force her to stay with him, she would definitely leave him without hesitation.
This game seems to have fallen into a dead end.
Song Yusheng had a severe headache and didn't know what to do. He was panicked and confused for a moment, unable to find relief.
The ringing of palace bells outside the palace was endless, and the hall was in a mess. Seeing that they had lost the opportunity, the assassins had already committed suicide by taking poison, and nothing could be found.
At present, the palace servants were counting the bodies, and there were still people disposing of the corpses.
They could see that the first son of Dazhao, as if his soul had been taken away by someone at this moment, his ruthless eyes turned red.
Even though they were curious, they didn’t dare to look anymore. They only looked at the nose and heart, pretending not to see it.
Xia Hua entered the palace and saw the blood stains on the ground. Seeing Song Yusheng's expression, she could quickly figure it out. He knelt in front of Song Yusheng, lowered his head and said: "Master, this subordinate is guilty. , He must be blamed for his death."
Song Yusheng lowered his eyes and glanced at him, but did not say anything else.
He turned around and went to the place where Wen Chu was taken away.
Today’s dinner was held in the Hall of Supreme Harmony, and Wen Chu was temporarily placed in the side hall of the Hall of Supreme Harmony.
The imperial doctor had already rushed over. Only Queen Xiaoyi was waiting inside the palace, while the rest were waiting outside. When Song Yusheng came here, Emperor Linghui had fainted due to lack of physical strength and was sent back to the Palace of Qianqing. In addition to the Crown Prince waiting here, the Crown Princess and Qi Ziyuan were also waiting here. at.
The Crown Princess was sitting aside to comfort the Crown Prince. When Qi Ziyuan saw Song Yusheng coming, he stood up angrily. He stepped forward and pushed Song Yusheng, but Song Yusheng did not fight back. Qi Ziyuan scolded Said: "You do it What? Do you still want to take her back to be your concubine like this? You have a lot of people, she is like this, you can’t let her go!"
Song Yusheng locked her up, Locking it up is just like confinement.
Qi Ziyuan trembled with anger when he thought of Wen Chu's suffering. How could she be so unlucky, how could she have suffered all kinds of hardships in this world, and why was she now in such a state of uncertainty about life and death.
Li Weiyan only knew that Wen Chu was working as a maid beside Song Yusheng, but he didn’t know about the ban. He seemed to be in disbelief that Song Yusheng could do such a thing. He pointed at Song Yusheng and asked: "You, you Really do this to her?"
His fingers seemed to be trembling with excitement.
The Crown Princess Hu Yunlian was stroking his back and called out: "Your Highness, don't do this, it will hurt your body."
Song Yusheng had a severe headache, as if there were thousands of worms gnawing at him. , what could he defend? It was him who trapped her, he was the one who chained her, he was the one who forced her despite her reluctance.
He did all these things, so why should he defend himself? What excuse could he have?
He was so tired that he had no intention of arguing with Qi Ziyuan. He said: "I won't take her away, I just want to see her."
Qi Ziyuan refused, " Fuck you, you’re still looking at her, she doesn’t want to look at you.”
Song Yusheng raised his eyes and looked at him, his eyes already filled with ice.
The hall fell into a dead silence for an instant. Everyone was startled by Song Yusheng's bloodthirsty eyes, but Qi Ziyuan still refused to let go. He also sneered and said: "The wise and powerful , Unparalleled Prince, don’t you know that the person she least wants to see is you, am I wrong? You are so smart, why can’t you understand this?”
In the side hall, the maid brought out basin after basin of blood, which was horrifying to look at.
Qi Ziyuan's words were really heartbreaking, and Song Yusheng's face turned a little pale. In the end, he just said: "As long as she is fine, I will leave."
Song Yusheng refused to argue, but he I just want to know that she is still alive and well.
Qi Ziyuan wanted to say something more, but was stopped by Li Weiyan. He accepted Song Yusheng's words first and said: "Okay, when she is fine, you can leave."
< br>A few people stayed here until almost dawn, and the movement inside stopped intermittently. The doctor came out of it, his face not too ugly. Several people looked at him and heard him say: "Fortunately, the arrow pierced her shoulder blade. It is a blessing among misfortunes. Otherwise, , I’m afraid I won’t survive, but if I rest for a while, I’ll be fine.”
When everyone sitting here heard this, they couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief.
Song Yusheng did what he said, he really didn't stay here anymore and got up to leave.
The morning wind brought a bit of loneliness. He was wearing a crimson official uniform and walking alone in the huge palace. The morning fog had not dispersed, but his tall and tall figure seemed to be bent. Two people came together, but when they went back, he was still alone.
He smiled, but a tear fell from the corner of his eye.
He still lost her. He was really useless. In the end, there was nothing he could do to protect her.
I have been working hard for half my life, but now I know that there are some things that you can't get no matter how hard you try. His pride seemed to have been crushed today. At this moment, he became the most despicable person in the world.
