Chapter 97 Shu Shu confesses
“Sorry, my daughter may not be able to come to school for a few more days.”
Ruan Xiao stood holding the little girl who was still crying silently in his arms. stand up.
Lu Lu waved her hands quickly and looked at Ruan Shu with distressed eyes.
How could there be such a pitiful and gentle child?
Although she looked so sad, she kept apologizing to her father. Alas, she was used to seeing children who didn't want to go to school and hit the teacher all over the place. Suddenly, such a pitiful one came. Who would dare to blame her?
"It doesn't matter. It's okay to come back when Ruan Shu gets better."
Ruan Xiao nodded and left with Ruan Shu.
When leaving, he informed the principal of Ruan Shu's situation and asked Ruan Qingran to bring Shen Yu to his home.
When we got to the car, Ruan Shu had stopped crying, but was still sobbing. She grabbed the clothes on her father's chest with her little hands and buried her face, unwilling to come out.
She was so embarrassed, she had embarrassed her father, and didn't want to go out to meet people.
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Ruan Xiaoren held her in his arms without saying a word, only patted her back comfortingly.
After a while, Ruan Shu sniffed, her soft voice a little muffled.
“Dad, I messed up.”
Her mood was so low, and she was obviously happy when she came out. She had never been like this before.
But when her father stood beside her and the previous grievances and pain suddenly emerged, Ruan Shu couldn't help it anymore and really wanted to cry.
In fact, she wanted to cry many times in her last life. She also hid in a small room alone and secretly cried under the quilt.
But she never dared to cry in front of her parents, because she knew that crying in front of them would not only not make her feel soft and loved, but they would only be disgusted and impatient.
Now there are relatives who feel sorry for her, so when those emotions in her previous life surfaced, she couldn't help crying out of grievance. She was so exaggerated that she bullied her father who cared about her.
Ruan Xiao rubbed her hair without any blame, with distress in his eyes.
"You can go to school anytime. If you don't want to go, don't go."
Ruan Xiao is a grown man who has never comforted anyone. At this moment, he hates himself for being stupid and doesn't know how to comfort. daughter.
Ruan Shu tilted her head and gently rubbed her father's palm, like a stray cat that had been wandering outside for a long time and found its owner.
Fragile, soft and completely dependent on him.
Ruan Shu's face was still a little red, and so were her eyes. She drooped her little head like a cat who knew she had done something wrong, and pitifully admitted her mistake.
"This is not your problem." Ruan Xiao emphasized.
What could be wrong with his daughter being so young? It's all other people's fault.
Due to the unequal information, Ruan Xiao has now naturally put all the blame on Xiao Yuanyi.
But Xiao Yuanyi is not unjust.
Back home, Ruan Qingran and Shen Yu had arrived.
Ruan Shu's mood has calmed down a lot. She was carried out of the car by her father, but she was still a little nervous and seemed to be in trouble.
"Brother Qingran, brother Shen Yu."
Seeing the two of them, Ruan Shu cheered up and greeted them, even though her voice was low and she was embarrassed.
I was going to study if today went well, but I didn’t succeed.
Shen Yu "Shu Shu doesn't look happy today. Did something happen?"
Ruan Shu curled up her fingers holding her father's clothes, lowered her eyes and answered timidly.
“Yes, I want to go to school, but I messed up.”
But her father didn’t say anything to her, and even comforted her. His father is really the best in the world. Dad.
“Well, that’s no problem. You know, I have a younger brother who is also in kindergarten. He was looking forward to going to school at first, but after only one day, he came back crying and said that he would never go to school again. I don’t want to go either.”
Shen Yu's speaking voice was neither slow nor slow, pleasant and not annoying, making people listen attentively without even realizing it.
“Why?”
Ruan Shu raised her eyes and looked over, a little curious about the cat.
“Because he thought he could do whatever he wanted after going to school. He fought with his classmates to grab things that day and lost. He had never lost so miserably before. When he was sent to school later, he would He tried every means to escape from school, and cried when he failed, and no one could comfort him.”
From the story he told, Ruan Shu seemed to see a child who wanted to skip school, with all kinds of thoughts. Fight wits and courage with teachers and parents.
Seeing that she was gradually relaxing, Shen Yu began to guide her to speak.
Shen Yu asked deeply. Ruan Shu held her father's hand and bit her lip with a tangled expression, not knowing whether she should say anything.
Ruan Qingran comforted her, "It doesn't matter if Shushu doesn't say anything. It will get better slowly."
Ruan Shu lowered her head, clasped the fabric of her clothes with her fingers, and spoke in a small, weak voice. come out.
“I, I had a dream.”
She lowered her head and said with tears in her eyes, "I don't know if it was a dream, but I remember clearly that I seemed to have had a short life in another world and only lived for twelve years."
She was in a trance, and Ruan Shu still couldn't tell whether it was a dream, or whether Po Meng forgot to give her soup when she was reincarnated, so she still remembers what happened in her previous life in this life.
Ruan Shu slowly raised her head and looked at her father and brother nervously. Her eyes were red, but she still decided to muster the courage to tell those memories, but her voice could not hide the trembling.
“Shortly after I was born in that world, my parents divorced quickly, but none of them wanted me, so I took turns to be raised by them without a fixed home.
One month at my father's place, one month at my mother's place. Soon after, they started their own families. After they had younger brothers and sisters, my bedroom became a very small utility room and balcony
I have good brothers and sisters who take good care of me, but they still don’t like me..."
Ruan Shu murmured in a low voice, "I am very obedient. I didn’t go out to play, didn’t dirty my clothes, and washed them myself. Clothes, washing dishes, and studying hard, but..."
She looked up at her father , my eyes were filled with water and I couldn't see clearly.
"They still said that I was not good and always got them into trouble. They bullied me when I was in kindergarten. I just had my hair pulled and hurt. He said there was no fight. Why didn’t my mother listen to Shushu’s explanation? She even slapped me in the face. It hurt so much.
I didn’t mean not to bring an umbrella when it rained. I just really didn’t expect it. There is no one who is disobedient and obedient. There are people behind Shushu who took umbrellas obediently. I didn’t push my sister. She was not careful. I went to help her when she fell, but why did my father hit me without listening to me?"
It was obviously a small matter, but Ruan Shu's clear eyes were filled with confusion and confusion, but tears were already streaming down her face.
Ruan Xiao, who was sitting next to her, had dark eyes at the moment, as if he had accumulated countless thunderstorms. The veins on his forehead were bulging, and he was trying his best to endure the violent emotions in his heart. (End of this chapter)