She thought it would be that weird smell.
Lin Xiyue looked at Jiang Sui and found that she was looking at her with an expression as if she had succeeded in a prank.
"I was thinking just now, if you didn't refuse, but drank it directly, it proves that you really like me." Jiang Sui stirred the soup in front of him, "I added some other things, anyway drink it Looks good.”
Can such a simple thing prove that you like me? Lin Xiyue thought so, so she also asked.
The fan above my head was whirring. It was not very hot today. When the wind blew in through the gaps in the branches and leaves, it would also carry the fragrance of grass leaves.
Jiang Sui said with some embarrassment: "Every time, every time you accept something from me and follow my suggestions, I will think about this silently in my heart like just now."
"You gave me something because you wanted to see me but couldn't.
"Is it because you like me that you keep following me secretly?"
She looked into Lin Xiyue's eyes and confessed her feelings, "I know that my thoughts are forced on you, but I cannot express them at all. It is only a secret of mine."
So that's it.
Lin Xiyue put down the spoon and finally plucked up the courage to ask: "Then...why did you suddenly tell me all this?"
Jiang Sui's hands placed under the table clasped each other, and he got rid of the unexplainable feelings in his heart and said, "Because you asked me, I will tell you."
The mottled tree shadows outside the window were swaying, and the cheers of children jumping and running could be heard from downstairs, and a train roared through the shadows of the trees.
It turns out that I am the coward.
The corners of Lin Xiyue's mouth raised, revealing a somewhat ugly smile, "No matter what it is, as long as I ask you, you will tell me everything?"
"So that's it."
What's holding them back is not fate. But there are countless hesitations between each other.
She chose the wrong way.
No matter what state she was in when she came to Jiang Sui, it didn't matter.
"Jiang Sui." She suddenly shouted seriously: "If I had told everything properly the first two times, the story would not have developed like this."
Maybe she just wanted to know the answer too much, so she asked like this.
Jiang Sui lowered his head and started stirring the bowl of soup again, and said reluctantly: "Of course it will fail, otherwise how could you meet me."
She raised her head and glanced at Lin Xiyue, then lowered her head again, "People's personalities can change. Even for myself, I have no way of knowing what I will be like when I am older."
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She was a little envious, but mostly jealous.
The other Jiang Sui are older than her and must be better than her, and the feeling of being able to take care of a lover who is much younger than herself must be very enjoyable.
She deliberately asked Qi Yue's age in a roundabout way last night, and then found that she was actually younger than Qi Yue. Fortunately, she quickly used other things to get around this little episode.
Lin Xiyue nodded, knowing that it was meaningless to ask these questions now, but she still asked: "You are all the same, but you always think of yourself as someone else."
Although this sentence was a bit convoluted, Jiang Sui still understood its meaning.
"We are one person." She said frankly: "But there is only one of you, so we cannot be the same person."
"I can accept that there is someone else in your heart, but if I find out after making efforts that that person is my future self, I will be very frustrated."
"Who can drive 'self' out of the heart of the lover?"
In fact, Jiang Sui knew the reason for the last failure as soon as she heard it. Fortunately, it was her failure that made her know the consequences of failure.
Presumably if those two Jiang Sui knew that the final outcome would be like this, they would not let themselves fail.
"I still don't understand." Lin Xiyue said: "But I will tell you all about it. You only need to know one thing."
Her black eyes contained many emotions, those stories that only she still remembered, those promises she had made, and those worlds that she could never start over again.
"The person I love is just you." She looked into Jiang Sui's amber eyes, "To me, you are you, at most you have not experienced those things, but your essence is the same. ”
Jiang Sui's heart was beating so hard that he couldn't even hear what she was saying. He only felt that his heart was captured by her burning eyes and he would soon be drowned in the deep black sea.
"What is my essence...?" She murmured, "Do I love you?"
For her, it was still too exciting for her now that her lover suddenly revealed his feelings shortly after getting to know him, and these feelings contained his love for her. Lin Xiyue blinked, and the draft she had just typed in her mind turned into a puff of smoke and flew away, and the tips of her ears turned red.
The air was silent for a moment. Even though neither of them spoke, they didn't seem embarrassed at all.
The fan above my head is still spinning tirelessly, the cicadas are chirping outside the window, and the swaying light spot on the wall has changed its position.
