The last day came.
I had so many emotions that I wrote a paragraph in the circle of friends and then deleted it.
Probably because I have been writing novels for a long time, I am used to putting what is in my heart into a fictional framework.
I really want to let it see the light of day, how sentimental and timid it is.
In the past year, I would often have a thought pop up in my mind one morning when I opened my eyes with relaxation, or late at night when I fell asleep -
There may never be a more difficult year in my life than this.
When it comes time to take your work to the next level, you can’t stop.
The novel became more popular than expected, and I didn’t want to miss it.
So, I took care of it day by day.
I don’t dare to say that it is like the stars and the moon, but I wonder if any of my friends have experienced that moment when they have drunk too much and are unconscious, but they still have to hold on to the last trace of sobriety, sitting on the bed, holding a laptop, working or typing?
I originally wanted to write in my circle of friends:
You have your cake and eat it too, the wind and freedom are still there.
I originally wanted to say this in my circle of friends:
Holding the smell of worldly copper in your hands, hiding the bright moon and clear breeze in your heart.
Looking back, I just want to scold myself:
Pretending to be a dog.
There is no such coolness and unrestrainedness, as if the most difficult year was waved away while talking and laughing.
In fact, every day, I tried my best to hold on to everything that I refused to let go of. There was a period of time where I was BBing on the official account every day because it was too uncomfortable during that period.
People can push themselves to a point where they are unbearable and on the verge of collapse.
Fortunately, when that time comes, turn off your phone, ignore everything, cover your head and sleep for a day, and then you will be fine when you wake up.
Fortunately, compared to many people, at least my efforts are rewarded, my efforts are not in vain, and I gain and feel a sense of gain in the end.
I wrote three million words in one year, which is a number that I can’t even imagine.
There are countless unsatisfactory and unsatisfactory places in it, but at least I didn't do it perfunctorily. Fortunately, I met a group of good readers. From the shaky writing of a half-hearted novice, I can seriously see what I am trying to accomplish. The circle gives me great encouragement to continue drawing.
I'm afraid that this book will get longer and longer and end up being a long, smelly foot wrap.
But I often write to the fullest, thinking that after writing this book, I may not write about entertainment again in a short time - and I won't be able to write new tricks. Basically, all my ideas about entertainment are in this book. , then, is there anything else that has not been put in? Should it be put in?
I know that leaving blank space is the unfinished perfection. However, if a writer who is not an expert writer leaves blank spaces, it will be like a broken chapter and a broken limb. I can only bite the bullet and try to build a complete silhouette like building blocks.
As I said before, I don’t have much money, and I don’t rely on royalties to support myself. From the beginning, I really just wrote because I loved writing. Unexpectedly, this year, I also received generous royalties one after another. The two books combined almost reached seven figures. Although there is nothing to spend it on, putting this number on the card and typing it out word by word gives me a sense of accomplishment.
Check out the 16-9 book bar and see the correct version!
This is the biggest gain after work. It is inevitable to pursue something meaningful in life. I am busy with work from beginning to end, and I may not be able to summarize a few things that I can truly make by myself and contribute to the world. However, the novels I write can make so many people feel good and interesting. The harvest has somewhat filled up some of my questions about why I am who I am.
In 2024, with the mentality of "one day at a time", I insisted on updating for 360 days and worked full time for a whole year.
In 2025, continue to work hard. I wish you all always love this world, have your wishes, and achieve success. (End of chapter)