Chapter 373 I also want the same happiness as her
November 14th.
Early in the morning, just after 0 o'clock.
Restaurant.
No matter how beautiful the salmon is, it is still just salmon. Not to mention delicious.
The roasted guinea pig is said to be a South American dish, but it looks weird. I don’t know what the green stuff is inside. But it tasted pretty good.
“…”
So.
After meeting, wouldn’t it be a good idea to order a table of food and eat like crazy because you’re too hungry?
The woman in front of her did not take off her mask or gloves yet.
never mind.
Su Ming swallowed the meat that was not chewed much in his mouth and it was quite crispy.
If you want to deliberately create a picture of how miserable your life is, how worthy of sympathy, begging for forgiveness, etc., then you are not yourself.
It’s better to tell the story directly again what happened.
"Ellie, in a nutshell."
"I came to Izu through a special method, but I will have a set time, um. You can understand it this way."
"I will be repatriated on a fixed day."
"So, before repatriation...what I can do."
"..."
November 14th.
Early morning.
Ming, no change. The look, voice, and eyes are all the same.
There may be reincarnation in the world, after all, monsters exist.
But he is definitely not the same person before reincarnation.
“At first I just wanted to take advantage of Ye Ye.”
"But later I found out that she... was actually used in the end, right? It's just that my perception of her changed. I didn't regard her as a monster."
"I couldn't stay, so she was the only one."
"..."
I know it all.
These were all stated completely in the notes left to me and Yeye respectively.
By now, it is already clear that there are no lies. It's not a trick to trick children. It’s not like we’re going to the underworld for a reunion.
"Child."
"Hmm? Your voice... a voice changer?"
"..."
Maybe I spoke suddenly, Minton paused.
"How many months is the child in her belly?"
"It's half a year."
"Have you thought of a name?"
"Although I just went to the hospital After confirming that she was pregnant, she had already chosen a name, but she seemed to have thought of something better. Maybe she would let me make the final decision when registering for residence later."
"... ”
I don't know what to do here either.
I don’t even know why I still have a rusty butterfly hairpin in my pocket now that I can throw away anything.
Do you still miss me?
In terms of risk, it’s not just me. Even if I abandon this body, I will give it back to Ye Ye.
You can’t stay with him for too long either.
What if it is found out by a monster whose whereabouts and what it looks like until now? The original story of being eaten was a lie.
Then... everything he has now will disappear. Not just me.
One day.
What if it’s just a day, no, a while?
"Ellie."
Maybe because I was silent for too long, Ming took the initiative to stir up the topic.
"After that, you thought of a way to come here? From another completely different world."
"..."
I shook my head, "This is it. Always there.”
“Always there?”
"After civilization is destroyed, it is rebuilt again."
"..."
It seems that he did not expect this to be like this, Ming was stunned.
It is generally impossible to think of it.
People can live that long.
But now, I cannot be considered a human being at all. I haven't actually lived that much time, I just fell asleep when I was sleepy, woke up, and smelled uncomfortable smells to deal with them. Until now, I have been confused and holding on to boring expectations.
Always the same.
When Izu planned to avenge his father, he never thought about what would happen after the revenge was completed.
When I left Izu and planned to avenge him, I never thought that what was written on the note was true. What would I do if I actually encountered him?
“Can you take off the mask?”
Maybe, Ming already has a rough idea of what's going on.
So ignore most of the questions and start focusing on what is in front of you, myself.
I have a gut feeling.
If you really take off the mask, you will see my face that is no longer beautiful, it can even be said to be ugly and old. Nor would he have any aversion.
I plan to leave. I feel that I can no longer be affected by the emotion of ‘it will be fine if I just stay for a while’.
But, the body is not my own.
As if aware of what I am thinking and what I want to do. He obviously didn't want to restore his appearance, and he didn't intend to waste any extra energy.
Really?
Every night I hope that I can spend some time with Ming Duo.
November 14th.
Early in the morning, one o'clock.
Su Ming can't go home. If he doesn't reconcile with Tokugawa Airi, he won't be able to explain it when he goes back.
That’s not right either.
It should be said that the wife at home gives herself time. If she can't solve the problem, she won't have the shame to go back. I couldn't sleep even when I went back.