Lin Xiyue finally said: "It's not this, it's... it's stubbornness and the idea of killing first and telling later." She opened her eyes wide, new and old hatreds mixed together, making her angry at the person who had lied to her last night after being shy. A person once said, "You never consider the consequences of doing things. If I hadn't caught you last night, would you have been lying at the bottom of the river?"
Jiang Sui immediately corrected her attitude and said seriously: "No, I'm absolutely sure... I'm sorry." She quickly lowered her head, "I will never do this again."
Now Jiang Sui can even act coquettishly, maybe because he knows that there is really nothing he can do to her.
"...You'd better be true." Lin Xiyue really had no choice, especially since the reason for doing this kind of thing was just to see her, "But I really don't like you using your own life to do it. Bet.”
"Your life is very precious to me." She looked at the tree shadow reflected on the wall and said, "No matter what, I hope you love yourself the most."
Jiang Sui's heart is a hollow, and when the wind blows, it seems that he can hear the echo of the emptiness.
Someone once said that she was the idiot daughter of the Jiang family. It is said that her mother was... so she must have inherited it...
He also looks gloomy, is it true...
They stood in the corner of the banquet and murmured to her, those shadows lingering around her, and then watched their father standing on the high platform proudly introducing his new child.
She walked on the rainy black street with her schoolbag on her back. Sometimes she would envy the children holding their parents' hands and jumping in the puddles, and sometimes she would wish all these people to die.
She hated the happiness of those people. In comparison, she looked like an unpleasant lunatic in the rain.
"I can't do it." Jiang Sui raised his eyes and said with a smile, "I only like you."
"I can tell you, I can promise you this. But I still can't put my love for you behind myself." Her tone was very gentle, just like the characteristics Lin Xiyue mentioned just now. Just as stubborn.
"Maybe it will be better if I promise you this, and you will be happier." Jiang Sui walked over and hugged her from behind, not wanting her to see his expression, "But, I decided to let you see me. ”
The story of those two losers made her understand her own shortcomings, and maybe sometimes she needs to be more sincere in order to get better rewards.
Lin Xiyue raised her head. From her angle, she could only see Jiang Sui's chin and the slightly pursed corners of his mouth.
She thought for a long time, until the cicadas started chirping again, and finally said: "In that case, I will rank you first."
Jiang Sui's slightly cool lips touched her neck, and the hot breath from his mouth made her look away, "Although this ranking will start from now on, it's not too late, right?"
"...Who is the second place?" Jiang Sui's vague voice came from his left ear, "It can't be another Jiang Sui, right?"
They are obviously the same, but they use a tone of address to address their love rival.
Lin Xiyue pondered for a moment and said: "The second place is more about computers or mobile phones..."
She didn't say any more teasing words.
Jiang Sui gently took her earlobe in his mouth, and then rubbed it with his teeth. Soon, her green and messy kisses were printed on Lin Xiyue's cheek.
Lin Xiyue turned around and hugged her, taking the lead in the love between the two of them exploring the process.
Transparent grease appeared on the soup on the table, and it snaked downwards along the rim of the bowl. However, the two people who were addicted to another world were not in the mood to pay attention to it for the time being. They only felt that the air was getting thinner and thinner. It would be even thinner if they could open the window. alright.
The sound of water huffing and puffing sounded.
After a while of fooling around, the two stood side by side by the sink, washing dishes and chopsticks.
The orange-yellow sunset dyes everything in sight with magnificent colors, and even the riverbank not far away is dotted with colors that change between various spectrums.
Lin Xiyue put the last bowl into the disinfection cabinet, leaned on the window sill and leaned out half of her body, "It seems that we haven't sat by the river bank together to watch the sunset seriously?" She turned around, and the wind blew her away. Her long hair was blowing, and she smiled and invited: "I don't know if it's too late to rush over now."
Jiang Sui's eyes were more beautiful than the sunset. She directly took Lin Xiyue's hand and ran out.
"Hey, Miss Jiang! Have you found your things?! Miss Jiang -" the security guard who came out of the security booth looked at the back of Miss Jiang leading a man and said to himself, "I think I found it." Right? Otherwise, if you were so anxious that day, you probably wouldn’t be in the mood to go out with your friends.”
"Just find it, just find it." She hummed and returned to the security booth.
The summer is hot and the vegetation is growing wildly.
(End of chapter)