Chapter 55 I am an actor
My name is Xu Lin, I am an actor and a teacher in the acting department.
Today, I have to teach the students of Acting Class 1. Everything went well at first. The sitcom in the class can test each student's real talent and learning, including on-the-spot reactions, stage movements, body language, Everything was going smoothly, including expression control and line skills, until a student suddenly went crazy while performing a melodrama and started killing people.
I once thought that it would be the most terrifying and desperate scene I had ever seen in my life, but after that, I found that the scene at that time and what I experienced afterwards were simply dwarfed. Not worth mentioning.
The male student’s eyes were bloodshot and his muscles were bulging, like those bodybuilders on TV. His eyes were fierce, his fangs in his mouth and his throat kept growling, making him look like a beast. .
Several boys tried to stop it, but they failed.
Blood splattered on my face.
I was petrified at that time.
My mind is blank and I can’t think of anything.
Soon, the other party found me.
As expected, I was killed, and I'm pretty sure I was incontinent at the time.
But when I woke up again, I found that the time had returned to an earlier time in the day.
For a very short time, I couldn't tell whether it was a nightmare or reality that had happened.
If it is reality, then all this is too absurd and weird; and if it is a nightmare, why can't you wake up?
The funny thing is, when I found an answer after going through a lot of hardships and torture, my first reaction was not relief, but feeling that I was crazy.
How could such a thing as the Day of Imprisonment exist?
How come there are memory collectors?
There are also the bloody amnesiacs and cards
Oh, they are all a group of SB with sick brains.
The funny thing is, I am one of them.
At that moment, I really thought I was crazy, or in other words, I hoped I was crazy. At least in that case, I would still be in a normal world.
But the cruel, bloody and cold reality almost cured my self-righteousness and unrealistic fantasies like medicine.
And this process is faster than any of you imagine.
By the way, I have another discovery. Human potential is really very great. In the past, those who blamed it on reasons such as "too difficult" and "stupid brains" in their studies have been imprisoned. They didn't exist in those days. If such people really existed, I can guarantee that they would have only one fate.
Death in pain and despair, and then became amnesiac.
I learned how to survive in this terrible world. To live, you must lie and kill.
Fortunately, I have a strong acting talent. When I lie to others, even myself believes in me. Said everything.
This may be my only comfort in this sad world.
At least, I still have something I can use.
All I can do is live cautiously and full of fear, struggling in this world that seems normal but is actually full of blood and weirdness. It seems that I will never see hope.
And one day, my lie was exposed by a person on the spot.
The man's eyes seemed to say that no one could deceive him.
“If we look at it from a relatively scientific perspective, although the dead can be resurrected in each cycle of confinement, the definition of 'alive' during the confinement day is different from what people knew in the past. is completely different. Here, life refers to memory. If Losing 'memory' is actually death. Even if you become a memory collector again later, it does not mean the resurrection of your former self, but the birth of a new life. "
Xu Lin felt. This sentence makes sense and is even full of philosophy.
Unfortunately, this is not what she said.
This was what the man said, the man who easily saw through her lies.
This man is the most terrifying person Xu Lin has ever encountered.
One day, she and the other party accidentally met in a certain scene. The level scene of 'Yin Yang Four' was extremely dangerous. It could be said that it was the most terrifying scene among the scenes she had experienced. The most bizarre and sinister one.
Several powerful senior memory collectors she knew died inside. Just when she thought she had to die here too, that man actually behaved in a way that she still can’t understand. Way 'passed'.
She kind of took a ride and survived.
The man is several years younger than her.
His name is Luo Xi.
This is an extremely special person.
She is not very old, but her sophistication and seriousness are much worse than those of the professors in the school.
In fact, Xu Lin never heard Luo Xi say even a single word of nonsense.
As for making jokes or anything like that, I never did. This man is cold and rigorous, like a ruthless machine when he focuses on something.
But this coldness and almost inhuman concentration and rigor brought her an unimaginable feeling.
A sense of security.
At that time, Luo Xi had many helpers around him, but in Xu Lin's view, these people were actually Luo Xi's subordinates, or even chess pieces.
Including herself.
But Xu Lin knew that she was different from other chess pieces.
She is ‘An Zi’.
This is not her self-feeling and self-positioning, but Luo Xi told her clearly.
“If you want to follow me, you must listen to me. No matter what I ask you to do, no matter how unreasonable, how unbelievable, and how embarrassing it is for you to do, you will do it. Do it without hesitation and do it well. If you can do it, you can follow me. If you can't do it, it means you are not qualified and I can only ask you to leave."
She remembered what Luo Xi said to her alone that night.
Xu Lin did not hesitate too much, she immediately expressed her position.
“I can do it.”
That was her answer.
She is already 32 years old, and she has long passed the age of being pretentious and ambitious.
What she wants is something very practical.
Survival, security and hope.
Of these three things, relying on her own strength, she can barely get the first one, or in other words, it depends on luck. If the scene she enters is very difficult, she will almost die.
But Luo Xi can give her these three things.
So, Xu Lin willingly became Luo Xi’s ‘secret son’.
The things you do for him are the kind of things that cannot be seen in the light and cannot be known by others.
Xu Lin is not stupid either. She knows very well that the things she has done will eventually come back to bite her.
Even, he swallowed her till not a single bone was left.
But she had no choice.
In other words, this was the path she chose after she had foreseen the future. Therefore, even if this road led to endless hell, she could only go on.
Until one day, Luo Xi found her and gave her an incredible task.
"My name is Xu Lin, I am an actor!"
When 'Mom' spoke, her appearance began to change, as if she had some weird stickers on her face The film was changing automatically at this moment, and then at a speed visible to the naked eye, it changed from the face that Luo Xi was very familiar with to a woman who looked very young, beautiful, and extremely intellectual.
Luo Xi looked at this 'Greatly Transformed Living Man' with some surprise. At this moment, he was suffering from horrible negative emotions, pain and insane strange whispers, like countless blades and thorns, constantly attacking his body. The tearing and cutting in the spiritual realm, any normal person, or even those who have received rigorous training, cannot withstand this kind of mental impact that is almost like a landslide and a tsunami.
They will immediately turn into violent lunatics, and will kill as a panacea to relieve pain.
However, Luo Xi is not a normal person.
He is a madman himself, a madman who can suppress countless terrifying personalities in the spiritual world when he does not take medicine.
In other words, he is the final winner among those terrifying and crazy personalities.
As a winner, there is something special about him.
For example, under 'absolute sanity', even after taking the 'poison' that caused the cleaner to transform, Luo Xi was able to suppress the massive crazy thoughts in his brain and still let him His own consciousness serves as the leader, controlling his body that is about to be destroyed.
At this time, Luo Xi stared at Xu Lin opposite and grinned, showing his fangs.
The air is filled with the smell of blood and rancidity.
"You can transform into other people's appearance. Oh, is this a characteristic of the card book? Ha, it's very interesting. So, who sent you here?"
Xu Lin was under great pressure at this time. But she still tried her best to control the emotions that were about to collapse, and said: "It's you, Luo Xi, you sent me to carry out this task!"
(End of Chapter)