“I once thought that mankind was going to perish.”
Tokugawa Airi beside her has taken off her mask, and her golden hair is hanging down on the side of the hood, still shining with a soft luster.
That face is also consistent with the memory. As long as you are not facing a monster and frowning seriously, a normal smile like this will look good.
“…”
Whether it is destroyed or not is difficult to evaluate from Su Ming’s point of view.
I had that kind of conjecture at the beginning.
Could it be a super ancient civilization? But I feel like the time span is too big.
Such a long time cannot be solved by just saying 'sorry'. Even after Ye Ye died, he couldn't just ask about her final relationship with her.
"Ming."
"Huh?"
"It's been too long, you... are a bit strange."
"...Is it strange?"
"Do you think that I, who was a wife long enough ago, still feel that way now?"
"..."
Her expression was equally calm.
Can't see the joy, anger, sorrow and joy.
The time is long enough, tens of thousands or even more years away, would you still feel it if it were you?
Su Ming can immediately use the entry box in the entertainment function to check the favorability.
But I don’t think it’s necessary.
"Generally speaking, I consider myself a possessive person."
It has nothing to do with games.
It’s not about trials or the future.
Su Ming doesn’t like to have regrets.
It no longer matters whether you were born or not. A very simple question, do you want to be the first person to be born or do you want a woman you have been in love with to hand over a wedding invitation to someone else? Choose the former.
"Possessive?"
"..."
She still had no expression.
"The woman next to you has been poisoned. It should be done by the same kind as Ye Ye. It may also be done by a monster further away."
"But I have solved it. "
"Be careful in the future. Pregnant women's minds will become stubborn in that kind of contaminated situation."
"..."
Su Ming was a little aware of this matter. He noticed it when he got up from the sofa twice and found signs that his clothes had been changed.
I just haven’t asked in person yet.
Xiayou made it?
In other words, are there other people like Xiaoye?
"Ming, since you mentioned possessiveness."
"Then I also want to see if I still have it now. What do you think?"
"So..."
She turned her head, put down her hood, and raised her ears Bian's blond hair, "Hotel, are you going?"
November 14th.
Early in the morning, half past one.
hotel.
Su Ming went to the standard room opened by the front desk. It's not a particularly nice place, just a common double bed room.
“…”
Although there is a circle of rose petals placed in the middle of the bed quite romantically.
But.
"I have forgotten whether it was me or Ming who took the initiative in the past."
The person who said these words solemnly was a radiant and beautiful girl.
Shoulder-length blond hair, amber eyes shining like gems. The facial features are neat, even if it is said to be like a game CG, it is not an exaggeration. She has skin as white as snow and a small cherry-like mouth that makes a sweet sound like silver bells.
It’s just that Tokugawa Airi’s eyes are a bit sharp. The petite figure gave off an inexplicable sense of distance, with his arms folded across his chest. I can't find any tender images in my memories.
Strange?
November 14th.
Early morning, two o'clock.
Hotel standard room.
Rose flowers are very fragrant. It's not a fake, it's a real petal. 200 yuan is very cheap compared to the price of goods in Izu in the past.
“I have forgotten whether it was me or Ming who took the initiative in the past.”
I tried my best to suppress my emotions.
In fact, I already understood it. If it is true as said, it will fade away and become unfamiliar due to the passage of time. The rusty hairpin in your pocket should have been thrown away long ago.
I'm scared.
Especially after seeing many outstanding women around him, he felt an indescribable inferiority complex. Even if Ye Ye takes it upon himself to help me regain my youth, my figure alone...can't be said to be very attractive.
‘I am very possessive. ’
Actually, I'm very happy.
Understanding that everything is to protect me, I have no choice but to act.
What reason do I have to hate it?
Even if you complain, there are a lot of bad things to say. I was also meeting, and disappeared after hearing these words.
Just like Nogizaka's extremely limited waking time, the question asked over and over again - is it worth it?
worth.
Is revenge pursuing the satisfaction of having a great revenge? Isn't it a good idea to go from having the face to face Izumi's husband to getting him back?
If the reward for revenge is to regain what was lost, I am afraid many people would be willing to do it.
“…”
The lights were turned off and the curtains were closed. There is no light.
But with my current physical fitness, I can see clearly.
