After the meal was served, Feng Zhaoyun took off the diamond ring on the ring finger of his left hand and ate the noodles absentmindedly. His thoughts were in a mess, and he forced himself not to think randomly.
Shen Yunian quietly raised her eyes to look at her husband diagonally opposite. He was wearing a gray turtleneck sweater. The turtleneck held up his angular face. In addition, his eye color and lip color were light, which added to his ascetic temperament. The rolled up cuffs reveal powerful forearms, with protruding cyan veins faintly visible.
Watching him eat is not a pleasure, but more like a business.
He was clearly surrounded by fireworks, but he seemed to be aloof from them.
Sure enough, more than ten years have passed, and he has not changed at all about the importance of love (and poverty).
Shen Yunian raised her hand to get the chili oil, but accidentally saw Feng Zhaoyun's white hair. Her breath froze. She drank all the water in the cup to suppress the sourness in her heart.
She only dared to sigh in her heart:
Why are you old? Aren't you two years younger than me?
Shen Yunian sometimes thinks that if he had not met him, he might have found a well-matched girl, got married and had children, continued the glory of his ancestors, earned a salary that is double the current salary, and would not have to leave his hometown, but would live a happy and smooth life.
Although she has chosen her own path in life and has no control over it, she still cannot help but feel guilty...
"Do you want a drink of water?" Feng Zhaoyun saw her holding the water glass, her eyes dull, and stood up to fill the water for her, "be careful of the scalding."
Shen Yunian took a deep breath, blew in the hot water, moistened his dry eyes, and thanked him softly.
Feng Zhaoyun was not wearing glasses. He squinted his eyes slightly and noticed that his daughter was playing with her mobile phone under the table. She was giggling while looking at it. He reminded her gently: "Don't look at your mobile phone while eating."
Shen Bai Yao was excited, straightened up, and hurriedly explained: "Brother Shao Yu asked me to deliver a message."
Let's pass the blame to others first, although she was just busy looking at the new pictures released by the female celebrity studio.
She held up the phone in front of Shen Yunian and smiled slyly: "He asked me to tell you that he had dinner today."
Also attached is a picture of dinner, which consisted of dumplings.
Shen Yunian smiled, a little surprised that the child really remembered what he said.
At this time, the mobile phone suddenly prompted an incoming call, and it was a video call from Zhao Wunan.
"Mom?"
Zhao Wunan at the other end of the video said worriedly: "Xuxu, why did you go to the hospital?"
Shen Yunian was shocked. Didn't she tell him that she came to the hospital? !
"I... came with a friend." As she said that, she motioned to Bai Yao angrily: My mother called.
Shen Baiyao understood it and greeted Zhao Wunan, "Hello, aunt."
Seeing that his daughter was really out with her friends, Zhao Wunan felt relieved and said, "Have a good meal. Do you need me to pick you up?"
Shen Yunian pretended to be calm, "No, no, Bai Yao's father will take me back to school."
After hanging up the phone, Shen Yunian's smile immediately disappeared from her face, and her father and daughter noticed something was wrong with her at the same time.
Shen Baiyao expressed concern, "What's wrong?"
"Nothing." Shen Yunian hesitated again and again, shaking his head as if nothing had happened, "Pork liver is a bit stuffy."
In fact, she broke into a cold sweat.
This doesn't happen again.
Last weekend, Shen Yunian went to squat downstairs where his real mother, Lu Xiang, lived, wanting to take a look at her parents and sister. When she got tired, she went to a nearby dessert shop and bought a cake to eat. She only ate half of it when she saw Zhao Wunan drove to pick her up.
The other party only said that a friend recognized Zhao Xu, and Zhao Wunan was afraid that his daughter's memory had not been restored and she would not be able to find her way home.
Shen Yunian believed it at the time, and since the cake was particularly delicious, he didn't take it to heart.
Plus that time in the hospital...
Now that I think about it, it’s terrifying to think about it.
She held her phone, clicked on Shao Yu's chat dialog box, and typed a long paragraph of text for the young boy who used the blue sky as his avatar. After thinking about it for a while, she deleted them all, leaving only one sentence:
Thank you for always taking care of Bai Yao.
However, not long after the news was sent out, Shen Yunian discovered that Shao Yu had actually changed his avatar to Spongebob.
She sent a question mark over.
It stands to reason that using Spongebob as an avatar is very common.
