Chapter 194 You won’t succeed
As the saying goes, dreams and reality are often the opposite.
But as the saying goes, there is something to think about every day and something to dream about at night.
Ke Yue lay on the table again and woke up in a daze.
It was already close to early morning.
The long lack of sleep made her head sting and her temples felt as if they were going to explode.
But the boy still endured the pain and opened the laptop that automatically locked the screen.
The last time she logged into Miracle's official website, she confirmed it again.
Well, the huge black and white logo is still very eye-catching on the homepage of the official website.
It seems that she was right about more than an hour ago.
"Final Night—Congratulations on the birth of the national champion!"
The live broadcast has ended long ago.
However, the residual heat has not diminished at all. Netizens are still obsessed with the final moments of the finals. Black and White wiped out the enemy team like a drop from the sky in the Dragon Pit, and then attacked the city in one fell swoop to win the championship.
Almost every topic about miracles has black and white related hot searches.
Several clips of high-energy scenes during the game are still being circulated on major video websites. There are even bloggers who are so excited that they can't sleep and write copy overnight, praising black and white to the sky.
Even though it was late at night, the comments on the official website were still growing at a rate of thousands per minute.
"Black and white are so awesome, they really broke the record held by ace!"
“I, Captain Lin, should be one of this year’s All-Star players!”
"..."
The boy turned off his laptop.
She coughed painfully, making a hoarse and broken sound in her throat. She was extremely weak.
For a long time, she only wore a thin shirt, barely supporting her tired body, and came to the rooftop.
She pushed open the door of the glass flower room and sat on the swing chair.
The boy relaxed his body so that he could lean on the back of the chair in a more comfortable position.
It's time.
she thought.
The girl was still leaning against the grand piano as before, lowering her head and fiddling with the hair in her hands.
Unexpectedly, the person who stayed with me in the end was you.
After all, no one in this world will understand you like I do.
Too.
After going round and round, the only one left by her side in the end was herself.
The young man lowered his eyes slightly tiredly.
Can you play a piece of music for me to see me off?
OK, which one do you want to listen to?
The one we all know.
The girl nodded and sat on the piano bench.
The slender jade fingers danced dexterously on the black and white piano keys.
The familiar melody of "The Moon Sees the Moon" came.
The young man listened quietly to the sound of the piano.
Then she took something out of her pocket.
This is a scalpel.
The surface of the silver blade was like a mirror, reflecting her bloodshot and blue-black peach blossom eyes.
Ke Yue had seen An Yunlin use a scalpel many times.
The willow leaf-shaped knife is very thin and light, but also extremely sharp. It can cut through human skin as easily as cutting through a piece of white paper.
She knew that she wouldn't live long.
All the organs in the body are getting weaker day by day.
An Yunlin said that it would take another year or two at most.
But what a proud young man he is.
If she really lingered like this, until she was lying on the hospital bed and the disease deprived her of the last trace of life, her face was sallow and her muscles were thin, and she was not human.
She couldn't accept such an ugly self.
Rather than die in embarrassment, it would be better to solve all this by yourself.
In this case, at least I can maintain my last bit of beauty at the end of my life.
So, she held the handle of the knife with her left hand, pointed it at her right wrist, and slashed hard.
If you choose to commit suicide, cutting your pulse should be the most peaceful and merciful way to die.
Before your heart stops beating, you will first pass out due to excessive blood loss. The whole process will not be too painful, just like falling asleep.
The young man took the knife without too much hesitation. She had always been good at self-mutilation.
There are two arteries in the human wrist, one is called the ulnar artery and the other is called the radial artery.
She once saw Shen Qingge commit suicide. In her memory, it seemed that her mother had to make many cuts before finally cutting open the deep artery.
It's not perfect at all.
Ke Yue is a person who pursues perfection.
So she specifically checked the information and found out the specific locations of the two arteries in her wrist.
With the first cut, she cut the ulnar artery with great precision.
But after all, the young man was not a professional medical student, so he lacked confidence in the strength of the knife. In order to achieve the goal with one knife, he would inevitably be too harsh.
So the first cut was very deep, almost hurting the muscles and bones.
She frowned at the pain, but fortunately she cut the knife quickly enough, so she just frowned.
The moment the artery was cut open, blood spurted out.
It really spilled out like a small fountain.
Some of the blood drops splashed on Ke Yue's lenses and on the flowers and leaves around the swing chair.
In fact, Ke Yue didn't really want her blood to be splashed on those white petals.
This blood is so dirty.
She felt unclean.
The bright red blood continued to gush out following the rhythm of the pulse, dripping down the white wrist. In the end, it could not escape gravity, and the exchange rate became a thin line of blood and fell to the ground.
Soon there was a small puddle on the ground.
At this time, she thought of something.
Three years ago, she locked herself in a room for three full days.
During those three days, she had a big mental problem. She was irritable and restless, and she couldn't help but want to tear into pieces and destroy anything in her sight.
The names of all her enemies were carved on the wall.
I want revenge.
I want to destroy the Ke family.
This is what the boy thinks about most.
Fortunately, in the end, the girl appeared.
Otherwise, perhaps on the fourth day, there will be reports on the news that the Ke family was wiped out overnight.
And now, all revenge has been avenged.
There was nothing left for her to do.
Perhaps, he should have died long ago on the racing track, or maybe he and Ke Yunlan were extinguished in that fire.
I have to say, the feeling of committing suicide by cutting one's pulse is really amazing.
You seem to be able to clearly feel that the life in your body is disappearing little by little with the blood.
The blood takes away your body temperature and you begin to feel cold.
The scene in the field of vision gradually became blurry, like old film that had expired and appeared mottled.
Before the dizziness came, Ke Yue made the second cut.
She cut out the radicular artery.
With the experience of the first knife, her strength for this second knife was much more suitable than the first knife.
Without too much force, the artery was severed and blood started to flow out again.
This time there was no spray on those petals.
Father, you said that I am your chosen successor.
You said you won, you successfully trained me.
But in fact, it is actually very easy to break your success.
You must not have thought of it.
I will die.
Ke Zhenen, after today, your only heir left in this world will no longer be there.
I said it.
You won't succeed.
You lose. (End of chapter)