The next day, I got up early, not because I thought it was early, but because the nightmares continued. As soon as I fell asleep, I would definitely dream about that damn woman, and I was almost going crazy from being tortured by her. This night, I woke up and slept, slept and woke up, and there was no time for peace.
I stood up and glanced out the window. The weather was very good and the sunshine was abundant. I like this kind of weather. During the short period of time in Ice City, I almost forgot about the existence of sunshine. Today I Be sure to get some sunshine.
"Zhongyi, why do you look so bad? Are you feeling unwell?" Mr. Mai asked while lying on the bed, looking at me.
I said casually, "Is there any? Maybe I didn't sleep well last night."
"Have nightmares been haunting you all night?" Chang Shan's words came suddenly and scared me. Jump, now he is really elusive. At first, Mai was always like this, but now it's him again. I'm really convinced. Isn't there anyone who is a normal person?
"Brother Changshan, you seem to love watching me sleep? You even know that I have nightmares." I answered him angrily. I always admired him in the past, but these two times, he more or less let me I was a little disgusted, but I was still very grateful to him. After all, he saved my life. Without his help, I would probably have died in the hands of the snow demon.
Chang Shan restored his smile and said, "Don't misunderstand me, Zhongyi. I don't mean anything else. I just want to tell you that there are some things that you shouldn't care about. The more you care, the more he will appear in your mind. On the contrary, if you don't care, maybe you will gradually "I forgot about it."
I looked at him, a little at a loss, but what he said made sense. Because I was disturbed by nightmares, I was under a lot of mental pressure and was always thinking about this. Wouldn't things be better if I relaxed my mind? It’s really getting more and more confusing the more I think about it.
“Don’t think about it, it will be fine.” Chang Shan said with a smile.
At this time, we heard someone knocking on the door. It was Lao Wu who informed us that we would go to the restaurant to eat in half an hour. After calling everyone else, we simply washed up and walked to the restaurant.
Jenny, Li Xin, and Martin Laoshui are already here. Breakfast is still Western food, fried eggs, bread and ham. We can still eat these things at sea, which is already very good. On Martin's boat, there are There is a large fresh-keeping cabinet, so we can always eat relatively fresh things. This is something that is absolutely not available on Jenny’s boat. Jenny’s fishing boat only has canned food and nothing else every day.
Everyone greeted each other and sat down. I sat down next to Li Xin, and then asked in her ear, "How was Jenny last night? Did you say anything?" I The voice was so low that I could barely hear myself.
Li Xin answered me calmly, "No, she fell asleep after we got back." She said while eating, without even looking at me, she was really pretending That's what happened.
"Then didn't you ask her why she left?" I lowered my head to eat and glanced at the other people. Most of them were eating their own meals. Only the big man and the steamed bun were chatting. , but they were all talking about useless things. Jenny’s face was very calm, and it was impossible to tell that she had any thoughts.
"I asked, but she didn't answer me at all." Li Xin replied helplessly.
At this time, Jenny suddenly said, "I thought about it all night last night, and finally decided to leave. I really don't want to continue. I hope everyone can understand me. I will pay you double your wages."< br>
“Jenny, do you think we are just here for wages? Didn’t we let you leave? Didn’t you hurt our hearts too much by doing this? We all went through life and death just to unlock the secret of this navigation chart as soon as possible. Now you just leave, what are you doing? What do you mean?" Steamed Bun put down the fork in his hand and said angrily.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I've already decided. Whether you blame me or hate me, I don't want to waste any more time." Jenny said something confusing. What does it mean? A waste of time, could it be said that her goal has been achieved?
"Jenny, I still said the same thing, I will not let you go. Without my order, you will not be able to get the lifeboat." Martin stopped, looked at her sideways and said, It was a very domineering tone that did not allow others to refute. Martin at this moment made me feel a hint of the captain's majesty.
"Just your men? Do you think they can stop me? If I want to leave, I can leave at any time." Jenny looked directly at him and said coldly.
A smile appeared on Martin's lips, "Okay, you can try it. I know you are good at it, but don't forget, I have a gun." He stretched out his right hand and used three fingers to wave a gun. shape.
"How dare you threaten me? Martin, you are indeed different from before." Jenny looked at her coldly and said with something in her words.
"Miss Jenny, the captain will not hurt you. He just doesn't want you to leave. I also ask you to stay. We are not only partners, but also friends." Yu Shao finally spoke, he If he didn't speak anymore, I would think he was mute.