But no one knows that the only one who can cure the ruffian boss is SpongeBob SquarePants.
Shen Yunian clicked on his profile picture - the paramecium that was destined to win, and fell into deep thought.
……
It's another weekend, and Shen Yunian has something big to do this week! !
Meet my sister.
It's not seven-year-old Zhao Ning, but 25-year-old Shen Jinsi.
According to Shen Yunian's guess, Shen Jinsi would work this weekend, so she got up early, under the pretext of going out to study with Shen Bai Yao, and took a gift for her sister as a witness of recognition.
Why don't you go find your parents? Shen Yunian considered that his parents were old and feared that they would not be able to accept such a large amount of information for a while, so he talked to Shen Jinsi first and asked his sister to relay it on his behalf to reduce the impact.
As for how to convince my sister, that's another story.
At 6:30 in the morning, Shen Yunian was sitting on a wooden chair downstairs, looking up at the window of his home, and found that his mother had already started cooking.
There was a layer of water vapor on the window, like a mother and daughter meeting again after so many years. Shen Yunian could only follow his memory and paint a picture of his mother's back.
Even though it is a vague figure, as long as she knows that her mother is there, she will feel at ease and at ease.
Shen Yunian herself is not only Shen Baiyao's mother, but also Lu Xiang's daughter.
In front of her daughter, she must be omnipotent and be an upright warrior. But in front of her mother, she also wanted to express her grievances and show her fragile and true side.
If Shen Yunian were to rank the people who were most sorry for his untimely death, his parents would definitely be at the top of the list.
The daughter is still taken care of by Feng Zhaoyun, who has a strong family background, but Shen Yunian comes from an ordinary family. How could his parents withstand such a change all at once, and his sister was still in school at the time...
Shen Yunian buried her face in her hands and sobbed silently, her cries blending in with the bustle of the old street.
It seemed like she was the only one abandoned by time.
The smell of pancakes and fruits came, and Shen Yunian was soothed by the fragrance that he found that Shen Jinsi had already gone downstairs and walked out of the community.
Shen Yunian quickly took the gift - a cane and followed closely behind.
Shen Jinsi glanced at the time: 7:20. It’s broken, it’s broken, it’s broken!
She stayed up late last night to watch a drama, and she didn't hear the alarm clock this morning. If her mother hadn't lifted the quilt off her, she probably wouldn't have had to attend this class.
Shen Jinsi checked the subway status again and found that the latest train on Line 4 was arriving at the station in five minutes, so she used the spirit of the awakened hare in the tortoise and the hare race, and rushed to the subway station with all her strength, never giving anything to the tortoise. An opportunity to take advantage of.
How could Shen Yunian be content to lose out and run after him with his cane.
The subway station was not far from home, and there weren't many people at this time of the weekend. Shen Jinsi quickly passed the security check, swiped her card to enter the station, then ran down the escalator, and finally arrived at the platform when the announcement of "coming into the station soon" sounded.
Shen Yunian, on the other hand, rushed into the subway car when the door closing signal sounded for the first time, regardless of the obstruction of the flight attendants. (Do not imitate dangerous behaviors)
Everyone around looked curiously at the big-eyed girl wearing a mask and holding a magic wand.
The little brother asked his mother while eating, "Mom, is she a magical girl?"
Shen Yunian opened his palm, as if he really had a key, and then muttered: "...Sakura, who made the promise with you, orders you to lift the seal!" After saying that, he held the wand in his hand, and the performance was completed.
The carriage fell into silence. Apart from the roar of the subway, Shen Yunian seemed to hear only one language:
Speechless.
How embarrassing...
The policeman noticed something unusual here and walked over quickly.
Shen Yunian couldn't afford to lose this person, so he quickly ran away and left the scene sadly.
The little boy looked at the back of this strange sister with a blank expression, and said loudly: "Sister, can you act like a bald man?"
Shen Jinsi took off her headphones, stared at this, and pursed her lips...
Twenty minutes later, the subway arrived at the Municipal Hospital Station.
Shen Jinsi got off the subway, followed closely by Shen Yunian.
"Little sister, you followed me all the way."
Shen Jinsi turned around and stared directly at the "female high school student" in front of her. She crossed her arms in front of her chest and tried to look as dignified as possible.
She really couldn't figure it out. She had no money and no looks... Well, she was actually quite good-looking, but she wouldn't let a gay high school student start from downstairs and follow her to the workplace, right?
