Chapter 1634 Breakup
Three years later, through her own efforts, the girl finally passed the high school entrance examination of Jiachuan Middle School. On the first day of school, she recognized the boy she had missed for many years in the crowd.
However, this boy is completely different from the one in my mind. He loves to run, jump, and laugh. His studies are not as serious as he remembered in elementary school, but he is a bit careless.
However, the handwriting is getting better and better, and the works are often hung side by side on the display wall of the school's bell tower together with his adopted brother's.
No matter what, although my situation at school has not changed much, and I still face isolation and harassment, compared to Majie Middle School, it is already a paradise.
And every time she thought that this boy was in the next class and was her classmate, she felt that her years of hard work had not been in vain.
But the boy didn't seem to remember her at all. She had tried to muster up the courage to come forward and introduce herself many times, but every time she saw him walking with his companions from a distance, she couldn't help but He hid himself and only dared to observe him secretly, and then watched him walk by talking and laughing with others.
She has been praying to God for a chance to get close to the boy.
When she heard that the boy had undergone surgery, she was really frightened. When the surgery was over, for some unknown reason, he was transferred to the same class as her, still at the front and back desks.
The most surprising thing to me is that this boy still remembers me, and the way he looks at me is even different from the way he felt before the surgery.
The girl felt that the boy's eyes at that moment were completely consistent with what she imagined.
Zhou Zhi couldn't help but smile bitterly. At that time, it should be the time when he traveled back in time.
This is the last page of the diary. What follows is, of course, everything that happened to Zhou Zhi and Jiang Shuyi in the same time and space.
These diaries written by Jiang Shuyi seem to be her conversations with this boy. After this day, of course there is no need to continue writing.
However, after watching it, Zhou Zhi felt mixed emotions and miserable.
Putting the notebook back to its original place, closing the cupboard door, Zhou Zhi turned off the light and came out of the bungalow, only to find that it was already dark.
Da Ni still lives in the old dormitory allocated by the Central School. Standing here, looking across the woods on the hillside, you can see the windows of Da Ni's house.
Zhou Zhi couldn't help but smile bitterly. At this time, he really didn't want to see anyone, especially his relatives. Under their concerned eyes, it was impossible for him not to reveal his secret.
After thinking about it, I took a deep breath and got in the car, heading back to Jiachuan first.
The car drove very slowly. The journey that originally took more than twenty minutes took almost an hour.
After buying Jiang Shuyi's favorite steamed buns under the rice barn, Zhou Zhi came to Jiang Shuyi's house again and knocked gently on the door.
Du Yufen probably didn't sleep all night. When she saw Zhou Zhi still holding the bun in his hand, she couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Shu Yi has been missing a meal now. He hasn't had breakfast for a long time."
"Auntie, you haven't eaten either, right? Why don't you eat first, where's uncle?"
"He went to Yuzhou." Du Yufen whispered, as if afraid that Jiang Shuyi in the bedroom would hear: "Wen Yu said that there is a professor in their school who has been exposed to depression, and your uncle went to inquire about the situation."< br>
After speaking, he lowered his voice even lower: "I didn't even dare to tell Shu Yi."
"I think I roughly know the reason." Zhou Zhi said: "It shouldn't be so serious."
"Then you guys have a good talk." Du Yufen nodded, took the package in Zhou Zhi's hand, and faced Bedroom mouth.
The winter in Jiachuan was very damp and the room was very cold. Jiang Shuyi was lying on the bed with her back to Zhou Zhi, and her hands exposed outside the quilt were even colder.
"Shu Yi, I'm here." Zhou Zhi came to the bed and sat down, gently holding Jiang Shuyi's hand.
Jiang Shuyi's hand flicked slightly, as if she wanted to get out of the way instinctively, and then stopped, letting Zhou Zhi hold it. "Shu Yi, let's break up." Zhou Zhi said softly, but there was no hesitation in his tone.
“No!” Jiang Shuyi suddenly sat up and hugged Zhou Zhi tightly.
Zhou Zhi hugged Jiang Shuyi and felt the girl's thinness, which made her heartache.
Taking a deep breath, calming down his agitated mind, he patted Jiang Shuyi's back gently: "It's okay, Shu Yi, if we still need to force ourselves, that's right. The taint of this relationship.”
“When did you realize that you didn’t love me? Or, when did you realize that the one you loved was not actually me?”
< br>
The girl finally cried, and her tears gradually wet Zhou Zhi's chest.
Du Yufen listened secretly outside, and when she heard her daughter squealing, she breathed a sigh of relief. The current situation was at least much better than the lost and stunned appearance a few days ago.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know until today that the one you like in your heart is actually another me." Zhou Zhi sighed slightly: "Shu Yi, you made him too perfect, so perfect that it is worldly. I can’t do that no matter what.”
“In fact, you realized this problem very early, right? But you still have some extravagant hopes, hoping that he and I can be compatible, or partially compatible, so that you can accept it, right?”
“So when we are together, those happy moments are overwhelming. Most of the time I am with my friends." Zhou Zhi smiled bitterly: "If I were alone..."
"When we are alone, we actually do our own thing a lot of the time and rarely talk. It's not that we deliberately want to be like that, but because we get along the most harmoniously and comfortably that way. We all feel that way."
"Actually, it's just because at that time, I was the most like the person in your mind."
"I'm sorry..." Jiang Shuyi hugged Zhou Zhi's neck: " Zhou Zhi, I'm sorry..."
"I should thank you." Zhou Zhi stroked the hair of the girl who rested her head on his neck: "I really feel very grateful that you can give me such deep feelings. Ashamed.”
“Fortunately, we haven’t made a big mistake yet. If you sacrifice your happiness to fulfill my desires, that would be absolutely unacceptable to me.”
"So Shu Yi, if I become the source of your unhappiness, then let's separate." Zhou Zhi hugged the girl: "As for other people's eyes, we don't need to care, because only we understand this feeling, so only The two of us are qualified to decide how to deal with it."
Jiang Shuyi's body became softer and no longer so stiff
"It doesn't matter whether others can understand it, as long as you can understand it. I, I can I understand you, that's enough."
"Zhou Zhi, are you really not angry with me?" Jiang Shuyi asked softly, with a strong nasal sound in her voice: "I'm so It's...awkward."
" You are not awkward, you are just honest with your heart." Zhou Zhi patted Jiang Shuyi's back gently: "Shuyi, this is your most precious quality. Not many people can do it like you. Like.”
"But in the future, you will have to rely on yourself."
"Yes." Jiang Shuyi responded softly.
"As for suspending school, it actually doesn't matter." Zhou Zhi said: "You are surrounded by my shadow in the country, and it has a great influence on you. Why don't you go find Huihuisan to relax first?"< br>
"Anyway, you have already passed TOFEL, so you can check out how to apply for a foreign school for a change of environment."
Jiang Shuyi twisted lightly in Zhou Zhi's arms.
"No more, no more." Zhou Zhi smiled bitterly: "I promised you to rely on yourself, but I started talking too much again."