He suddenly thought that if he had been dull all his life, it would be quite good. Since he was seven years old, he had become familiar with the world and seemed to have broken through the confinement of the world. But in the end, after going around and around, he realized that he had been trapped in human relations. Tsuna, unable to find relief, is still hoping to find the light he once lost.
Although he survived, he seemed to have been deprived of the ability to love others.
He trapped her by his side, not as if he loved her, but as if he was stubbornly pursuing something. If he loved her, he couldn't do this to her. His kindness to her was like giving alms and asking for something in return from her as a matter of course. For example, if he marries her as his wife, she should be extremely grateful.
However, it is clear that he loves her, how could he be like this? He should be the one begging for alms, and she is the goddess who gives alms.
It turned out that everything was messed up by him from the beginning.
Look, what did he do? He pushed her further and further away from him with his own hands. He pushed her away from him with his own hands.
Song Yusheng wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and laughed again and again. If he was seven years old, he was beaten to the point of dying, but he was still smiling dreamily.
The sun rises in the sky, but its light is no longer there.
The six kinships are shallow, and there is no connection between them.
Bitter, really bitter.
*
When Song Yusheng returned home, he quickly calmed down his emotions, and all the pain just now was no longer traceable on his face.
His expression was cold. Apart from being a little tired, he looked no different from his usual self. It was as if nothing had ever happened, and he quickly returned to the unkind Dali Temple minister he usually was.
After returning to the Song family, he was called to Chengde Hall by Song Lin.
In the Chengde Hall, besides Song Lin, Mrs. Song and Song Liqing were also there, and it looked like they had been waiting for him all night.
Seeing that he finally came back, Mrs. Song said, "Why did you stay in the palace all night? The assassin's matter has been resolved, why didn't you just come back?"
After Mrs. Song finished asking, she heard Song Lin's unkind tone and asked: "Are you It's because of that woman. I've already heard what your sister said. Who is she? Why did she protect the crown prince today? What do you and her want?" br>
Song Yusheng looked in the direction of Song Liqing and saw her hanging her head, not even daring to raise her head.
"Look what your sister is doing! I don't care what you do. After all, at your age, it is normal to have someone in the room. However, let me ask you, is that person Huaihe? Not that enchanting concubine’s daughter, Li Zhaoxi?”
Mrs. Song's words were still kind words, but Song Lin's words were completely questioning.
The appearance of peace was about to be torn apart. Song Yusheng did not refute, but just asked: "So what?"
Song Lin heard this and cursed: "So what? ? Do you know who she is? The daughter of Concubine De, the evil concubine who brought disaster to the country, what do you have to do with them? I, Qingliu of the Song family People, what good can you get if you mix with these innocent people?” , but what was their fault? Just because they were favored by Emperor Linghui, they were accused of misconduct.
Song Yusheng's eyes showed a rare hint of confusion as he said: "They are not innocent? Why are they not innocent? Why are they not innocent? And what is the innocence in the father's mouth?"
Song Yusheng's series of "innocence" seemed to be a direct question.
Song Lin heard Song Yusheng's words and his eyelids twitched with anger. He said sternly: "With bad morals and bad conduct, how can an innocent person induce the emperor to do such a thing? Throughout the ages, she has praised Si Daji and his like have harmed the emperor and his ministers, poisoned the people, and all the people in the world will be punished by their hands! In ancient times, Duke Zheng Zhuang said that those who do unrighteousness will be punished by themselves. Whoever ends up in the end will have a good end!"
"So, my father thought that only people like the Song family would be like this." Song Yusheng paused, then laughed with great disdain, and then said : "Only those who are innocent can have a good ending, right?"
The innocence in Song Lin's mouth is just like him, extremely dirty.
Song Yusheng had a sarcastic smile on his lips, "The Concubine De was nothing but a weak woman at best. She was hung on the pillar of shame just because of the emperor's favor. The Concubine De was judged, and the Emperor was judged. , judged all those who could judge, and ended At the end of the day, you, you, are all upright and have nothing to do with yourself. My father has never seen corrupt officials, and my father has never seen them live in poverty. Is it funny to talk about the word "innocent" now?"
This Song family is a filthy place, with gold and jade on the outside and ruin inside.
Everyone looked at Song Yusheng with a bit of disbelief in their eyes, as if they had never expected that he would say such a thing today, but everything about him was the same as before, with a gentle expression on his face. Laughing, he was wearing the same clothes as before. The only difference was that what he said completely tore off the fig leaf covering the Song family.
The ridiculous innocence in their mouths has always been above the interests of the family. They rigidly abide by the so-called clan rules, practice the etiquette of Confucius and Mencius, and finally use the etiquette of a gentleman to cover themselves with a once noble gold Yarn, in order to completely demonstrate their uniqueness.
But now, Song Yusheng actually wanted to tear off their golden gauze and knock their clothes crooked.
