Chapter 638 Bridge of Tears
"While you guys were chatting, I suddenly remembered that I forgot to turn off the gas at home."
In this situation, Xiao Zheng knew in his heart that all he could do was to leave.
Having fulfilled his responsibilities as a wingman, Shura Field finally reached the final moment.
No matter how it develops next, in the final analysis, it can only depend on the young master's own destiny.
Xiao Zheng turned around and left, taking the medical staff beside him with him, leaving enough space for the three of them.
But it didn't go very far. In this case, if it was a Bad Ending ending with a hatchet, there would still be a chance to save people if the blood was spattered on the spot.
Thinking of this, Xiao Zheng carefully glanced at the cuffs of the big star's coat, fearing that she would pull out a shiny samurai sword from it later and give this damn scumbag justice.
However, no matter how bad the situation is, it is still the young master’s own choice.
No matter what, face it with a straight back.
This is the transformation from boy to man, Master Sang.
Xiao Zheng sighed in his heart, feeling that the wind in the mountains was really unreasonable and made his whole heart feel cold.
No one of the three people who stayed spoke for a while.
Falling dead leaves fell to my feet, scratching on the concrete floor with a slight "prickling" sound.
Chu Qingmian lowered her head and gently stepped on a leaf with her toes.
The rotating leaves made her feel a little dizzy. She felt that she must have taken too much sedative, and she was probably dreaming now.
Otherwise, why did it take so long for her to stand on the rooftop again after the college entrance examination?
The same three people, the same silent and dignified atmosphere, the same self who just wants to escape.
Miss Chu is just kind and simple, but she is not stupid. She can detect Su Chengyi's dissociation many times.
There are often missed calls, messages that are answered late after a few hours, and topics that are deliberately avoided when we get along.
Chu Qingmian wondered if in those episodes in his life where she was absent, he would be surrounded by another person.
It seems that in this way, many things can be explained.
For example, when he looked at her, his expression would always appear wandering, and his thoughts would wander, as if he was seeing and thinking of other people through her.
It's just that she foolishly gave the other party too much unconditional trust, wishfully thinking that he could handle everything.
Besides that, on the other hand, she was also a little scared.
If she breaks the casserole and asks to the end, will the ending she gets be the one she wants?
If the price to pay for learning the truth is to lose him, will she regret and blame herself for being too sincere and unbearable?
Chu Qingmian always felt that she was actually not brave.
In the past, when she encountered a super-difficult physics problem that she had struggled with for five minutes but had no idea about, her first reaction would be to run away.
Let’s skip it first so that we can look at the questions at the end. A good man won’t suffer the loss in front of him!
What's more, the question before her now is such a difficult one. It seems that if she is not careful, the wrong answer will ruin her entire life.
However, there is no way to escape now.
Chu Qingmian lowered her eyes, feeling as if there were countless transparent glass walls blocking her way, forcing her to raise her head and face the fact that she had been avoiding for a long, long time.
But she still didn't make any progress, and even now she didn't have the courage to speak.
In fact, logically speaking, you can ask the question very confidently, right?
Chu Qingmian blinked and thought of many lines that would appear in bloody idol dramas.
"What's the relationship between you two?!"
"It seems that I came at the wrong time."
"Obviously I came first."
"It's obviously a movie about three people, but I can't name them."
Ah, it seems to be the lyrics. It seems that I am really a little dizzy.
Chu Qingmian shook her head, feeling that just standing still required a lot of strength.
Chen Jinzhi stood in the wind, raising his head slightly.
The fallen leaves were carried by the wind and flew higher into the sky from the withered branches, then fell to the ground, rolled several times, and were finally picked up by another gust of wind.
Whether flying or falling, they have no choice.
Now this thrilling farce is coming to an end. The security personnel responsible for surveying the scene have drawn up the prepared cordon, and the medical staff are doing basic inspections with simple equipment.
Regarding this moment, Chen Jinzhi thought of many possible scenarios, but none were as grand as the current one.
