Chapter 1232 Psychological Shadow
When Shen Lin lived with Chen Feng before, she basically didn't cook, and her cooking skills were much worse than Chen Feng's.
But again, people will change.
Since Shen Lin divorced Chen Feng, she has been living alone. Sometimes she still needs to cook at home. Sometimes she has nothing to do during holidays, so she cooks by herself according to the cooking videos on the Internet. This kitchen My art gradually improved.
In addition, after she decided to get back together with Chen Feng, she even more seriously wanted to learn cooking skills.
Hard work pays off. With her hard work and her good IQ, her cooking talent is not bad. After learning it for a period of time, her cooking skills are already above average. Not to mention very delicious, but some Home-cooked meals are still available.
Especially Chen Feng’s favorite dishes, she has carefully studied and experimented many times, and now she is very good at cooking them.
After Chen Feng watched TV in the living room for almost an hour, the food was ready.
It was around four o'clock in the afternoon, which was actually a little early for dinner, but Chen Feng didn't mind, and Shen Lin certainly didn't mind.
When Chen Feng came to sit down in the restaurant, Shen Lin had already prepared food for him and brought him chopsticks. This kind of treatment was something he had rarely enjoyed before his divorce.
After the divorce, especially after this "reunion", Chen Feng basically enjoyed this kind of considerate service every time he came over.
"If you like this, eat more of it."
After Shen Lin sat down, she gave him some vegetables. Before long, Chen Feng had a lot more vegetables in his bowl.
Chen Feng could only say: "That's enough. No need to give it to me anymore. You can eat it quickly."
"Okay." Shen Lin smiled sweetly and then picked up the plate. Make your own rice bowl and start eating.
Neither of them spoke for the next few minutes, both engrossed in eating.
It wasn't until Chen Feng almost finished his bowl of rice that Shen Lin asked, "Are you busy these two days?"
Chen Feng hummed and nodded.
Shen Lin looked hesitant and opened her mouth, wanting to say something but not having enough courage.
Of course Chen Feng also noticed her expression, he sighed softly in his heart, and took the initiative to say: "I will think about what you said last time for a few more days."
He was actually very conflicted in his heart. He missed the happy and sweet life before marrying her, but he also had a deep taboo about the two years before the divorce.
Even though he knew that with his current strength and the current relationship between the two, he would never be able to repeat the hard life he had back then, but after all, he still had some psychological shadows and some instincts in his heart. Exclusion.
After hearing what Chen Feng said, Shen Lin couldn't help but show a gloomy look on her face, and asked: "Don't you want to agree to the request I made last time? I don't want you to be responsible anymore, I just want to be with you As long as we continue to be together, even if you can occasionally have time to accompany me, won’t you agree?”
Chen Feng stopped eating, sighed, and said truthfully: "The two years before we divorced were really terrible for me. I had trouble at work, family troubles, marital disharmony, (eventually I got terminally ill), and all kinds of bad things happened to me. It can be said that it caused a great psychological shadow on me. If you really get back together, I haven't finished my psychological preparation yet."
Shen Lin said a little aggrievedly: "I don't want you to remarry me, I just want a chance to be with you again. Don’t you even give me such a humble opportunity?”
Chen Feng also said a little depressed: "You know that I already have a girlfriend now, and she is very romantic and has affairs with several women. Why do you still do this? There is really no need for you to waste your youth on me anymore." ”
Shen Lin said angrily: "Now you are persuading me to give up on you. You had already figured it out last time. You also said you would give me a reply within a week."
Chen Fengxin said that the last time was the last time , and in retrospect, he was obviously a little impulsive at the time.
I thought of the sweet love time between the two of them, and then I thought of the loving and intimate scenes between the two of them in the past. To put it bluntly, I was a little greedy for her body.
The two went from falling in love to getting married to getting divorced, but they have been together for seven or eight years. Even though they are very familiar with each other, they have done those embarrassing things many times.
But after all, after being divorced and separated for so long, when we get together again, there will be an urge to miss and relive it. Shen Lin once again pretended to be at your mercy. If Chen Feng had not been strong-willed enough last time, he would have really relived his old dream with her. Revisited my old place.
Now, facing Shen Lin, who was a little angry, Chen Feng could only say: "Isn't it a week? You wait for two more days."
