Chapter 1113 It’s still hard to forget you
After hanging up the phone, Chen Feng stood up from the sofa and said to the two women in the restaurant, "I have something to go out for." Then he took the car The key went straight out the door.
Sun Xiaorui and Molly, who were still eating in the restaurant, looked at each other a little bit.
Molly asked: "Does he have other women outside?"
Sun Xiaorui nodded after hesitating for a moment.
Molly is now considered an ally, and there is basically no competitive relationship. It is impossible for Chen Feng to marry her. It is okay to reveal a little information about Chen Feng to her.
Molly shook her head slightly and said: "He is really a passionate man."
Sun Xiaorui smiled and said: "I thought you would call him a scumbag."
< br>Molly shook her head again and said: "He told me about his affair from the beginning and didn't hide it from me at all. He and I are willing to be with each other." Yes, the same goes for you, and the same goes for his girlfriend. He didn’t hide anything from any of us, and he was always honest. How can he be called a scumbag? He is just a little sentimental.”
After hearing what Molly said, Sun Xiaorui almost couldn't help but give the other party a thumbs up. Molly's ideological awareness was much higher than hers.
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Chen Feng drove and arrived at the single apartment where Shen Lin now rented in ten minutes. It was not far from the house they rented before, and even closer to her workplace.
The single apartment here is relatively high-end among its kind, the house is relatively new, and the access control and security environment are very good in all aspects. An outsider like Chen Feng does not have an access card and cannot pass the facial recognition system. It is difficult to get in. He must first contact the residents inside.
Of course, you can also bribe the security guard at the door, or pretend to be a courier, water or gas delivery person, or find a place to sneak in. This community is not a confidential unit, so it is certainly impossible to be completely anonymous. Dead end security.
But Chen Feng obviously didn't need to do that. He called Shen Lin directly at the gate.
The phone rang for a while but was not answered until it automatically hung up.
Chen Feng frowned slightly and called again.
After echoing for almost half a minute, the call was finally connected.
"䱱...why did you call me?" Shen Lin's voice was a little hoarse.
Chen Feng told the truth: "Tang Yue called me and said that your situation is not very good and asked me to come and see you."
"...No need, I can handle my own affairs by myself..."
Chen Feng interrupted before she could finish her words: "I'm already at the gate of xx community. I'll ask the guard to contact you to confirm. "
When Shen Lin heard that Chen Feng had arrived at the gate of her community, she couldn't help but be stunned for a moment and followed. I felt like crying, and my voice couldn't help but be choked, so I subconsciously said: "Okay."
Chen Feng didn't say any more, hung up the phone directly, and then went over to talk to the guard box. The doorman said something. After receiving confirmation from Shen Lin through the intercom device, the doorman let Chen Feng in.
A few minutes later, Chen Feng stood at the door of Shen Lin's rented house. Just as he was about to reach out and ring the doorbell, the door opened, and Shen Lin's bare face appeared in front of him.
In just a few minutes, of course Shen Lin didn't have time to put on makeup. She simply went to the bathroom to comb her hair and then immediately came to the door to wait.
However, even without makeup, her makeup is still very attractive. The main reason is that her skin is good, smooth and firm, and has no blemishes. She is the envy of many women.
After the two were silent for a few seconds, Shen Lin took the initiative and said, "Come in."
After saying that, she stepped aside.
Chen Feng said nothing, nodded and walked in.
Shen Lin closed the door first, and then said to Chen Feng, who was taking off his shoes at the entrance: "I don't have men's slippers here, why don't you make do with mine first."
Chen Feng then said: "No need."
Chen Feng took off his shoes but didn’t put them on either. She took off her slippers and walked into the living room, sitting down on the small sofa naturally. There was no coffee table, only a small rectangular wooden table with some things scattered on it, mainly books, and also Snacks, hair bands, rubber bands, curling irons, etc.
"Sorry, it's a bit messy."
Seeing that Chen Feng noticed the small wooden table, Shen Lin immediately went to get a plastic bag and put everything on the table except books and snacks. Quickly swept into the bag.