"I..." Shen Yunian took a deep breath. There was no point in talking anymore, so he got straight to the point: "When you were five years old, you said you liked Cardcaptor Sakura. On your birthday, I gave you a bird-headed stick."
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"On your tenth birthday, I gave you another star staff."
Shen Jinsi covered her mouth in disbelief, her eyes were red, and she looked sad.
"Sister..."
"I died before I had time to give you my 15th birthday gift." Shen Yunian gave the gift to the other person's hands, "This is a supply for you. The Dream Staff should be ready."
Shen Jinsi hugged the other party tightly, her nose was sore and her lips were trembling, "Sister."
Shen Yunian hugged her sister back and said softly: "Do you believe it now? Aren't you afraid that I will lie to you?"
Shen Jinsi shook her head suddenly and cried bitterly, choked with sobs until she couldn't form a sentence, "I... don't have... money, why did you lie... to me?"
"Sister, I miss you so much...how could you bear to leave me for ten years."
Tears wet Shen Yunian's shoulders. She just shed tears silently, patting her sister's back gently once and for all.
Just like putting her to sleep when she was little.
……
Instead of holding each other's hands and crying as they imagined, the two sisters found a nearby park and sat on a bench to talk.
From the perspective of being an older sister, my younger sister’s appearance is actually not much different from what it was ten years ago.
Shen Jinsi is not a beauty at first sight. She is a delicate and attractive type. Her neat short hair makes her look more childish. Only her upturned eyes give her an unruly feeling of "a sister who specializes in treating all kinds of dissatisfaction".
Shen Yunian asked: "Where's work? I won't go."
Shen Jinsi rubbed the corners of her wet eyes and chuckled, "Being a cow and a horse for 365 days, this cow and horse also need rest."
The municipal hospital is a tertiary hospital. She works in the hospital's infusion room and earns less than 6k a month, which is reasonable, but she is so busy at the end of the day that her salary does not keep up with her efforts.
"How about changing to another one..."
Shen Yunian wanted to persuade her to go to a community hospital near her home. Although the salary was a little lower, it would be a lot easier. It's just that the current work of all parties is becoming saturated, so you can't change it as much as you want, but you can't say what you want.
Shen Jinsi saw her sister's worry, held her chin, and said with a calm smile: "It's better than the best, better than the worst, better than the emergency pediatric respiratory department, and even a bicycle."
The two sisters talked about the current situation at home again, and everything seemed to be fine.
Shen Jin was thinking with joy, "Just last month, there was a boy who was a sophomore in high school who liked Bai Yao and wanted to send her out of school after school. I threatened him and he never dared to approach my niece again..."
"Your nephew is very promising. He has already passed the postgraduate entrance examination and is still in the medical school of Yanjing University. Also, your eldest sister is so powerful, how could she allow her son to enter a university lower than the top three."
"The uncle downstairs in our house also invited my mother to go out to dance in the square. Everyone knew that he was called Sima Zhao, so my mother declined..." At this point, she suddenly became speechless, frowned for a long time, and turned away. He pressed his sore and swollen temples, his voice seemed to be choked and he didn't want to say more.
Shen Yunian's ears were listening, but his mind was wandering.
The younger sister was obviously deliberately avoiding something, because she never mentioned an important person in her words...
Terrible thoughts linger, and speculations that I dare not face are coming out.
She unconsciously clasped her fingers and tore off the dead skin on her hands. Even though there was blood on her finger sides, she still repeated this action until the blood stained her fingertips, but she still felt no pain.
The rolling stone hung overhead, and she could not avoid it. Even if the hanging rope was about to break, she didn't dare to cut it off with a knife.
"Sister, what are you doing!" Shen Jinsi quickly took her sister's hand and took out the alcohol spray bottle she carried with her. "Be patient." She sprayed it twice, then took out the tissue, "Press it down, otherwise your fingers will get infected."
Shen Yunian's voice was hoarse, his eyes were empty, as if he had lost the sense of pain, and his lips trembled as he asked:
"Where's Dad?"
Shen Jinsi looked up at the sky and scratched the flesh of her palms with her nails, warning herself that it was time to wake up.
After a long time, she made up her mind and said the brief but most difficult words in her life:
"Dad left two years ago."
(End of chapter)
The author said: Do I really not have a comment (Xingxingyan QAQ)
Changing the avatar is actually a metaphor - Shao Yu actually has a good impression of Shen Yunian.