Chapter 161 The only comfort in five years (recommended votes plus more updates)
If she broke free from the shackles of those hands, she would definitely be able to see how bloody and bloody it was under the rain.
But she didn't.
The calloused hands completely blocked the sight, and the hearing became sensitive.
Amidst the sound of rain, the clear voice between a boy and a man had a very soft tone, but in those few dozen seconds, it gave Li Wei an infinite sense of security.
And after those dozens of seconds, she soon heard someone shouting for help, heard someone running towards the young man who jumped from the building, heard security guards picking up pagers to call for help, and the scene was chaotic.
Everything she could hear, she could imagine.
Unconsciously, tears soaked the hands.
The man behind him simply hugged her into his arms, letting her sob silently in front of him.
At that time, Li Wei originally thought that this incident would cause a big sensation.
But she never expected that the whole thing would be blocked.
The OMJ team claimed that the player died of a congenital disease and kept a low profile. Only a few people expressed regret for this for a few days, but there was no follow-up to the matter.
She was the only one who knew that this was not the case, so she had been trying her best to investigate the young man who jumped off the building, and learned that he suffered from depression because he often did not have enough food and sleep at the base, and was hidden by the team.
This news was learned from his teammates at the time, but that person soon terminated his contract with the OMJ team for personal reasons. Li Wei could not contact him, and was even found by the management of the OMJ team, asking her not to investigate anymore. and the intention to publicize the matter.
This incident will not only have a huge impact on the OMJ team, but it will be enough to shake half of the e-sports circle.
Li Wei was disheartened.
She saw the darkness of the e-sports circle, which cast a considerable shadow on her childhood.
Every night of that year, she had the same dream. In the dream, it was pouring with the same heavy rain as that day. The boy pinched her neck and asked sharply, why didn't she fight for him...
Over the past five years, the fear has accumulated, from fear of this thing, fear of that place, fear of heavy rain, to fear of this circle, to fear of the stage during the game.
That day, she cried and asked the person who covered her eyes why the person on the phone was so cold, how should she accept everything she saw, and what kind of mentality should she use to enter this circle again in the future? ……
He said, "There are black and white in this world, just stick to yourself. Don't be influenced by other people's actions and words, just do what you want, so that your life is not in vain."
This sentence was deeply imprinted in Li Wei's heart and became her only comfort in the past five years.
But in the final analysis, she was still escaping.
That's why I choose to curb my sharp edges, hide my strength, and pretend to be an ordinary person to wrap myself up, not to step into the e-sports circle, and not to let others touch my seemingly hard but vulnerable heart.
……
After understanding all this, Si Chen felt very calm.
But Li Wei didn't notice anything strange about this. She said that she was really grateful to the person who blindfolded her and said such a long paragraph to her.
She never knew what that person looked like. It was the age when adolescence was about losing face. Because crying was too ugly, she had no shame in looking up to see what he looked like. However, she remembered that when he left, someone called his name - Toki Ze.
And she still kept the clean handkerchief he handed her when she burst into tears.
"..."
Si Chen lowered his eyes slightly.
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