Chapter 1711 The Lost Self
“You keep saying it’s meaningless, acting like you’ve seen through the world of mortals, but in fact, you’re pursuing the power of chaos without any effort. Don’t you think it’s hypocritical?”
Chiba Cheng took a step forward again, looked directly at Tregear and said: "Don't you just want to get something higher than light?" And the power of chaos of darkness, to prove your greatness, your advance, and your power?"
People like Tregchia are very similar to those nobles recorded in history, who live every day. He talks about being dishonorable and polite, and wishes he could have the word "noble and noble" carved on his face. In fact, he is full of despicability and head full of shamelessness.
And Tregear's behavior all along is simply too in line with those so-called clean and dirty people.
Because he was influenced by the gap between the Blue Clan and the Red Clan since childhood, when he grew up, he failed to pass the Space Guard exam because of this huge gap, and he even resented the injustice caused by his 'talent'.
The paranoia of his character made Tregchia slowly think of this injustice in talent as an injustice in fate.
If it is not the intelligent Blue Tribe, but the strong Red Tribe, it can easily pass the first test of the Space Guard, and with a little force it can break the Blue Tribe's unbreakable parts even with all their strength. Super alloy railings, instead of being helpless and having to run away when monsters come.
The gun on the waist, for other blue people, it is a sense of security, but for Tregear, it is a humiliation, just like a mark, even if the body is covered with armor , but just looking at this gun that the Kingdom of Light provided to the Blue Clan for safety, one can tell that it is a weak Blue Clan.
So, it wants to change its destiny, it wants to transcend fate, but
"You want to use chaos to prove your meaninglessness, but you haven't reached this point yourself, but you blame others every day for not keeping up with you, and thus come to the conclusion that others are fools. Don't you think it's ridiculous?"
This is a typical way of showing one's superiority by belittling others to gain a sense of superiority. But the more it is like this, the more despicable it is, because people who truly have it and don't lack it will never talk about it.
If you are not short of money and money is just a bunch of numbers, you will not be interested in money. If you are surrounded by beautiful women, you will have whatever you want, so you will not be able to tell the difference between beauty and ugliness. If you have excellent grades, you will want to go to which school. Only if you can go to any school will you feel that those schools that others dream of are just like that.
If you don’t have it, you will think about it every day, and you will be willing to mention it even if you are tired of it.
Tregchia talks about meaninglessness every day, because he lacks ‘meaning’.
The Ultra Warriors safeguard the justice of the universe and protect weak lives. This is the meaning of the existence of the Space Guard. The Ultra Warriors are also working hard and struggling for this goal, but what about Tregear?
Nothing!
Chiba Makoto’s series of questions made the intoxicated Kirizaki wake up from his ‘sweet dream’. Listening to these questions, he froze on the spot and did not recover for a long time.
"What's the matter? Have nothing to say? Didn't you just return the righteousness?"
Chiba Cheng took a step forward and shouted again: "I always feel that others are drunk and dreaming. , if you don’t understand the true meaning of the world, how good are you? Do you really feel that you are beyond light and darkness?
If everything is meaningless, you should not be happy with things or sad with yourself. How can you break your defense because of a cosmic white blood cell that works diligently? "
Tregear modified Lugoset's genes so that Lugoset, who originally eliminated harmful planets, would attack indiscriminately. Isn't it because he saw the Kingdom of Light in Lugoset? Ultraman?
Have you seen what you dreamed of but couldn't get?
Preserve the universe and balance the universe
Isn't it just an idea to let Gliza, who was filled in the cave of the universe, regain his freedom? Because his power is too weak, even the monsters can't cope with it, so he was killed. Trapped in the Kingdom of Light, unable to freely travel around the universe?
When I saw the old and frail Space Witch Thief Mrunau, I thought of my frail and powerless self, so I gave the Space Witch Thief Mrunau the power of gems, so that she could 'remain young forever'. I feel like this This changed the fate of the space witch thief Mrunau and gave fate a heavy blow.
Poor, pathetic and hateful!
"Meaningful or meaningless, what's the point of arguing about this?" Kirizaki tilted his head and body, looking at Chiba Makoto who spoke righteously with a half-smile, and said: "You If you want to use power to protect, then go and protect. If I want to use power to destroy, then go and destroy. There is no difference between justice and evil. , isn’t it just to find a high-sounding reason?”
