It was obviously a good conversation, but Gu Fan's sadness was touched upon again. Yun Qingxi really wanted to comfort her, but she didn't know how to comfort her.
"Don't say such things, you are doing well now! You are the first person in our group to become a dependent!"
"You not only put me and that Xiao Da The height comparison has gone downhill, even Luo Jinghua has been compared with you. Go down!"
After finishing speaking, Yun Qingxi wanted to bite off her tongue. How could she be so good? Then she mentioned Luo Jinghua...
Luo Jinghua and Luo Pingyang were a father. There is no difference between mentioning Luo Jinghua and mentioning Luo Pingyang! Both of these are wrong choices that will make Gu Fan feel unfair.
Why are they all human beings? Luo Jinghua and Luo Pingyang can do whatever they want based on the interpretations of their fathers, and all their peers must flatter them.
But Gu Fan's family has to live in fear under this kind of power.
And Yun Qingxi knows one thing very well:
That is, Gu Fan's family is by no means the most difficult people to live in this land.
Although their family was oppressed by Luo Pingyang and miserable, they still had two monks.
Gu Fan's elder brother is the focus of Xiaohengwu Mountain's efforts to cultivate him. Gu Fan may be different from his elder brother, but in the eyes of ordinary monks, he is also a person who needs to look up to him.
After all, there is no bad disciple who can enter Wushan for selection.
Yun Qingxi looked at the lost Gu Fan and knew that there were thousands of people in the world who had a harder time living than Gu Fan's family.
Most of them are powerless mortals, and they will never have the courage to resist like Gu Fan in their entire lives.
It wasn't until Gu Fan spoke up that Yun Qingxi collected her divergent thoughts.
"Brother Yun, do you also think I deserve to die?"
"I have observed..." A smile appeared on Gu Fan's face, with a slight intention to please, "Earlier, I was judged by the Saint. You didn’t speak for me when I was there.”
"On the contrary, it was Xiao Yiyang. He defended me... This really does not fit with my impression of you two."
Yun Qingxi felt uncomfortable all over after hearing this. He felt that he was about to I was frightened by Gu Fan's ingratiating and quiet demeanor.
"Big Xiao, only those who have really been in contact with him know that he is a fool with a cold face and a warm heart. Your impression of him only comes from the most superficial impression you will get when you first come into contact with him."< br>
Gu Fan smiled, "Really? It turns out that Young Master Xiao is cold-faced and warm-hearted."
"Brother Yun, what are you? Are you warm-faced and cold-hearted? You look like you are smiling at everyone, but in reality I don’t care about anyone at all.”
Yun Qingxi felt that the hairs all over his body were standing on end.
There is a kind of horror that is not a visual horror, but a very mysterious feeling.
Just like this moment, Gu Fan was sitting in front of him with a smile, doing nothing, but Yun Qingxi could feel a quiet madness from Gu Fan.
Some people are silent when they are crazy, and don't have many external manifestations, but as long as you get in contact with them, you will find that they are already crazy on the inside.
When did Gu Fan go crazy?
Perhaps the moment he fell to the ground and confessed, he felt that everything was over, so there was no need to pretend anymore, so it was better to expose his already rotten heart.
Perhaps it was at the moment when the saint announced that he had become the favored messenger that the excitement of revenge and selection drove him crazy, causing him, a sin-ridden sinner, to rush towards eternal damnation in ecstasy.
Or maybe it was earlier...
When he witnessed his brother's pain again and again, when he personally ended his brother's life...
The more Yun Qingxi looked at Gu Fan, the colder she felt in her heart, "Of course I don't think you deserve to die, you You've done a good job, no one in this world deserves to die."
He originally wanted to say some words of comfort, but Gu Fan's performance really made him at a loss, and he didn't understand what he said. .
Gu Fan smiled. The lower half of his face was smiling, but his eyes were crying.
Yun Qingxi clearly saw tears gradually pouring out of Gu Fan's eyes, and then he heard words that broke his heart.
"Don't Luo Pingyang deserve to die?"
At this moment, Yun Qingxi only felt that he deserved to die. His ability to comfort people is abysmal!
Of course a villain like Luo Pingyang deserves to die! But he said that no one in this world deserves to die... He really deserves to die...
"I said it wrong, I can't help you, brother Gu Fan! Luo Pingyang He deserves to die, even if he is beaten to death, it will not be able to offset the things he has done!”
"Brother Gu Fan, please don't take what I say to heart!"
Yun Qingxi is usually a very eloquent person, but now she is at a loss for words.
But Gu Fan wiped away his tears with his sleeves embroidered with complicated and gorgeous patterns, and then he seemed to return to a normal person in an instant... and apologized to Yun Qingxi.
"It's my fault. I made things difficult for you, Brother Yun. In fact, it doesn't matter what you say, Brother Yun. I know what I did."
Yun Qingxi Only then did he realize what Gu Fan's words meant.
He was looking for recognition from him. He wanted to hear him say that killing Luo Pingyang was innocent!
It’s not extenuating circumstances or human nature, but Luo Pingyang himself deserves to die!
Only in this way can Gu Fan get over the hurdle in his heart.
"Don't think so..." Yun Qingxi said blankly: "We all think you did this because..."
"Should it?" Gu Fan's eyes were slightly red, "I I know I should, but it still can’t change my sin of killing someone.”
"You are not guilty!" Yun Qingxi no longer knew what to say to comfort Gu Fan, so she could only give a crude conclusion.
After hearing this, Gu Fan was stunned, "Really? Am I not guilty?"
"But if I am not guilty, how could the Holy Lady let me die? She is because Only my sins will punish me."
"I am guilty."
Yun Qingxi opened his eyes, Gu Fan had obviously developed his own logic.
He guessed his intentions and was wrong.
"You ask me these questions, do you really want to know my answers?"
Gu Fan was stunned again, and Yun Qingxi continued: "As you said yourself, You know what you are doing, and you know the answers to these questions."
"You have the answers in your heart. It’s just that you don’t like these answers, so you want to hear different answers from me.”
“And you know that you can get different answers from me, but you still believe that you are. You can’t even get comfort from the answer I gave.”
Gu Fan stopped talking. He lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking.
Yun Qingxi knelt down and looked directly into his eyes, "Have I comforted you?"
Gu Fan still didn't speak, Yun Qingxi sighed, "You have already You are found guilty."
< br>"From the very beginning when you asked me, I should have noticed..."
"You asked me if I didn't speak for you when you were being tried because I thought you deserved to die, but Gu Fan Brother..."
Yun Qingxi's brows and eyes were full of helplessness, "A person without sin will not be judged."
"If you think it is a trial, then the answer in your heart can no longer be judged." I was shaken by a few words."
Gu Fan still had no reaction, but Yun Qingxi saw tears falling from his cheeks.
When you are sad, tears will be particularly bitter.
Yun Qingxi doesn't know what Gu Fan's tears will taste like at this moment, because he doesn't know what Gu Fan is thinking at this moment.
He didn't know the meaning of his tears. (End of this chapter)