Shen Lin took a deep breath , said sadly: "No matter how much time I give you, I don't think you will accept me anymore, right?"
< br>Chen Feng immediately shook his head in denial: "Of course not. I will try to do some mental construction after I go back. Maybe I can accept you tomorrow and the day after tomorrow."
The sad look on Shen Lin's face disappeared immediately after hearing this , said with some surprise: "Really? Don't lie to me."
"Really." Chen Feng nodded helplessly.
He has now understood the situation. Shen Lin, his ex-wife, has returned to the love-minded state of the past. She wanted to be with him regardless of her parents' objections. Later, when she got married, she even ignored her parents' wishes. After threatening to break off the relationship with her, she finally married him.
She was so stubborn back then, and now she has re-identified him as Chen Feng, and she is equally stubborn.
If Chen Feng refused her last request, it would only force her to suffer a depression, and it could even be said that it would directly kill her.
So, can he refuse? It's obviously hard to refuse.
But can he accept it? It is still unacceptable for the time being.
Before he thought of a better way, or before the seven-day deadline expired, Chen Feng wanted to struggle a little and give himself more time to convince himself.
“Eat, eat more.”
Shen Lin felt better and started to pick up food for Chen Feng again.
“I’ll do it myself.”
Chen Feng picked up his rice bowl and continued to eat.
Soon, he finished the remaining bowl of rice.
"I'll get you some food."
Shen Lin stood up and went to get Chen Feng's rice bowl.
Chen Feng simply shook his head and refused: "No, I have eaten something in the afternoon, a bowl of rice is enough."
Originally, he wanted to eat at least two bowls, but now he has no interest in eating another bowl.
Shen Lin whispered, but she believed what he said.
After sitting down again, she started to eat faster, but was quickly stopped by Chen Feng: "You don't have to eat in such a hurry, eat slowly, I will accompany you."
Shen After all, Lin was the one he loved back then, and he still owed her an emotional debt. In addition, she suffered from depression, so of course Chen Feng had to provide appropriate comfort and companionship.
Sure enough, when Chen Feng said this, a happy smile appeared on Shen Lin's face. After looking at him with bright eyes, she lowered her head and hummed, and slowed down her eating speed.
Chen Feng did not keep watching her eat. Instead, he took out his mobile phone and started reading a novel.
Seeing this, Shen Lin stopped deliberately slowing down her eating speed. She finished her meal after five or six minutes. Of course, she only ate one bowl, and it was a small bowl. If a woman wants to control her figure, she must strictly control her diet.
Shen Lin has done a good job in this regard. Now that she is almost thirty years old, her figure is still slim.
"I'll make you tea, and you go and rest on the sofa."
Shen Lin stood up and put away the dishes while talking to Chen Feng.
Chen Feng nodded and went to sit on the sofa in the living room. Not long after, Shen Lin brought her the prepared wolfberry and chrysanthemum tea. Apparently it had been brewed before eating, and the water temperature was just right.
After Chen Feng took a few sips, he put down the glass with the lid.
"Is the taste of this tea okay? If not, I will change it for you."
Shen Lin naturally sat down next to him.
"It tastes good, no need to change it."
Chen Feng picked up the tea cup and took another sip.
Shen Lin picked up the TV remote control, turned the TV back on, lowered the sound slightly, and said to Chen Feng: "Do you still remember that one year, you and I went to Suzhou for a trip, and we each bought a A sun hat?"
After thinking for a while, Chen Feng nodded: "That seems to be the case?"
Shen Lin said with a smile: "We are back from that trip. , just throw the sun hat away We arrived at the locker. After that, both of us forgot about it. When I went to the old house to pack things, I found these two sun hats in the locker. I took them out and waited for me. When I was looking through the sun hat, I actually found the photo we took in Suzhou. No wonder I couldn't find it. Who would have thought it was in the hat? Photo sticker? ”
She asked Chen Feng for his opinion, but in fact after saying this, she immediately got up and went to get the photo.
Chen Feng was speechless, but did not stop him.
This happened about five or six years ago. At that time, his situation in Dianchuang Culture was still good, and his salary was not bad, so he took Shen Lin to Suzhou during a holiday.