Then, she asked Chen Feng with a slight blush: "What do you want to drink? Fanta or chrysanthemum tea?"
The two have lived together for many years, and of course she knew that Chen Feng used to like to drink Fanta and chrysanthemum tea.
But now Chen Feng has changed both of his hobbies. He now wants to control his weight and must try to quit sugary drinks. In addition, he doesn’t like drinking chrysanthemum tea very much now, or he now Basically I don’t like to drink tea, but prefer to drink boiled water.
"Plain water." Chen Feng stated his request.
After being stunned for a moment, Shen Lin nodded immediately: "Okay, wait a moment."
Not long after, Shen Lin brought two glasses of boiled water, one for each of them, and she naturally sat next to Chen Feng.
The single apartment she rented was limited in area. There was only a short sofa with two seats in the living room, and there were no other chairs or stools.
Chen Feng held the water glass and took a sip. It was just right in the mouth and not hot.
After Chen Feng took two more sips, he put down the water glass and asked directly: "What is your situation now?"
Shen Lin held the water glass in both hands, looking slightly dazed. After hearing Chen Feng's question, he paused for a few seconds and then slowly asked: "Did Tang Yue tell you everything?"
Chen Feng nodded and said, "She said you were suffering from moderate depression and you were very depressed. You even took sick leave and didn't go to work. She also said that your illness was caused by me." Shen Lin was silent for a while before nodding. Said: "This is indeed the case Like that."
Chen Feng sighed and said, "I've told you everything I should have said before, can't you just let me go?"
Shen Lin shook her head, her tone He said calmly: "It's not that I can't let go of you, but that I can't let go of our relationship and marriage. I know that it will never happen again in my life."
Chen Feng said with a slight frown. : "Don't be so arbitrary. Although I admit that I am excellent, there are still many men in the world who are similar to or even better than me. When you find them, your second relationship and marriage will only be happier. ”
"Now you have money and can be considered excellent, but what about before we divorced? You had no money and your job was not going well. Do you think you were excellent then? But I never gave up on our relationship even when you were in the most difficult time. Relationships and marriage."
Chen Feng glanced at her slightly and said in a calm tone: "Then do you think we were happy during the last two years we were together?"
Shen Lin fell silent immediately.
The two of them had been in a cold war for the last two years. Although they lived in the same house, they were not as good as roommates. They could not speak to each other for several days, and they stayed in separate beds for more than a year. time.
Of course, it was Chen Feng who proposed sleeping in separate beds, but Shen Lin didn't object at the time.
In short, in the last two years, they were very depressed and unhappy with each other.
"Those two years were the most painful period for me. I never want to go back to that kind of life or that state in my life. This is the fundamental reason why I never want to get back together with you. I'm afraid. 1 I was afraid of being bitten by a snake for ten years, and those two years left a deep psychological shadow on me.”
Shen Lin’s tears fell down at some point and fell into her hands. There were a few ripples in the water glass he was holding.
"I'm sorry..." Shen Lin said with a choked voice, "In those two years, I didn't put myself in your shoes and consider it carefully. I often complained about you and subjected you to cold violence. I can understand you now. That kind of pessimistic and gloomy mood.”
Although Chen Feng had sealed his heart and looked down upon the past affairs between the two of them as much as possible, his mood could not help but be touched by this scene.
A bad marriage can indeed bury a person and ruin a person's life.
Fortunately, everything is over. Fortunately, he got out of that marriage, survived the desperate situation, and regained his life.
“You don’t need to apologize.” Chen Feng sighed lightly and said, “We all made mistakes at that time, and the biggest mistake was me. As a man, as your husband, you can’t make money to support the family, which is the biggest problem. It's normal for you to blame me for this. It's not your fault. In the end, it was me who took the initiative to file for divorce and ended our marriage. My fault was the biggest."
Shen. Lin continued to cry silently and said nothing.
Chen Feng continued: "Our last two years have proved that we are not suitable to be a couple anymore, so why do you keep thinking about it?"
Shen Lin sobbed and said: "What about before the last two years? We were together for six or seven years, and only the last two years were not very happy. But before that, we had always lived well, and we loved each other, didn't we? ?”
