Chapter 449 Sea of Suffering and Hope
“My memory is wrong?”
Xu Jingming gradually calmed down in mid-air, “It seems that the situation is already very serious!”
< br>"At that time, my soul was pure and pure. The foundation has been condensed for eleven times so far," Xu Jingming thought, "The road to condensing the soul is difficult, and the need to tolerate more and more impurities continues to increase."
Tolerance, refinement and condensation.
If there is little tolerance, refining is relatively easy.
“I want to tolerate the ‘Dark Yuanchu Star’. The larger the information contained, the more deeply rooted the impurities will be. Every time you condense your soul, you need to contain more information and refine more impurities. If It can't be refined. A large amount of impurities will make the soul impure." Xu Jingming looked solemn.
"Those who have been inherited by "Uro Abyss" have no high-dimensional pollution or abnormal emotions, but they still have difficulty in mastering the power of the inner world."
"It is because..."
"If you want to condense the power of the heart realm, the massive information contained in it is enough to evolve your own heart realm. It is extremely difficult to completely refine so much information." Xu Jingming also understood why the Void God Clan went this way. There are few paths that lead to success.
Just because you have seen this path clearly does not mean you will be successful.
"Even if the Void God Clan is stuck in a bottleneck and unable to make progress, it will not lose control. After all, impure hearts are not a big problem. Many tenth-order source beings have insufficiently pure hearts." Xu Jingming thought.
“But I’m stuck in a bottleneck, and I’m in big trouble.” Xu Jingming was worried.
“My spiritual power must suppress the chaos of high-dimensional pollution on the one hand, and suppress abnormal emotions on the other.”
“The more advanced the cultivation is, the more impurities will appear! It’s difficult! Suppressing confusion and abnormal emotions at the same time. "Xu Jingming has a headache," and now, I am starting to have memory errors. "
"What to do?"
Xu Jingming thought.
"Actually, after my mind becomes high-dimensional, the impact of pollution has been relatively small." Xu Jingming thought, the stronger his mind, the easier it is to suppress the chaos of pollution. If I am strong, the enemy will be weak!
"Abnormal emotions are the big problem. Because abnormal emotions are based on my 'spiritual power', the stronger my mind, the stronger the abnormal emotions."
"And as time goes by, The accumulation of abnormal emotions has affected me more and more.”
Xu Jingming analyzed it carefully.
Abnormal emotions are the key!
“Over the years, I have also tried to find ways to vent my painful emotions. Although it has a certain effect, it seems that the effect is not enough.” Xu Jingming’s eyes were cold, “In order not to lose control, there is only another way—— Assimilate it!"
"Assimilate the abnormal emotion! Let it become a part of my emotions."
"The painful emotion will no longer mess with my mind." Make a decision.
He originally didn't want to choose this path, and had been resisting and venting abnormal emotions. But looking at it now, he has no choice!
“After tasting all kinds of pain, getting used to pain, pain is a part of me, and abnormal emotions will become normal emotions.”
“At that time, I will regain absolute sobriety.”
< br>Xu Jingming looked down at the mineral planet, and then disappeared into thin air.
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Six years have passed in the blink of an eye.
Vion, an ordinary planet with life.
In a tavern, the owner ‘Ning Wei’ was sitting on an open-air chair outside the tavern, looking at the passers-by. Suddenly he saw a shabby beggar, and the beggar's eyes fell on him.
"Huh?" At this moment, Ning Wei felt as if his soul had been seen through, which made his face change drastically. He had too many secrets and he was not allowed to reveal his identity.
"In the past three days, I have walked through 1,329 living planets and observed hundreds of millions of living beings. The pain in your heart is the strongest among the living beings I have observed." The tattered beggar came closer and asked, "Would you like to lend me some money? I have three minutes.”
Ning Wei stared at the beggar in front of her: "What are you going to do?"
"I will possess you and suffer the pain." The beggar said, "After that, I will grant you a wish."
< br>"Grant me a wish?" Ning Wei looked at Xu Jingming. He could feel the terror of this beggar. The most powerful people he had ever seen in his life were far less terrifying than the beggar in front of him. This made Ning Wei laugh, a little crazy, "You want to feel my pain? If you can feel it, then come."
"Don't resist." The beggar said, looking at me with both eyes. Ning Wei.
Ning Wei felt as if the beggar's eyes in front of her were leading to a universe, and she got lost following him.
At this moment, the area where the two of them were was covered, and no one else on the planet could see or enter here.
It seems like only three minutes.
But with Xu Jingming’s spiritual power, he spent 532 years in the memory of ‘Ning Wei’, transforming into Ning Wei and experiencing everything he experienced.
Three minutes have passed.
Ning Wei suddenly woke up and saw the beggar in front of her smiling, laughing crazily: "You are in a sea of endless suffering, but you still don't give up hope? Hahaha, it's like a donkey, looking at the carrot in front of you and keeping moving forward. Run, run, run, even until death the donkey keeps looking at the carrot and will never get to eat it.”