Then, the two of them took several photo albums on a certain commercial street, including singles and couples. If he remembered correctly, he should have taken two photos of the two together.
Sure enough, Shen Lin quickly brought over two photos of the two of them.
Chen Feng wasn't really interested at first, but when Shen Lin handed him two photos of the two of them, he couldn't help but be stunned.
It’s not because of these two photos, one with two people face to face and the other with mouth to mouth, which is really a bit disgusting.
However, Chen Feng remembered that the poses in the two photos were forced by Shen Lin.
"Haha, look at the two of us posing like this. It was so silly, but it was really fun and I miss it so much."
Shen Lin thought Chen Feng was caught in the photo. He was shocked by the person's affectionate appearance, and laughed at himself.
Chen Fengxin said that you were the stupid one back then, not me back then.
However, of course Chen Feng would not say this out loud.
Of course what shocked him just now was not the intimate appearance of the two people in these two photos, but that he actually felt the life energy from these two photos, and the reserve was quite abundant. Every photo It was enough for him to absorb for several hours.
This was really an unexpected surprise for Chen Feng, but at the same time he was also quite puzzled.
Chen Feng never dreamed that the photo stickers he and his ex-wife took together would actually contain life energy.
Chen Feng immediately asked: "In addition to these two group photos, I remember there are also our single photos. Have you found them too?"
Shen Lin immediately replied: "Of course, I found them all. You Do you want to see it too?”
“Well, go get it.”
“Okay.”
Shen Lin quickly brought over four more singles. Photos, three of which were of hers and one of which was of Chen Feng.
Unfortunately, after Chen Feng looked at it, he found that none of these four photos contained life energy.
Seeing this, Chen Feng said to Shen Lin: "I like these two photos very much, can you give them to me?"
After Shen Lin was stunned for a moment, she said: "Me too I like these two photos very much, so let’s take one each. But are you sure you will take back this intimate photo of us? What should I do if my friend sees it?"
Chen Feng smiled confidently: "You will see it when you see it. She is very tolerant to me."
Chen Lin thought of Wu Mengting, and then thought of Sun Xiaorui and her husband. With other women Chen Feng had close relationships with, it seemed that Wu Mengting was indeed very tolerant of him, and could even be said to be indulgent.
Shen Lin couldn't help curling her lips and said: "She is really generous to you. I really don't know why she is so tolerant to you."
Of course Chen Feng would not answer her question, but just said: "These two Give me Zhang Du first and keep it here for a few days. I will give it to you when I come over next time.”
What Chen Feng wants is just the life force energy in these two photos, not these two. The photo itself.
Shen Lin didn't know the reason, but when she heard what he said, she asked in confusion: "Why did you take it back?"
Chen Feng said casually: "Just take it back and take a closer look. Enjoy it.”
Shen Lin suddenly thought of something, her face became slightly hot, she rolled her eyes and said: "This is just a photo post, what's there to see and appreciate? Besides, I am standing in front of you, how can it not be as good as this photo post?" "
Chen Feng could only say: "What I mainly see is that we were in love back then. We were both young and in love. We had never been cold or blushing towards each other. How wonderful. . So, I want to take it back. It looks good and reminds me of the good times back then, so that I can get rid of the psychological shadow after our divorce as soon as possible."
Chen Feng's words are not entirely an excuse, although he mainly intends to use these two pictures. He took the photos back and drained them of the life force energy in the past few days. But of course he had to stare at the photos while absorbing the energy. Naturally, it was possible to reduce the area of his psychological shadow on Shen Lin.
When Shen Lin heard that this was the reason, she immediately nodded happily: "Okay, okay, this is a good idea. In fact, our network disk also has photos and videos taken during our trip. How about I I will send it to you later.”
Chen Feng said: “Okay, you will send me the sharing link of the network disk later.”
"Okay, then remember to take a closer look. I believe that as long as you can recollect the sweet time we had together, you can dispel that little bit of psychological shadow. We can be together again, and you don't have to have any psychological burden. .”
“I hope so. . ”
“Don’t say that, you will definitely succeed. We will be together again, and I will never abandon you again.”
Looking at Shen Lin with a serious expression. With such a look on his face, what else could Chen Feng say, he could only smile and remain silent.
(End of this chapter)