Ming is as reserved as I am.
But still sitting next to me, I can feel the mattress relaxing slightly. Then he reached out and touched my face.
Who took the initiative in the past?
I think it should be me.
Will blatantly say it's time to go to sleep. Convey ideas about what you want to be done.
Even now.
“Have you lost some weight?”
“No, my current body will not change its shape due to poor eating.”
“…”
According to the current dialogue, it will never be as harmonious as before.
But that's enough.
November 14th.
Three o'clock in the morning.
It’s over. My clothes were stripped clean.
The more I see it with my own eyes, the more uncomfortable it becomes.
Because this is not what I want to do after feelings naturally arise. I deliberately want to create a kind of "strangeness".
So, Ming will feel it naturally. I couldn't be more excited.
“I’m not possessive.”
“Yeah.”
"It's been too long, and they are pretty good."
"Except for the fact that this kind of thing makes my body dirty, I don't feel anything."
"I just wake up and discover this world It seems to be what Ming said on paper. "
"It's not interesting."
"Next, I plan to visit other countries... Izu, now. It seems to be an island country. I’ll go there first.”
"..."
The nose is very sore.
My throat also feels dry.
Ming is the same as before, with a calm expression no matter how big or small it is. But I know very well that it will be uncomfortable to hear me say this.
But there is no time.
The power provided by Ye Ye was already very weak, and such unnecessary waste would only make the situation worse.
I got dressed again, put on my mask and gloves, and felt the wrinkles on my wrists again.
"Go back. Nogizaka, there should be many questions."
That's the end.
If I try to hide, no one can find me.
"Ai Li."
"..."
But Ming stood in front of me. "You're not very persuasive, right? Wrinkling your nose and dropping pearls while pretending to be indifferent."
"?"
Why?
“I don’t think it’s anything too important, and it’s convenient to observe my wife’s little movements and cute expressions that she thinks I haven’t noticed.”
“So I usually don’t say it. I can see clearly in most completely dark environments."
"..."
The wrist was grabbed.
"This feeling..."
While I was stunned, the gloves were taken off.
Completely different from before, the thin and extremely ugly hand covered with wrinkles was exposed to the air.
I really don’t understand.
It was still my body just now, wasn’t it?
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"Ellie, don't learn from me."
"I have no other solution, but we are here now and can receive the reward."
" Why not?”
"Don't say I can help you recover. Even if you can't recover, would I have any objections?"
"Have we not long since passed the stage of being purely attracted by appearance?"
"..."
It is precisely because I know what Ming will say. That’s why I chose to do this.
Where can I get rewards?
You can't live with this body for long. And it’s night after night.
Do we want to deprive her of her life forever, sacrificing her just for the stupid promise of ‘protecting mother’?
The endless revenge can no longer continue, so leave it to the women around Ye Ye and Ming.
I can no longer be a woman who gets everything but can do nothing for the sake of eternal youth and being able to stay by his side.
"Don't..."
What’s so kissable about the wrinkles at the corners of your eyes?
So disgusting.
I am a person who is useless without the help of others and should be dead long ago. Much worse than the pregnant woman. At least she could maintain positive thinking with that little strength.
“If you are worried about the entity that Yeye and I planned to fight before, that is a redundant thought.”
“There were two of them around me long before that.”
"I've come a long time ago."
"Even if I come, it's something I should solve, not you."
"..."
Double Feet, no socks.
The same goes for wrinkles. Dry.
Will it still be attractive?
Why do you put on a happier posture in front of me than the body you just glimpsed and can barely claim to be beautiful as in your memory?
Precisely because he knew that the woman beside him was actually the same as Ye Ye. I was confused and didn't know what to choose about the smell, so I planned to disappear and stop thinking.
What do you want me to do?
“You think I won’t know if you cover it with your hands?”
"..."
Very annoying. Although it is such an ugly body, it has some aftertaste of the memories buried far away and very close in the memory, and the body temperature gradually rises.
"The jacket doesn't suit you, and the current robe doesn't suit you even more. As for Ellie...it really looks best in a skirt, right?"
"..."
I unconsciously stretched out my hand, and when I was about to retract it, it was held in my mouth.
What do you want to say?
The organization cannot come up with the appropriate language.