Chen Feng shook his head and said, “You only remember the good first few years, what’s the use? Many broken marriages were happy at the beginning, but the difficulty is to stay happy. As the saying goes, it is easier to fall in love than to stay together. Since it has been proved that we cannot stay together until old age, then don’t try again, otherwise it will only hurt you more.”
“… But. I still want to try again!" Shen Lin suddenly turned to look at Chen Feng and said firmly, "I hope you can give me a chance to start over. Just treat it as if I made a mistake before, and you should give me one. repentance and A chance to make up for it, right?”
Chen Feng was speechless and couldn’t help but say, “Are you regretting it because I suddenly became rich and dated several women? "
Shen Lin was stunned and subconsciously wanted to deny it, but in the end she chose to tell the truth: "I admit that there was a reason why I fell in love with you in the first place. It's because I like you, and secondly, I think you are a potential stock. When you asked me why I wanted to marry you, a poor guy with no car, house, or money, that's how I answered you, saying that you are a potential stock. You will definitely be able to prosper in the future, and then I will be able to live a good life with you. You also said that when you become rich in the future, you will definitely buy me a car and a house, so that I can have everything I want.
So, you are finally prosperous now, but we are already divorced. Of course I regret it. When you were poor, I went through hardships with you, but now that you are rich, you have nothing to do with me and cannot enjoy happiness with you. Do you think I can be willing? Especially after knowing that you bought cars and houses for other women, of course I felt even more unbalanced. Did those women suffer hardships with you when you were poor and downcast?
Of course, unwillingness and regret are only one aspect. Another reason is that I find that I still can’t let go of our relationship and marriage. Every time I go on a blind date and have contact with other men, I always think of you and compare them with you, and then I feel dull. It's tasteless and I have no interest in those men anymore.
This proves that I still can’t forget you in my heart. ”
This time Chen Feng was silent. Her words forced him to admit that she was right.
He had been with Shen Lin for more than six years, nearly seven years. . Even though Shen Lin has not experienced hardships with him, she certainly has not experienced much happiness.
First of all, they didn't have a wedding room when they got married, and they were basically married naked. This alone made it difficult for her to hold her head high in the workplace.
Her work unit is a public institution, which is known to have good welfare and high social status. Most of the people are locals. Of course, they look down on outsiders, not to mention they don’t have a car or a house. I am a migrant worker who has money.
As for Shen Lin, who is beautiful, officially employed, and considered a local, marrying a migrant worker like him is not only unacceptable to her family and friends, but also to her colleagues in the workplace who think she is crazy. Very special.
This is something Chen Feng has always owed her.
Secondly, she almost severed ties with her parents in order to marry him. This is something that is difficult for most women to do. This shows that she was very determined to marry him. It was true. Love him very much.
Although he had given her more than a million "youth loss fees" before, this amount of money obviously could not make up for her efforts and sacrifices for him back then.
“Can you understand what I have said?”
After the two were silent for a while, Shen Lin asked again.
Chen Feng nodded slightly and said: "Of course I understand. You are right. You suffered a lot of grievances when you married me, and I owe you. If you are willing, I can give it to you now Buy a car or a house as a way to make up for it."
Shen Lin reached out and wiped away her tears. Then he said firmly: "If you really feel that you owe me, give me a chance to compete fairly with the women you have now. Otherwise, no matter how much money you give me now, I won't feel it." If you are happy, you will always fall into a bad mental state of regret and unwillingness.”
Chen Feng smiled bitterly and said: "You are different from them. If I agree to your request, it will be disrespectful to you."
Shen Lin said bitterly: "If you disagree, I will be disrespectful. I am willing to compete fairly with them even if they insult me. If you still reject me, doesn’t it mean that I am cheaper than them?”
There is nothing wrong with this. Chen Feng cannot refute it. Can only be silent again.
"Chen Feng, you were the one who initiated the divorce. I remember that I gave you a chance and gave you two months, but you refused. Now I'm begging you to give me a chance. It's too much. Do you want to refuse again?"
(End of this chapter)