Chiba Cheng sneered and said: “You think this is meaningless?
That’s because you were born as Ultraman, and How do you know the inner fear when facing a huge monster like a mountain?
You think you are weak, but at least you are not as good as one of the monster's fingers. You try your best to escape and run as hard as you can, but you are still not as good as the monster's casual kick.
Do you think the fate is unfair? If the building destroyed by the monster is given to the person buried under the rubble, will his fate be fair?
What is meaning?
Protect the weak so that they can live with dignity and smile every day instead of living in fear and panic all day long; fight against evil so that they dare not act unscrupulously and wantonly;< br>
This is the meaning of Ultraman's existence. ”
"Oh, is it really justice?" The sarcasm in Kirizaki's words almost overflowed, especially Chiba Makoto's last sentence, which simply hit what Tregear disliked the most.
The most annoying thing about Ultraman is that the purpose of Ultraman's existence is to uphold justice and protect the weak, but Chiba Makoto was right in front of him, speaking in a "righteous words" tone that Tregear hated very much. What Tregear hates the most is twice as much.
But Chiba Cheng turned a blind eye to Tregear's sarcasm, slowly held his right fist, and said in a deep voice: "Because I was born weak, and I prayed and imagined that a strong person would uphold justice. , selfless, not afraid of power, fair and just, and able to respond to requests
That was not all. I once thought about how great it would be for someone to make decisions for the people, to beat down those unscrupulous people, and to let those unscrupulous people know that there is justice and fairness in this world.
You. Have you ever experienced the feeling of running into walls and having nowhere to go?
You were born to be Ultraman, and you have surpassed too many people.
You only cry because you have no shoes, but you don’t know that there are many people in the world who don’t have legs or feet.
I only saw the glory of the Ultra Warriors of the Space Guard, but I didn’t know the pain behind them.
If you can't be a messenger of justice and enjoy this honor, you want all Ultraman not to be this messenger of justice.
Just because some things don't go your way, you feel that fate is unfair.
But why?
Why should everything go according to your wishes?
Everything must go according to your wishes?
You are simply a child who has not grown up. "Kirizaki has been listening to Chiba Makoto's words. He was smiling at first, but slowly the smile disappeared, replaced by gloom and coldness, like the thorns in the ice cave.
Because Chiba Makoto's words touched the softness in Tregear's heart that he least wanted to touch and the weakness that was buried deep in the heart that he didn't want to admit.
That is, its mind is not that powerful.
Because if its heart was strong enough, it would not have fallen into darkness due to confusion.
It has always been crazy, behaved strangely, and caused destruction, all in an effort to show its power and terror.
But what is missing is why we always emphasize something.
"Shut up!" Kirizaki yelled, and waved his hand violently. His white fingers emitted blue-purple electric light, which looked like a dense will-o'-the-wisp. As Kirizaki's slender fingers flicked, they formed several curves. The moon-shaped energy blade rotated towards Chiba Cheng.
"Are you going to get angry if you can't say it?"
As Chiba Cheng spoke, his movements were not slow either. He quickly slid to the right and tilted his body. Then he put his palms on the ground and did a cartwheel, dodging Tregear's 'hateful blow'.
But Kirizaki's eyes were filled with anger, his teeth were clenched, and he couldn't help waving his fingers, throwing out energy blades one after another, exuding strong electric light and carrying infinite energy, chasing after the constantly rolling Chiba Makoto.
One after another, crescent-shaped energy blades wrapped with purple electric light were shot out one after another, falling to the ground one after another, bursting into raging fire, making thunderous noises, and exploding countless rubbles.
For a moment, there were fires and falling rocks everywhere.
The area that had been quiet for an unknown amount of time was filled with the sound of explosions; the darkness that had been silent for countless years was illuminated by fire.
However, Chiba Makoto didn't just fight back after being beaten. He did a few cartwheels quickly, dodged Kirizaki's energy blades, and rolled from the flat ground to the rugged rock protrusion.
Then at the moment when the next electric energy blade was released, he suddenly stepped on the ground with both feet, letting his body jump high, then quickly bent his legs, and then kicked hard to one side, kicking to the side. on a stone.