"The same goes for you." The beggar pointed at Ning Wei, "Always look at hope, but never touch it."
"Without hope, you would have committed suicide long ago. But it is also because of hope that you have experienced More pain.” The beggar smiled strangely, “My relatives died, my hometown was slaughtered, and civilization was destroyed. Broken, you were escorted to the slave planet as a being in the starry sky, and you joined the rebel army. The rebel army failed again and again... Your heart has been riddled with holes for a long time, and you have been a walking zombie for a long time. You can still hold on, just because of that little bit. Hope?”
Xu Jingming laughed, his eyes turning red.
"I am not willing to die like this, I want revenge, no matter the cost, I want revenge!" Ning Wei stared at Xu Jingming.
"Haha, I feel the same way." Xu Jingming smiled, a little crazy. Using the method of the soul, my heart merged into his body. I felt the pain of Ning Wei's life for three minutes. The average source of life would have to Going crazy, but Xu Jingming has long been used to it.
In the past six years, he has walked around the universe from planet to planet, looking at countless creatures with his eyes, looking for the creatures with the most painful emotions. He was greatly stimulated at first, but after possessing the feeling again and again, Xu Jingming also became crazy.
I would even rather be like a beggar, allowing myself to be discriminated against and hated by countless creatures.
Immersed in all kinds of pain every day, Xu Jingming has adapted, and the impact of unusually painful emotions has become weaker.
"Your wish is revenge, right?" Xu Jingming looked at him.
"Yes." Ning Wei looked at Xu Jingming, "If you have seen my memory, you should know what I want most."
"You want all the enemies who slaughtered the people in your hometown to die!" Xu Jingming nodded, "Okay, 325 years ago, all the executioners who slaughtered the people in your hometown, as long as they are still alive, I will kill them all, leaving no one alive. .”
Ning Wei couldn’t believe it, could the other party really do it?
"If you go to collect information tomorrow, you will find out about their deaths." The beggar turned and left.
More than three hundred years ago, those who carried out the massacre had not yet died of old age. There were a total of 739 starry sky beings still alive, including two eighth-level starry sky beings.
Although the massacre was a secret, and although the 739 of them were scattered throughout the galaxy, Xu Jingming was able to search out a lot of secret information by walking from planet to planet. After investigating clearly, he locked in each and every one of them. Target.
Within one day, all 739 people died.
Whether it is an eighth-level starry being who leads the space fleet, a noble royal child, or a businessman who goes to other star alliances to do business.
Every one of the starry sky beings who carried out the massacre died.
The rebels have always regarded these people as revenge targets, and naturally they quickly collected information about most of the other deaths.
“Are these executioners dead?”
"That demon is also dead?"
Many people in the rebel army were deceived.
"Haha, dead, all dead."
Ning Wei received the information from the rebels in the tavern, whispered it for an hour at night, and then committed suicide. When he finally touched hope, he no longer had the strength to live.
Beggar-like Xu Jingming stood outside the tavern, silently watching Ning Wei finally commit suicide after getting what she wanted.
"This is your final outcome. Is death a relief for you?" The beggar smiled, "What is pain? No matter how great the pain is, as long as there is a little hope... it can be resisted."
"The sea of suffering is boundless, But there is a boat that can be crossed, and the boat is named 'Hope'."
"But in fact, without hope, pain will become an end. Hope. There will be no more pain." Xu Jingming smiled crazily, "Hope is a boat, and hope is also the source of pain, hahaha..."
"Next"
Xu Jingming continues to wander in the universe, searching for living planets one after another, looking for those with strong enough painful emotions, and then possessing them to feel them.
Although he seemed to be getting more and more crazy, and he felt the difficulties of those people's lives for just three minutes at a time, Xu Jingming actually became more and more sober. The impact of abnormal painful emotions on him became less and less.
He knew exactly what he was doing.
"I am in a sea of suffering, but I also have hope." Xu Jingming also has his own concerns in his heart.
In these years, he has not been close to his hometown or see his family.
“One day, I will solve the pollution and solve the troubles of abnormal emotions.”
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Xu Jingming walks everywhere like a beggar.
“Can you lend me three minutes?” Every time Xu Jingming found someone with strong enough pain, “I will grant you a wish.”
Satisfying these people in pain again and again Xu Jingming also realized what they did after their wishes came true.
Finally one day.
Xu Jingming, who was like a beggar, was walking in the city when he saw three figures appearing in front of him.
One is Vice Dean Chimeng, one is the Vice Island Master Fanxi, and the other is the Guardian of Baiyue.
“The managers of the three most powerful forces came together.” Xu Jingming looked at them and smiled, “Is it because the troubles I have made over the past six years have been too big?”
"Junior brother." Vice President Chi Meng frowned slightly, "You have lost control."
"Out of control? No!" Xu Jingming smiled happily, "I feel sober as never before." (End of chapter)