Chapter 106 Coward [Please order first]
"It seemed to be junior high school at that time. I was a little boy, poor and courageless. I knew others said this and I didn’t dare to refute it, so I could only go home and follow My dad cried"
"But my dad said I was worthless and came back just to ask for money from him"
“Money is something he cares about more than anyone else, and he wouldn’t give me even a dime more, as if it was his life.”
“Later, there was a boy who he blatantly bullied I am my roommate, he sat on my head while I was squatting on the balcony washing clothes"
"At that time, my whole head was covered, and my vision went dark. Then my face was pushed into the water, and my whole nose touched the bottom of the basin. I couldn't breathe, and my eye sockets were black. That's when I knew I had been punched. It turns out it’s true that I can see stars in my eyes.”
“I was a coward, a coward, but at that time I didn’t know where I had the courage to lift him up, punch him on the ground, and then pin him down. Beat them on the ground"
" They had never seen me with red eyes before, and they were all petrified. They didn’t come up and pull me away until I beat the person until he could no longer make a sound.”
“This incident made a big fuss and alarmed everyone The director of the department, I heard that his family is very rich and he has a good relationship with the director."
"His father came to the school immediately after knowing about this. At that time, I was standing outside the office of the department director, passing by. People are pointing fingers at me”
"After his father came, he pointed at me and yelled at me, saying that I was a wild child who had a father but not a father. He probably had to hold on for a while. At that time, I wanted to curse me back, but when I thought about it carefully, I did have a father. "I was born without a father."
"Other people's fathers came over as soon as something happened, and my father didn't know where he was drinking."
"At that time, I The anger I was holding in my heart was instantly released, and then I cried. I was really wronged. I didn’t know who I should tell these grievances to. Everyone disliked me, even my only father didn’t like me."
"I just thought that since he didn't like me, why didn't he just strangle me to death."
When he said this, Zhao Lei's eyes turned red.
"The head teacher took me away when he saw this. When he was taken away, the man was still yelling."
"My dad finally came. I don't know how the matter was settled. I only heard that The man I fought with had a broken nose and lost a lot of money, which my incompetent father took many years to save up."
"At that time, I saw my father talking to the superiors. The director nodded and hunched over like a dog."
"I don't understand. It was obviously someone else who made a mistake, so why should everyone blame me, whether it's teachers, classmates, or even my dad, he They are all scolding me."
"He said that I am a loser and can't keep calm at all. I will only cause trouble for him. It would be better not to give birth to me in the first place."
"Actually, I don't want to live in this world. I also want to say why I was born without asking my opinion."
What Zhao Lei said was extremely smooth, as if he had already I have recalled it countless times. As long as there is a hint of words, all the memories will be implicated.
“Of course he said the words he scolded me at home, because he had to maintain his image as a good father in front of others. People who know him say he is a very good father”
< br>“But I only know whether he is as good as others say”
"Later, I carefully finished high school and then entered college. Do you know that he was unwilling to pay any money? Even the tuition for college was only handed over to me on the last day, and he also gave me his own money. He gave me the broken phone, I guess he bought a new one himself"
"At that time, I wanted to never ask him for money again, and I never wanted to see him again." "I am a capable person, and I have made some money with my own skills. I don't have to wear the same clothes for a season." In those days, I even got a girlfriend, who was my first love."
"During this period, my dad never came to see me, and he almost never called me. He also hung up in a hurry in less than a minute”
“Later, he found out from somewhere that I had a girlfriend, and he immediately called me and told me to break up with him, saying that I didn’t send money back home after making money, and only raised women outside, so he told me to break up quickly.”< br>
“I definitely wouldn’t listen to him, so he bought a train ticket and came to my school to block people. When he saw my girlfriend, he scolded me. I don’t know what he said to my girlfriend. Later, she So he broke up with me"
Is this dad a bit perverted? The fat man frowned.
“I never had a girlfriend after that, and I never contacted my dad proactively until after graduation.”
“I couldn’t survive in a big city, so I just I came back here, but I didn’t plan to live with him. I rented a house outside and worked hard, earning I paid him some small money."
"I haven't had much contact with him over the years, and our relationship is just like that, but it's not as awkward as before."
"Later, my girlfriend found me again. He said he still can’t forget me and wants to be with me again”
"The reason I went up the mountain this time was to talk to my dad about this. We are getting married. Originally I didn't want to mention this to him, but after thinking about it I decided to talk about it. After all, he is my father."
When he said this, the young man in his mid-twenties showed a contemptuous laugh on his face: "But I didn't expect that he couldn't be contacted."
After listening to Zhao Lei's self-report, everyone present People looked weird.
If his father Zhao Guanhai died, why would Zhao Lei be the biggest suspect?
"You don't have to worry so much" Zhao Lei shook his head slightly: "I won't do that kind of thing. Although my dad has always been bad to me, I know that he is not that bad."
Brother Mobile pursed his lips: "How did you come to the conclusion that your dad is not that bad?"
This is simply the weirdest dad he has ever seen, the kind that is bad to the core.
After Mobile Brother finished speaking, Zhao Lei frowned in confusion: "I used to hate him deeply, but I don't know why, but now I don't think he is so hateful when I recall these things. Actually, I don’t know why I came to this conclusion. It’s probably because my emotions have been diluted by time.”
A few people looked at each other, this statement seemed unreliable.
Zhao Lei then said: "Actually, you don't have to work too hard to find my dad. He is like this. Sometimes I can't even contact him when I go to school, and he will come out on his own by then."
After he said these words, the sky had completely darkened, and it was pitch black outside, with only the branches swaying from time to time.
"Don't worry," Zhao Lei said, "The road will be cleared in a few days. You can go down the mountain by then. My dad will probably come back."
I'm afraid. What comes out at that time will be a ghost.
The author of the fifth update is coding Ying Ying Ying (About kidney deficiency·jpg)
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