It was as if a long TV series with thousands of episodes announced without warning that today's update was the last episode. The last ending song played among the falling leaves, the screen turned to black, and the words "The End of the Series" slowly appeared.
So, what kind of song will it be?
When Chen Jinzhi thought of this, he suddenly twitched the corner of his mouth without leaving any trace.
It was strange that when the ending that she was so afraid of facing actually appeared, she was thinking about these unrelated things in her mind, and there was no way to grasp the key points.
There is a kind of therapy in psychology, the scientific name is shock therapy.
That is, by directly putting the patient in the situation he fears, it will have the opposite effect and thereby eliminate the fear.
In layman's terms, it means facing it repeatedly until it becomes desensitized.
Chen Jinzhi lowered his eyes and waited quietly for a while, deciding that this treatment was indeed effective.
That Christmas, when she first learned about it, she just felt that her whole heart was going to be broken, but she still had a glimmer of hope.
However, every subsequent clearer understanding was like a dull knife cutting flesh, wiping away her innocent hope bit by bit.
Countless moments of awakening from dreams, and every imaginary possible ending made people so uneasy, that they only dared to stay through the long night with their eyes open, waiting for the light of day.
Chen Jinzhi couldn't remember how many nights like this he had had. Su Chengyi thought she was taking medicine to help her sleep. In fact, that was not the case. Sometimes she just subconsciously resisted sleeping.
Lulu always felt that she had arranged too much work for herself, and her body would not be able to withstand such pressure. She consulted the doctor worriedly and bought a lot of health care products that looked like IQ taxes.
On the surface, Chen Jinzhi just smiled and said it didn't matter, but in the final analysis, he had some selfish motives.
When working at high intensity, it is difficult to have the mind to think about those things. On the contrary, it is even more difficult to have a moment of leisure.
For a while, Chen Jinzhi even wondered whether this was the legendary retribution, or a doom.
She must have done many evil things in her previous life, otherwise how could there be such a curse haunting her day and night.
She was not allowed to have a moment of pleasure, and she was not allowed to have a good night's sleep.
Therefore, the filming of "Jingzhe" was not actually hard for her, but felt like redemption.
Because when she played Jing Zhe, she could temporarily forget that she was Chen Jinzhi.
Forget Chen Jinzhi's boring life, forget how a perfect heart became riddled with holes, forget Su Chengyi.
Perhaps that's why she can stand here so quietly now, not like the protagonist of this triangular farce, but like a passerby who accidentally entered the set without knowing the cause and effect.
However, in fact, it is the soul that has practiced it thousands of times and chooses to watch numbly, leaving only the body standing here to cooperate with the performance. She couldn't tell what it was like, but at least she could still stand here, waiting for the final result.
In fact, she could continue to deceive herself as before, or even put everything aside to deal with the aftermath for him, and continue to hide this lie that was full of loopholes for him.
But it seems that I can't do it because I have seen the way he looked at another girl.
There is no doubt that it is the same love as hers.
Ever since he received the kidnapping call, his heart had never stopped, and he no longer even cared about the so-called Shura Field.
This clumsy lie that he had been carefully repairing all along could be given up in the blink of an eye because he sensed that the other party was in danger.
So, everything that happened today spoke to her so clearly.
In his eyes, there is no difference between the two of you. As much as he loves you, he loves another person.
After realizing this, Chen Jinzhi finally understood that her waiting these days was actually meaningless.
Because she will not be Su Chengyi's last choice.
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He never thought about making a choice.
Su Chengyi looked away with difficulty, not daring to look at either of them.
If you want to describe this feeling, it is like walking alone on an unobstructed bridge on the hottest summer day with the blazing sun above your head.
No matter forward or backward, there is no way out, we can only stand where we are, there is no way to escape.
Regarding the scene of the Shura Field outbreak, Su Chengyi had actually imagined a lot, and the material basically came from those bloody soap operas that Yang Liu and he watched together when we were children.
For example, one morning the heroine who was supposed to be on a business trip came home early, pushed the door open, and saw a very unsightly scene.