Song Lin suddenly stood up angrily. He walked towards Song Yusheng. He could no longer hide the anger between his eyebrows. He said: "Song Yusheng! Who taught you these words? Respect the teacher and respect the four principles." Words, how far did you go! I always thought you knew what you were doing. He Hong came to me some time ago and asked me to persuade you not to interfere with the corpses. I thought you were an adult now, and as long as you didn't go too far, I would let you go. , how did you come to talk to me today!”
Song Lin had a majestic nature, and when he was angry, he was even more bluffing. Song Liqing was trembling with fear beside him.
Song Lin said sternly: "You ask me what innocence is, and I will explain it clearly to you today. I will explain it clearly to you. The innocence of the Song family is in the tomb of the Song family, in the ancestral hall of the Song family! In This has been the case for hundreds of years, as brothers and sisters help each other. The head of the family has been working hard for every generation of the family. You have the ability to rebel today? Are you dreaming!"
Song Yusheng laughed even harder, he even laughed out loud, which he had not done all night. He closed his eyes, which were already bloodshot and extremely dry. He rubbed them He rubbed his eyes and said with a smile: "Rebellion, so you call this deviance. What kind of deviance do I have, and what kind of treason do I have?"
His thin tone was full of doubts, and he said: "The decline of a family is always due to the arrogance and laziness of the descendants; the bad customs are mostly caused by wealth. It’s so extravagant and obscene. My father thinks that no one needs to take care of this mess, since it can’t be done to you anyway, so it’s okay to leave it alone? Qi’an still can’t understand, can’t understand.”
“I can’t. I understand how people can be so shameless.”
He saw the Confucian motto hanging in the center of the hall, with neat couplets, and the words read, "Gentlemen are harmonious but different, villains are harmonious but not harmonious."
Song Yusheng was investigating the crime of embezzlement by the imperial tutor. After learning the truth, he understood that his grandfather and father were not gentlemen, but villains.
They were not directly involved in any party's frame-up and death of the Taifu, but it was his grandfather's inaction that told everyone that he did not support the New Deal. Everyone in the court is accustomed to following the wind, and with the chief minister's attitude, they will certainly follow suit and step on the emperor's side. It was okay for Song Chief Fu not to go against the He family, but when the Taifu and the others were implementing the New Deal, he secretly stabbed them in the back.
Song Yusheng was sixteen years old when he found out that Taifu Wen Lilian was framed for corruption, and his grandfather was even the driving force behind it. He went to his grandfather that day almost with the idea of revenge. Song Yusheng ridiculed that the chief minister claimed to be righteous, but in the end he was just a villain who stabbed him in the back.
Song Yusheng still clearly remembers the day when he asked his grandfather with a smile, "Grandpa, the tenth rule of the clan is to talk about 'honesty', but my grandfather was on good terms with the Taifu on the surface. Are you serious about stabbing someone like this behind your back?”
Song Yusheng's questioning was eventually rewarded with thirty lashes, and he was made to kneel in front of the ancestors of the Song family for another whole night.
After doing these things, they still keep saying they are innocent. No one in the world is more innocent than them.
His headache still didn't relieve. He turned around and wanted to leave the place, but Song Lin called him to stop him. He said: "Listen to me, cut off contact with her in the future, regardless of whether she will or not. Will go back to be Princess Huaihe. She is not like you, Song Yusheng. There's nothing to do with it!"
Song Yusheng paused, but didn't turn around. He smiled, "Father, have you forgotten? It's not up to you whether you have anything to do with me or not."
Of course, he no longer has the final say.
Anyone with a discerning eye can see that there is something wrong with Song Yusheng's state. A person as powerful as him can actually be in such a situation.
Nothing could destroy him, but this night, he seemed to be a different person. He never liked to say these words before, because these words could only be said in this way. If he wanted to Whatever you have to do, just do it, no one can stop him, but he seems to have discovered that he can't do this anymore, he can't.
His laughter sounded a bit lonely. No one had ever seen Song Yusheng like this. The word loneliness had nothing to do with him. Everyone in the world would be like this, but it was Song Yusheng. It shouldn't be like this.
He suddenly felt a little confused. What was the purpose of his life for the past twenty years? Before the age of seven, he grew up amid everyone's expectations. He was indeed precocious, but he could not speak. He clearly understood what his father, mother, and tribesmen looked at him with. After he was seven years old, that incident made Song Yusheng no longer willing to trust anyone. Everything was easy for him. He didn't have to do anything. All he had to do was make himself as powerful as a god. .
He has almost lost the emotions of ordinary people. He sees mountains as mountains, water as water, and all living beings as just living beings.
However, one day Wen Chu appeared.
She is not a landscape or a living being.
She is she, the bright sunshine, the gentle spring breeze, and the most gorgeous thing among all things in the world.
He himself didn’t understand why he was so persistent and why he had to do it with her.
But not everything in this world can be explained clearly. If the word "love" can be explained clearly, then why is the word "love difficult to restrain oneself"?
(End of Chapter)
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