The sudden burst of power was unreservedly fed back to Chiba Cheng, allowing Chiba Cheng to use this reaction force to change direction, jump higher, and quickly bend down. , hugged his legs with both hands, did a forward somersault, passed over Kirizaki's head, and fell behind Kirizaki.
This made Kirizaki, who had been chasing Chiba Makoto, raise his head, turn around, and then raise his hand. But before his arm could fall, Chiba Makoto, who had taken a step first, had already landed on the ground. He immediately twisted his waist, turned around, and then raised his hand. Legs, he kicked Kirizaki sideways as he started to turn around.
So, Kirizaki turned around, and what greeted him was a big foot. Using the straight instep as a knife, it struck Kirizaki hard on the waist.
Bang!
It was a dull sound, but Kirizaki, who had experienced it personally, knew how strong the force was. His waist hurt, and his body involuntarily tilted to one side. He staggered several steps before finally Keep your posture steady.
But before Kirisaki could stand firm, Chiba Makoto, after the blow hit him, immediately shifted his body weight to his right leg after putting down his right foot, and then immediately twisted his waist, matching his footwork, so that He was able to quickly twist his waist, raise his feet and bend his legs at the same time. After turning half a turn to the left, his bent legs shot out like springs, and he kicked Kirisaki hard in the chest with a roundhouse kick.
Bang!
The sound of the kick this time was much louder than before, and the damage caused to Kirizaki was also greater. This started from the moment Kirizaki almost flew off the ground with his feet and took seven or eight steps back. Can see it.
"That's it?"
Chiba Makoto didn't forget to say a sarcastic comment while taking a breath, and then rushed forward in large strides, preparing to pursue the victory and give Tregear a few more blows Cruel.
But Kirisaki, who had suffered two losses in succession, had realized the huge gap in fighting skills between the two sides. Naturally, he was unwilling to continue to use his own shortcomings to attack the other's strengths, so he immediately raised his arms. Crossed in front of him, a strong dark purple mist emerged all over his body, drowning Kirisaki in an instant.
Chiba Makoto's flying kick hit the mist and missed completely. When he passed through from the other end, Kirizaki disappeared.
"Just play this if you can't beat me. I really can't afford it." After Chiba Cheng kicked the air, he immediately adjusted his posture and was ready to land in the air. He landed naturally and steadily. on the ground, and immediately stood up, scanning the surroundings with his eyes, looking for Tregear's figure.
But before Chiba Makoto could even glance around half a circle, Tregear's voice came from above: "Are you looking for me?"
Chiba Makoto immediately He raised his head and moved his arms upwards in a fighting posture, but he stopped halfway because he saw a huge Tregear.
Unimaginably huge!
Just one face almost filled Chiba Makoto's field of vision. The key was that Tregear seemed to be still some distance away from him. Visual inspection estimated that Tregear who appeared at this moment was at least a thousand meters tall. Only then can we still be able to fill the field of view even when we are so far apart.
Tregchia moved his head downward and said with regret: "I thought you could become my companion, but now it seems that you are determined to be my enemy. What a pity. "
"I'm not sorry at all. On the contrary, I'm very happy." Chiba Cheng looked up at the extremely huge Tregear. Even though he was facing such a giant thing with a human body, his face was still. There is still no fear at all.
Tregear stretched out his hand, tapped Chiba Cheng with his huge fingers like Optimus Prime, and said: "But you are wrong about one thing, I don't need to suffer. After searching hard, the power of chaos will be delivered to me soon. Thank you very much, Taylor, for gathering you all together, so I don’t have to look for it anywhere.”
“What did you say?”
"What did I say? Hahaha," Tregear laughed, and in the wanton laughter, he straightened his waist, letting his huge body quickly move away from Chiba Cheng, leaving only those meaningful words: "Want to know what I'm talking about? Then go yourself Look for the answer, oh, I forgot, you can't get out yet."
"Hahaha"
Tregchia's huge figure is dissipating, his smile. The sound also became fainter quickly, obviously moving away.
In just a few breaths, the mountain-like Tregear disappeared, and the laughter could no longer be heard.
(End of this chapter)