Then the female characters started to cry and get into a fight. After the male protagonist received a few slaps, he couldn't bear it and shouted, "Enough is enough."
In short, it's a piece of cake.
Or maybe a passerby had the key evidence of the male protagonist's cheating, and quietly sent it to the female protagonist with the mentality of just watching the excitement and not taking it too seriously.
Then, as if struck by lightning, the heroine threw the evidence on the hero's face and asked him in a trembling voice what bastard things he had done.
Putting it this way, these plot developments are more in line with reality.
Any kind of murderous kidnapping case, where you have to choose between death or life, is a bit too surreal.
However, reality is often more magical than drama, and such exaggerated things happened like this.
Fortunately, everyone was safe and sound, except for a certain suspect who fell asleep.
Unfortunately, Shura Field completely broke out without any preparation.
Su Chengyi really admitted his defeat this time, without any intention of making excuses, and he also knew that it was absolutely impossible to fool around again.
As long as Miss Chu used her brain a little, she knew that Chen Jinzhi would not appear here inexplicably and become the other end of the choice.
Not to mention Chen Jinzhi, an extremely smart person like her would have noticed it already.
That's why she acted so calmly and calmly when the kidnapping case began, because she already knew the relationship between Chu Qingmian and him.
Moreover, without her calm handling and seamless cooperation, this case would not have been solved so smoothly.
Although Su Chengyi knew all this, he still didn't dare to think about it in detail.
It's hard to imagine what kind of mentality she had spent these days, and what she was thinking when she stood in the position of being sacrificed.
After all, the Shura Field was extremely cruel to both of them.
But it's hard to tell clearly whether it is more cruel to Chu Qingmian who has been kept in the dark, or to Chen Jinzhi who has always been aware but deceived himself.
Now that the matter has come to an end, everyone knows who should really stand up and take responsibility.
Su Chengyi took a deep breath, and the missing red rope of Ping An's buckle made her palms ache.
But what to say?
"I'm sorry, I'm a scumbag, I really deserve to die."
"I have always lied to you, but I am sincere to you."
"I shouldn't be the only man in the world who is attracted to two women at the same time."
"You are all my wings."
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These classic quotes from scumbags floated through his mind like barrages. Su Chengyi turned around and glanced at Wu Shaobo's body, which had been covered with white cloth. All the weapons he carried had probably been taken away.
To be honest, he was so shameless that he almost wanted to shoot himself.
However, before he had time to figure out how to break the deadlock, someone spoke for him.
"That."
Chu Qingmian's voice was trembling, and her lowered eyelashes flickered gently like the fluttering wings of a butterfly.
"I think I feel a little uncomfortable. I want to go see a doctor. You guys. I, um, I'm fine"
Her voice became softer and softer, and by the time she said the last sentence, it sounded like she was mumbling to herself.
Su Chengyi did not expect that Miss Chu would break the deadlock first, but this time she still chose to leave.
Just like the rooftop Shura field after the college entrance examination, if it weren't for the white paint that was accidentally stained on her back, no one would know the feelings she had hidden for many years.
In fact, at this time, it is best for the two heroines of Shura Field to separate, so that the hero at the center of the storm can continue to talk nonsense and continue to deceive both ends with those clumsy lies.
As long as you continue to exploit their feelings and sincerity, you can always continue to cheat.
It's not over until the end of the deception, when you can no longer deceive yourself, or when you are struck to death by the thunder of divine punishment on the road.
Su Chengyi stood there, silent for a long time, and waved to the medical staff waiting in the distance.
"She is a little uncomfortable, probably related to the overdose of sedatives. Please take her back for a checkup first."
"Okay."
The medical staff responded nervously. They were brought here by the Chu family, and they all knew that the young lady in front of them was the top priority.
Chu Qingmian took a step back and never raised her head to look at Su Chengyi.
"Then, I'll leave first."
"You rest for a while, I will come to you later."
Su Chengyi raised his eyes and suddenly said:
"I'll make it clear to you, about everything."
(End of chapter)