"Jenny, I will not hurt you. We finally got together, how can I let you leave me?" Martin said a very disgusting thing. From the outside, maybe he He is a very affectionate man, but in my opinion, he is not like that at all.
"Oh? So, you want me to stay just to be with me." Jenny asked him back.
Martin's face suddenly changed a little, but he still said forcefully, "Yes, I want to be with you, and I will never let you leave my side again."
Jenny suddenly laughed, yes That self-deprecating smile, "Really? Well, if you really want to be with me, then we will go back together. I promise you, as long as you go back with me, I will always be with you." "How are you doing?"
"No" I was about to shout the word 'no', but I stopped immediately. I realized that I was being reckless. I originally wanted to stop Jenny from doing this. I want to stay with him, but at the same time I also understand that I have no right to do this. I am not hers, and I am not qualified to participate in the affairs between the two of them.
When I just shouted this word, everyone looked at me, which made me very embarrassed. Martin asked me more directly, "Mr. Jin, what do you want to say?" Say?"
I curled my lips and shrugged my shoulders and said, "Not yet, go on, I just want to sneeze."
"Answer me, yes or no." Jenny never looked at me, but stared at Martin.
Martin turned to look at her and said, "Jenny, I. I really want to be with you, but you know me, I have always wanted to find a sunken ship, now"
"Okay you No need to say more, I know what you are going to say. In this case, what else is there to say? You are just for yourself and have nothing to do with me. If you want to find the sunken ship, I will not stop you. I hope you Don’t stop me either.” Jenny spoke in a serious tone, as if she was angry.
"It's over. It seems we are really going to break up." The big man tilted his head and said with drooped eyelids.
At this time, Mr. Mai gave me a look, telling me to take action quickly. I also knew that I couldn't go on like this. I stood up and said, "Jenny, come out with me."
"What are you doing? If you have anything to say, just say it here." Jenny said coldly, her attitude towards me was completely different from yesterday.
I pulled up my chair and walked to the door and said, "Stop talking nonsense, I'll be waiting for you on the deck. It's up to you whether you come or not." I intentionally put down these words and walked out of the restaurant immediately.
I came to the deck and leaned against the railing and looked at the sky. The sea breeze was a bit strong today, but it was cloudless and the temperature was just right. I was only half sure that Jenny could come out to see me. This was also a gamble. Well, if she had made up her mind, she would not come out. No one can stop someone who really wants to leave.
A minute later, Jenny walked out of the cabin as expected. She came to me and said casually, "If you have anything to say, just tell me quickly. I don't want to waste any more time."
I took out the cigarette and lit it. After taking two deep puffs, I turned around and looked at the sea in front of me and said, "Jenny, if you really leave, will your heart be peaceful? Will you be willing? This is what you want Do you want the result? ”
"Why are you asking me this? Don't you have something to tell me? Tell me, I'm all ears." Jenny had a cold face, even colder than Li Xin.
"Answer me." I said calmly. Now that she has come out, I am not in a hurry.
"I don't want to answer, are you okay? I can go back if I'm fine."
Jenny was really impatient. She was about to leave after saying that. I grabbed her wrist and looked at her Her eyes said, "Don't go, I really have something to tell you."
She looked at me, and suddenly her cold face melted a little. She nodded and walked next to me, "Tell me, Zhongyi, you What do you want to say to me?”
"Jenny, I know the reason why you want to leave is not because of fear, but because of other things, right?" I was still calm, without any disturbance. I hoped she could tell me the truth.
"No, that's the reason, so if you want to persuade me again, don't waste your breath." She blocked the words directly.
I threw away the cigarette butt, looked at her with raised eyebrows and said, "Haha, you can't lie to me. The reason why you want to leave should be related to the two corpses of Chinese men on the ice boat. I didn't tell you. Wrong?”
Jenny this She acted very calmly this time, but she didn't react at all, and her face didn't change. She was so calm and frightening. It looked like she was prepared in advance. But the more calm she was, the more self-defeating she became, because the attitude she showed was obviously It's too calm.
"No, what does it have to do with the corpse? I really want to go back. I miss home and don't want to go through this anymore." She said softly, her face not red and her heart not beating. .
"Why can't you tell me the truth? Am I so untrustworthy in your heart?" I played an emotional role, and at the same time I also wanted to see if Jenny would consider me a friend. . "I'm telling the truth. I really want to go back. There is no need to stay." She said with dark eyes.