Yes. How could I not want a reward? Waited for so long. From despair to numbness, to hope, to seeing... and then knowing that I can't stay because of my own thoughts.
“I have no right...to deprive Yeye of her life.”
“Why deprive her of her life?”
"My body, I can live to this day, I can make Nogizaka live to this day... It's all because Yeye gave me what she had."
"That. I just received a message at the front desk. It seems... …My wife has felt Ye Ye’s sorrow, and she is trying to create a body suitable for Ye Ye.”
“…?”
I haven’t heard of it.
A wife who can do such a thing.
November 14th.
Three o'clock in the morning.
To be honest, it can be said that except for Su Ming coming to see Tokugawa Airi, other matters were settled by his wives.
Xiaoye, who was a little worried at first, came back without knowing when. I sent the message at the right time when I was checking in and paying for my room at the front desk.
【Big brother, who is Yeye? 】
[...]
[Big brother, lolita, control. 】
That really cannot be explained clearly in a short time. Even if she is not a wife, Xiaoye can share emotions and even some memories with Yeye, and God knows if she even shares her bare feet with Yeye. Let alone sleeping and taking a bath together with the body in mind. Might as well be silent.
[There are many things, but Xiaoye feels that the eldest brother is very busy]
[So I only take the simplest way. She asked me for help and I would help her survive. She has packed up her entire body and given it to the woman next to her eldest brother. 】
[…]
You said you were very busy, are you really not angry?
【The price for letting Xiaoye help is very simple. Just use rice and fill the grid twice. 】
One hundred percent, they are having trouble.
So, with these prerequisites in mind, if Su Ming faces Tokugawa Airi who is trembling unconsciously and doesn't know what to do, then he is really a waste.
What about old age?
That’s because I’m waiting for myself. Not to mention she could recover, even if she couldn't recover, Su Ming wouldn't be able to look at her with disgust.
Why aren’t wrinkles beautiful?
I know exactly what it was like in the past.
So...
"Are you planning to cover it with your hand?"
Quietly she removed her somewhat resistant hand, revealing everything at a glance.
Nothing stands in the way.
Her baby's canteen inevitably sags due to her body's aging. But the reaction was just as lovely as I remembered.
Will shudder unconsciously when touching the switch.
If there was no such foreshadowing, no call from An Shiyao, and no message from Xiaoye, what would he do?
It’s actually very simple.
Having a feeling or not can not be proven by just going to the hotel to show off. Protecting Nogizaka alive till now, helping An Shiyao, and even coming to the hotel as a pretense... are too young.
A real farewell does not have these twists and turns at all. There is really no feeling, no sight at all. Nothing was heard either.
"Ugh, if you are discovered, you will die..."
"If I really want to be discovered, I should have discovered it long ago when I was with my other wife. And I know that such a thing exists so far. I don't intend to abandon her. I don't intend to abandon you. You want to say that because I discovered that my wife is actually They are all living well and cannot accept it, but it is more convincing.”
“ With this kind of body. There is no way.”
“I feel good. At least I can feel that my Aili still doesn’t hate me, and she is even happy.”
“…”
She opened and closed her mouth, but did not make any sound. Tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, rising and falling with some wrinkles, sliding down and soaking the pillow.
The hands finally took the initiative to wrap their arms around Su Ming's neck.
"After I... return it to Ye Ye, I will only be an old lady."
"An old lady who won't live long."
"..."
"Then I will send you to the grave. The worried monster has been answered, and the old question has been answered. Are there any other questions?"
"..."
"...can't compare to them."
After a long silence, she spoke again.
"Why compete? They will also grow old, and so will I. Follow me when you are the most beautiful, and get rid of me when you are old? I was not born that way. Besides, I will find a way Help you recover. Even if you don’t want the body given by Ye Ye.”
“…”
"Any more questions?"
"...No."
She pressed her face against Su Ming's neck, and her tone became much weaker.
"Then I'm going to start. I want to see if my Ellie really doesn't feel anything."
"...No."
"Huh?"
"It's been too long...it's been too long. I, I'm...a little scared."
"You have to cut through the mess quickly, and you'll get used to it after a while."
Su Ming made a gesture of thrusting forward, and it was obvious that his hands were unconsciously clenching the hem of his clothes.
“I lied to you.”
