Chapter 54 Give up?
There was no doubt that he liked her.
I like him so much that as long as he gets a kiss from her, any uneasiness can turn into joy.
She was afraid that someone would pass by, so she only kissed him for a while before not allowing him to continue. After getting off him, she still sat beside him, and he held one hand firmly.
In front of their eyes, in the tree-lined alley, there were young boys and girls jumping by, young parents leaving with their children talking and laughing, and elderly couples talking about whether they were staring at each other. I took a few more glances at the old lady and old man dancing in the square.
She was always like this, no matter what she looked at, she always had novel fun.
He held her waist and told her softly: "We will go further than them."
"If I have gray hair, I won't look good!"
"It's okay, I will grow gray hair too." He smiled, as if he had thought of such a scene, and his eyes shone with expectation, "I have become a hunched grandfather, you are an old lady with gray hair, and we are still Very suitable.”
She was a little skeptical, "Really?"
"real."
She deliberately made things difficult for him, "It's still so long. Who knows what changes will happen to us in the future? What if you don't like me anymore?"
He answered without thinking, "Not that day."
"If that day comes, I will definitely leave without looking back and never talk to you again..."
She didn't say anything. Her face was held up by someone and she could only look in his direction and make eye contact with him. Under his always calm appearance, it was like a fire was quietly burning.
"If you ignore me, I will definitely..."
She tilted her head.
He was silent for a moment, then leaned forward and kissed her, "I will definitely die."
Once he tasted what it felt like to be loved unconditionally and wholeheartedly, he could no longer give up this feeling.
He is a machine trained by his parents to inherit the family business. Under the guidance of his parents, he has always done well. He does not need to think or be independent. He only needs to play the role of the heir to the Gu family well.
It was with Chu Yan that he gradually developed his own identity. He began to have things he wanted, things he wanted to do, and people he wanted to spend his life with.
His monotonous world was filled little by little, and he could no longer tolerate being separated little by little. He could not go back to the past, and he could no longer endure the days like the past.
His self was born because of her. If she left, he would only move toward death little by little.
Whether he is a boy or a young man, he is regarded as superior, but he has never been a strong person. He needs to depend on her to live, like a vine wrapped around a tree, eager to draw nourishment from her soul.
"Okay, okay, I won't leave you, so don't say anything about death anymore." She hugged him and patted his back gently. Her movements were very gentle, like the spring breeze blowing, and she laughed out loud, "Eat a piece of chocolate and feel happy!"
"Mr. Gu...Mr. Gu?"
Gu Chuan's stagnant eyes trembled. When he realized that the sweet taste in his mouth had dissipated, the figure of the girl in front of him also appeared clearly in front of him.
She was more mature and more beautiful than he remembered, but strangely, he felt that she had not changed.
Chu Yan asked: "Are you feeling better?" For a moment, Gu Chuan couldn't tell the difference between fantasy and reality. She overlapped with the shadow in his memory. She was still so young and fresh, but he seemed to be getting old. Yes, wanting to chase that fresh beauty is his biggest sin.
Chu Yan couldn't wait for his answer, so she bent down and looked at her sitting on the chair, "Mr. Gu?"
"I'm much better." Gu Chuan forced himself to smile, "Thank you for your help."
Chu Yan breathed a sigh of relief, "It's good that you're okay. I've been worried about whether I should send you to the hospital. I'll give you these candies."
Gu Chuan looked at the colorful candies stuffed in his hand, then looked up at her, looking a little dazed.
"If you have hypoglycemia, just eat candy." Chu Yan smiled, "I won't tell others."
Gu Chuan slowly tightened the candies in his hand. These things were so cheap. Putting them in his hand, which was wearing a tailor-made suit, it seemed a little out of place, but he held it tightly. In his hands, it was as if he was tightly protecting a treasure.
He raised his eyes and smiled slowly, "Miss Chu, you helped me, how should I thank you?"
"You're welcome, just like you would help me if I wasn't feeling well, I would also help you. It's nothing, you don't need to take it to heart."
Gu Chuan rubbed the candy in his hand. Under the polite and distant appearance, his dark and twisted heart became more and more like an ugly thing shouting despicable that he could even detect. He said: "If you don't send me a thank you gift, , I will feel sorry for myself.”
"Miss Chu, I delayed your work, so let me thank you."
"Even if we don't know each other, if I get help, I should send a thank you gift."
Chu Yan was a little overwhelmed, but fortunately she heard the savior's voice.
"Yanyan."
Chu Yan looked back and smiled sincerely, "Shen Xing!"
With a smile on his face, Shen Xing came quickly and naturally held Chu Yan's hand. He looked at Gu Chuan with concern and said unexpectedly: "Cousin, what's wrong with you? Yanyan told me I was shocked when you got sick."
Chu Yan said embarrassedly: "Mr. Gu, because you refused to go to the hospital, I was afraid that something would happen to you, so I had no choice but to ask Shen Xing to come over."
Gu Chuan clearly realized one thing. Chu Yan would not hide anything from Shen Xing. He could almost imagine how happy Chu Yan was when she shared every detail with Shen Xing. As long as she was around, she could enrich the boring life.
Shen Xing said: "Yanyan, you go to work. I will take care of my cousin here."
Chu Yan nodded, politely said goodbye to Gu Chuan, and walked away.
The moment Chu Yan left, the masks of the two men pretending to be friendly were torn apart. They looked at each other expressionlessly, with a strong smell of gunpowder.
It was Shen Xing who broke the silence.
"No matter what you want to do, I advise you to give up."
Gu Chuan asked: "Why didn't you give up in seven years?"
"Don't compare me with you, Gu Chuan, I'm different from you." Shen Xing said, "I will never be the one to abandon her."
Shen Xing said mercilessly: "The person who lets go first has no right to regret it."
Gu Chuan's hand holding the candy became tighter and tighter, and his nails seemed to sink into his palm. His eyes fell on the ring on Shen Xing's finger, and he laughed sarcastically, "This ring is for me. It’s the engagement ring for Yanyan.”