Chapter 20: The trouble of too much moral integrity (Part 2)
"...Since I was very young, I have had a dream."
Standing on the scorched ruins filled with black smoke, Suzumiya Haruhi talked leisurely while looking up at the sky.
"...Whether I am being laughed at as a chuunibyou or being suspected of having a brain problem, I dream of making this boring world more exciting and lively, and then make myself the protector of the world, The legendary heroine who defends justice...
After so many years, even though I have never been understood, I still can't let go of this obsession in my heart. I want to play with aliens, people from the future, people with super powers and people from other worlds, and make this world more lively. Bar!
Finally, just when I was about to give up, my dream suddenly came true. A bustling new world opened its door to me. Countless wonderful things were displayed in front of my eyes, and aliens, future people, and superhuman beings all appeared in front of me. It turns out that people with abilities have always been by my side...
However, after a period of excitement, I found myself confused about the future.
How to say it? It feels like a wonderful novel, with most of the ups and downs of the plot and process omitted, and it jumps directly from the beginning to the end - although the ending is a very bright Happy End, it still makes people feel very awkward and confused.
In short, in this wonderful new world that suddenly opened its door, I suddenly found that I didn’t know what I should do.
Looking for more power? I am already the supreme god of this planet and even every world. Who else can be more powerful than me?
Fight alien invaders? First of all, our world has not been invaded by aliens yet. Secondly, haha, not to mention my ability, just based on the strange people and strangers I have met, no matter what aliens dare to invade our world, they will definitely be beaten!
Eradicate evil and maintain fairness and justice in the world? Well, this mission seems to be very suitable for the identity of a god. I just insisted on punishing these demons in human skin and giving justice to the women who died tragically in the basement because I think this is my natural mission..."
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Having said this, Suzumiya Haruhi couldn't help but sigh quietly, "...but what's the result? Although sending out the Titan Corps and making a big fuss seems to be very satisfying. But when everything is over, Afterwards, besides creating a ruin, what problems did I solve? Did I really uphold justice and bring justice to those who died tragically?
No! In addition to the ogre colonel we captured just now, as well as the thugs we have killed, many of the evil members who founded this murder club are probably still safe and sound. I don’t even know who they are, and they are here now. where.
On the contrary, as the colonel said, many innocent German soldiers died as a result, and countless public properties were damaged... Can I still be regarded as a righteous partner like this? Even worse, what should we do next?
Hmm, of course I can create a bigger natural disaster, and even summon a giant meteorite to hit Germany and level the country. Or summon a group of monsters and monsters to come to Europe and punish every scumbag they can find on this land... However, under such an indiscriminate and brutal blow, the innocent people who die as a result will at least be the ones who deserve it. Several times that! I do this kind of thing to uphold justice. In the eyes of people, should I be regarded as a hero or a devil? Hey, although I hate to admit it, as the ogre colonel said, I am also stained with blood and covered with murder, so I am afraid I am not qualified to stand on the moral high ground and despise them..."
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Her shoulders suddenly slumped, as if her whole mind had fallen into unprecedented entanglement and confusion.
——Regarding Suzumiya Haruhi's entanglement, Wang Qiu just wanted to put his hand on his forehead and sighed: Girl, your moral integrity is too high!
She is obviously a vigorous girl who uses strength to overcome cleverness and moves forward courageously, so why not imitate those pretentious literary girls?
If it is the decisive and decisive heroic protagonist in Chinese online novels, even if it is a sunny positive character, at most it will only have a little sympathy and touch for tragic disasters such as massacres and mass graves. As for the number of lives below three digits, most of them will not take them seriously at all, and they won't even bother to blink... If you kill just a few people and you sigh, how can you be happy with your grudges and conquer the world?
But there is nothing that can be done about it. As a Japanese student, Suzumiya Haruhi probably grew up receiving various anti-war educations. Her aversion to violence and killing is probably far greater than that of her peers in other countries (limited to The real world, online competition does not count).
Although the campus life of Japanese high school students is not a paradise in an ivory tower. There are also various incidents of bullying, as well as gangster groups of delinquent girls and girls. However, after all, there is still a long way to go before bloody life and death killings. distance.
This is why from "Is This a Zombie?" "In various light novels from "Detective Conan", even if faced with a murderer, the protagonist will basically not take his life: because in the modern Japanese concept, killing is always wrong, even if the other person is The same goes for murderers.
Therefore, it is really impossible for Haruhi Suzumiya to change from an ordinary middle school student accustomed to a peaceful life to a battlefield warrior with bloody hands and treating human life as nothing in a very short period of time. The mission - real war and destruction, is quite cruel and sad. It is definitely not as fascinating as described in knight novels, let alone as handsome and gorgeous as shown in game animations.
Moreover, a sudden powerful power is like a sudden windfall. If the lucky person who gets it does not have enough psychological quality, then most of what will happen next will not be a good thing, but a disaster - at least it will cause people to suffer. Extinguish your ambition and find no goal in life. If it is serious, it will make people become decadent and corrupt, and lose all beautiful and noble qualities... This has always been a very philosophical and valuable topic for discussion.
Wang Qiu has heard more than once that a good person who was originally ambitious and enterprising suddenly became decadent, addicted to pleasure, and completely lost his struggle after accidentally winning the lottery or inheriting a large inheritance. With their courage and motivation, they finally squandered all their lucky wealth and became a useless person. These easy-to-come wealth did not become their motivation, but instead became a resistance.
In the same way, for Haruhi Suzumiya, the powerful power she just suddenly gained may be a difficult test. In fact, she is still able to restrain herself and does not abuse violence to cause wanton destruction and torment the earth, which is already thank God.