How could it be simply because you want to release your thoughts?
As she said, she is neither young nor beautiful in front of her. The only good thing is that the teeth are still intact and very white.
Dry blonde hair, not smooth at all.
What I want to feel is just that tiny response, the love that I try my best to restrain.
【Consumption points*10】
[Character: Tokugawa Airi]
[Favorability: 201]
[Description: I have the ultimate love for you. Because of your presence, her way of thinking and everything she says and does will be greatly affected. Please pay attention to the guidance】
You can check the favorability score now.
Look.
Not much different than imagined. After that, it will slowly fall back to normal levels. That way...it would be considered integrating into this family.
November 14th.
Early morning, four o'clock.
I'm a little hungry. Want to eat.
Fried noodles...no. The current living conditions are not the end of the world and I want to eat sweets.
"This is highly recommended."
"Yao, it's the one you saw yesterday. She never gets tired of eating this stuff."
"..."
I A little bit of caution was used.
Say, I don’t want what she likes. I want to know that I will like it.
"Ahem, I like red bean filling and bread that is burnt on the outside."
"If you want to recommend it, I think you will like this. Even if you don't like it, it will be because I like it and will not say no directly. Delicious.”
“…”
Just ran out and bought it.
I don’t know where to buy desserts at this time. But it doesn't matter, no matter what I get back in the end, I will like it.
After all...you can feel your guilt and love for me.
I don’t have any dislike for my body.
I have a mobile phone.
But that’s just for the internet. Navigate, or buy something. Unlike Izu, Snow Country uses QR codes for payment in most places.
It took me a lot of time to understand this.
Logically speaking, the only one who knows my number is myself...but there is one exception.
My body and my body are shared, and we are even considered to be one body every night. She will know.
[Mom, other mothers found me a useful body. Just like the one given to my mother. 】
【Mom should also listen to big brother. Revenge, not good. 】
【Big brother wants revenge, let’s go together again. 】
【Yeye, will not die. Mom, neither will. Shameful things will be done every night and every day. Hee hee, Ye Ye hasn’t been completely separated yet, can you feel your mother’s strange mood? 】
【……】
The phone screen is on.
I wonder, could it be a lie?
But I don’t think it’s necessary.
There is no need for Ming to lie to others at this time, and Ye Ye will not lie to others either. No one else can easily imitate Ye Ye's voice.
Can you feel my mood?
That kind of... lightness, no need to think about anything. I just want to be tender for a while and be touched.
I put on the mask and took it off again.
Sitting in front of the frosted glass in the bathroom can reflect shadows.
If it were all true, I wouldn't have to stay with him with this miserable face, nor would I have to sacrifice Ye Ye.
What other reasons?
It’s just a little... hard to accept. It's a bit unreal.
"Crack."
The door opened.
The aroma of toast and the smell of barbecue invade your nostrils. I am getting hungrier.
At this point, where did you buy the toast?
"Where? Ah, after all, as the saying goes, it can be a bit of a trick."
"Knock on the door a few times and wake up the shopkeeper, and you can get what you want. Something.”
“I bought some barbecue, it looks pretty good.”
"..."
I stared straight at Ming's face.
I can’t say how handsome he is, he can compare with the male models in magazines. But it just... made me unable to look away.
"Ellie?"
"..."
I'm really hungry.
“Is it really that easy to see what I’m pretending to be?”
“It’s full of loopholes.”
“Really?”
Is it full of loopholes?
"You...feed me."
"Huh?"
"I'm old and can't lift it."
"Good guy, are you relying on your old age to show off your old age?"
“…”
Is this ordinary, to renew the conversation after such a long time and create the warm atmosphere that once fascinated people?
Don’t know.
But when I bit into the bread, I tasted the red bean filling that he said he liked. Very sweet.
It's so sweet that it makes your nose sour. The tears couldn't be stopped.
“Next time, I want to eat her favorite.”
"Huh? No, it's hard not to feel like you're jealous when you're crying and laughing while saying this kind of line."
"I'm just jealous. From now on, my favorite thing is roasted red bean filling. Bread.”
I envy her.
With a bulging belly, she is obviously a useless woman like me. But so happy.
I think so too, I also want the same follow-up rewards as hers.
(End of this chapter)